wacky-macky [mac & cheese!]

heex

2005-12-13T23:17:00.000+08:00

i shall do some surveys here..since my entry on my trip to china will be on my lj..XD

1.YOUR HOROSCOPE?
pisces (i remembered how to spell it! XD)

2. SiNGLE OR TaKen?
single loh.........XD aiyah..get bf too early also no good..might not be matured enough yet..

3. iN LoVe?
XDDD keita-kun!!! XD aiyah..don't know lah..not sure if that is love..like i said before..i only know his on-screen character..but what is he like in real life..i have no idea..*sadded* the rest are definitely just crushes..

4. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN SERIOUSLY HURT
BY THE PERSON YOU LOVED
WAHHHH...tai kua zhang le ba....loved..no..crushed on..i suppose soo..HAHAHAHAA..ok..fine..i have been hurt by the people i love *AHEMFAMILYAHEM* but that is partly due to my overactive paranoia working..

5. WHAT WOULD BE YOUR REASON iF YOU
TURNED SUICIDAL?
hahahahahahahahha..let's see..i shall take from my experience lah..paranoia working on me until i can't take it anymore and i start going crazy and thinking that the whole world is against me (like that's not true..=.=''') or.......getting hurt by people i trusted..=.=''' why oh why........

6. iS SUiCiDE REALLY KiLLiNG YOURSELF?
EH..then what else is it? =.=''''

7. COUNTRY OR CLASSiC?
classic...lalalalalal..LOLX..country is fine too..

8. PREFER CUTE/iDiOT OR SMART/UGLY?
=.=''' NONE?! then both ways i don't want liao..hahahaha..

9. ARE YOU iN A STABLE RELATiONSHiP WiTH
YOUR BF/GF?
hahahahahahhahahaha..oh yes..my gf and i are a very loving couple..=.=''''

10. YOU`D EXPECT A TEXT MESSAGE USUALLY
FROM:
hahahahahahhaha..nobody loh......XD let's say if someone texts me..i will be like o.0 and then i just open..and see..but those are usually work ones..heh..

11. HAVE A BEST FRiEND THAT iS iN THE
OPPOSiTE GENDER?
=.=''' don't even have a best friend..*kabish*

12. WHAT DO YOU LiKE DOiNG WHEN YOUR
DEPRESSED
hahahahaa! slashing my wrists..in a perfect number..like 7..or 13..or 23..i loved the 23 time..XD

13.EVER WONDERED WHY NOBODY KNOWS
WHY THE SKY iS BLUE?
I KNOW LAH! BAKA! what nobody knows..=.='''''

16. EVER BEEN HURT BY LOVE?
wasn't this asked before? oh wait..NO..because no one i LOVED has ever rejected me before or anything..because basically i've never LOVED anyone in that way before..

17. WiLL YOU EVER MAKE THE SAME MiSTAKE
AGAiN?
WHAT MISTAKE YOU TOOT!

18. EVER HATED ANYONE LiKE HeLL???
wahhahahahahahhahahahhahahah! don't know..maybe..

19. WHAT WILL YOU DO WHEN A PERSON
BREAKS UP WiTH YOU AFTER ONE DAY?
hahahahahahahahhahaha..don't know? depends on how much i liked that person..maybe i already hate that person after that one day..XD

20. GiVE ONE WORD THAT BEST DESCRiBES
WHAT YOU`RE FEELiNG NOw?
amused..

21. DO YOU BELiEVE iN YOURSELF?
depends on what kind of situation i'm in..

22. EVER PHYSiCALLY HURT YOURSELF??
hahahahahahhahaha..yes lah..

23. EVER VERBALLY HURT YOURSELF?
yes...................

24. MOTTO iN LiFe
none at all..XD

25.WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE IN LIFE?
to have children..XDD wahhahahahahha!! i love kids!

26. HAVE YOU EVER HAD FEELiNGS ABOUT A
FRiEND FROM THE OPPOSiTE GENDER?
duh..or else what? have a crush on a total stranger? gdkhafahklj

27. iF YES, WHAT DiD YOU DO?
EH....NOTHING LOH...........

28. iS FAME & MONEY THE MOST iMPORTANT
THiNGS iN YOUR LiFE?
noooooo..but money is important..i hate fame..

29. DO YOU MAKE ANY MOVEMENTS OR
SOUNDS WHEN YOU`RE SLEEPiNG?
i move..a lot..not sure if i snore..but i'm sure the ruffling of my bedsheets will be counted as sounds..

30. ARE YOU DiFFiCULT TO WAKE UP?
HMMM..not really..sms me..call me..or be like my annoying persistent little siblings..

31. HOW OFTEN DO YOU SLEEP?
what kind of question is THAT?!

NOTE: PLEASE KEEP THE TiTLE OF THiS
SURVEY "31 THiNGS ABOUT ME"

: This or That :.
Kerry or Bush- don't know..don't care..
rap or rock- rock..
pop or country- pop..hahahah..j-pop! XD keita-kun!!!
movie or tv show- tv-show..cuz' sometimes tvs show movies too..XDDDD
girl or guy- eh..both lah..as in FRIENDS..
fire or water- heex..both fun to play with..but fire scarier..
death or life- depends on what happens after death..
cheerleader or punk- punk..at least punk aren't bimbos..
prep or jock- what's a prep?
kroger or publix- =.=''''
walmart or target- WAH?
avril or jay- avril..muaha! but jay is quite nice too lah..
pink or black- BLACK! pink is so EEEWWW!
cheez it or cheese nip- WAH?! if they are both cheesy snacks..then BOTH..cheese rocks! i ate 3 slices today..muaha!
cat or dog- i don't really like pets..depends on whether they feel like being aggressive..
tape or glue- tape...neater?
msn or aim- MSN! cuz' most people use msn..lolx..
mall or movies- EH..movies..i hate shopping..
writing or typing- TYPING! less strainous..at least your hands don't hurt that much..can type faster..and my handwriting is HORRIBLE!
phone or computer- eh...computer? MY DOWNLOADS~
baseball or football- depends? is football..the american football..or the normal football..
p.e. or health- WAH? what's the diff?
high school or middle school- jhfakhfklajhkl
dunkin donuts or starbucks- dunkin donuts! wahha! sweet tooth!
amc or united artists- jdhakljhdl
walgreens or CVS- AMERICAN SURVEY!
brownies or cookies- depends on what brownies and cookies..
reading or writing- reading..very fun..
surveys or polls- don't know..
livejournal or xanga- LJ! my DOWNLOADS~ love lj! and the communities..
Yellowcard or Ashlee Simpson- =.=''' don't really like either..
AFI or Jojo- AFI! i don't like jojo..but i don't know who AFI is..
Green Day or Beastie Boys- green day..beastie boys is weird..
kill or be killed- be killed..hahahaha..just kill me fast..
eat or be eaten- depends on what's there to eat..
hate or be hated- eh..don't know..hahahahahaha..i think i'm already hated anyway..
ocean or pool- ocean..nice nice waves..
singing or dancing- singing! more fun lah..
heart or peace sign- eh..HEART! and peace..heart represents love..with love there is peace..XD and when there's PEACE in your HEART you will also learn to LOVE and then there will be PEACE in the world..XD
halloween or christmas- christmas..hahahah..we don't do much on halloween anyway..
question or answer- =.='''''' depends lah!
fear factor or the o.c.- fear factor? never watched o.c.
the simpsons or who's line is it anyway?- eh..can't remember what is who's line is it anyway..but is it the one with the comedians? then i like both..a lot..
Disney or The N- what is the n? =.=''' disney loh.....
pancakes or waffles- EH..pancakes..nice crispy ones which are soft in the centre..and lots of BUTTER! (dairy addict..XD)
strawberrys or blueberrys- blueberries..XDD blueberry pancake! remember the butter!
yogurt or frozen yogurt- what's the difference?!
kiss or hug- depends on from who......but hug lah..less disgusting..saliva..XD
guitar or drums- guitar..i wanna learn..

What did you do in school today?
HMMMM..NOTHING! XD holidays are here!

Who was the last who sent you an sms?
eh..nicholas?

How's Life?
ok loh..except for my dry skin..argh.....................

Are you good in your studies?
hahahahahahahahhahaha....XD maybe?

Are you a Hippie Freak?
noooooo....

Can you speak English?
=.='''if i can't..what am i doing now?

Who was the last person you smsed?
the same person who smsed me loh..STUPID QUESTION LAH! ARH BISH!

Who was the last who said "Love You"?
love you? who says that? XDD hahahahahhaha..can't remember..hahahahahahhaha..maybe limiyu...

Who is the most Annoying Person you know?
(i can't believe huimin wrote liling! i thought they were so close! hahahahahahha) ME! XDDD or maybe liling..XD i don't think anyone likes her? hgahahahahahahhah! or maybe xunqi lah....PIAN REN DE!!! it's ME! XDD just joking people..it's really me..hahahahahhahahahahha (i think i a bit siao today..XD)

Future School/College/University?
DON'T KNOW! see what i can get into...

What time is it now?
11.57

What do you call yourself?
ME! XD or I! or MYSELF!

What song are you listening to now?
hahahhaahhaha! remix of DBSG's rising sun..during their performance at MKMF! XD

How many friends do you have on Friendster?
WHOOT! damn little! lolx! friendster is DEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD~ to me at least..hahahahhahaha! can't be bothered with it except to go and get surveys like THIS..

Who are you chatting with?
nobody..lalalalal~

Are you in trouble?
MAYBE~

Have you been HeartBroken before?
hahahahah...my heart is still in it's perfect shape..it can only get torn apart..cuz' it's not really..very..solidy..XD like JELLY!

How many A's do you think u can get?
next year? *LAUGHS MANIACALLY*

Missing Someone?
hahahahahhaha! i should think so..XD (how the hell do you miss someone whom you have only actually talked to for 2 days? =.=''' WAHHA!

What day is today?
eh........TUESDAY!

Any birthday's coming up? Who's ?
KEITA-KUN! 16th december..same as beethoven...and ryuichi-kun's!!!!! 17th december! and valerie's! illiadi lah! (OOPSIE-DAISY! forgot how to spell her name) 18th december!!! and waijean! 29th december! and junying's! 28th december! and shanshan's and wuchean's! 22nd december! and zoe chan's! 31st december! XDDD so many!

Bored?
not really

Can you play the card game called "speed" ?
hahaha..yes..but not good..

Last Channel you watched on TV ?
eh..........forgot..oh yes..cartoon network..

What time did you sleep last night?
hahahahah..noo...3-something....was talking to ah chan...

Are there Bullie(s) in your School ?
EH..hahahahhahaha..don't think so?

Do you have Yahoo Messenger?
nah...

Are you a Mr/Mrs Know-It-All ?
nopes..my younger brother has like 10 times more general knowledge then me! dhahdakhlkjl he sure does read up a lot..

Do kids love you?
no idea..don't think so..hahahahahha..

Do you make people Laugh?
yes..because i'm stupid and silly...

Do you give away your secret to anyone?
yes....most of the time..yes..HAIZ.....

Ever Smoked?
NO!

Ever Drinked?
XD we drank beer everyday in china..every meal came with 2 bottles of beer! XDDDDDD i drink when i can lah..

Who do you normally block online?
HMMM...people that i hate..or people..that..ok..the only other person i block is clemence's math teacher..because stupid clemence go ask me to add..then say don't need..and i don't want to delete until i know i don't need it.. (he might be my math teacher next year after all)

Are you Caring, Loving and Tender?
depends.......

Ballet or Go-Karting
hahhhahhaahhaha..none!

Do you have any Guy Friends?
yeah.........=.=''''' unless they don't consider me their friends..

Do you love getting msgs at friendster?
hahahahahahah..no..

How many gf's do you have?
depends on if they consider me their friends..

Are you bored of doing this ?
sort of..

Are you gay?
n.o.

What's your fantasy?
to marry keita and have him as the father of my children and lead a happy life..and DIE before keita..cuz' i don't want to cry when he dies..

Honestly, is there a special *someone*? Who?
honestly??
EH..hahahahahah..KEITA-KUN! but he doesn't even know i exist unfortunately..XD

In no particular order, list down 3
people
you
talk to online, 4 people you see at school, 2
teachers, 3 people you love going out with and 3
people in your sms inbox.

1. nicholas
2. grace
3. jenny
4. reuben
5. junying
6. lois
7. jessica
8. madelene
9. waijean
10. shanshan
11. betty
12. huihui
13. ngeemei
14. lih png (is that how to spell her name?)
15. sharon

So what do you think of number 4?
=.=''' WHAT?! eh.....sort of ok lah..atheletic...pretty friendly online but not face to face..

On a scale of 1-10, rate how good looking number
5 is.
XD not sure lah..5? pretty average i guess..no wait! she's pretty!! hahahahah..7!

Will you ever fall for number 11?
nooooooooo....she's my MOM~ XD hkudhafkl

Honestly, if number 8 met with an accident, what
would you do?
i'll cry! and i will visit her in the hospital!! and the whole class will send her cards and chocolates! and i will get her her diamond! gdkahkdhaljl;j ms NG! WE LOVE YOU! *huggles* (i just realised that both the teachers i put have ng as their surnames..)

What sport would you play with number 12?
don't know? not very close with her anyway..XD badminton?

What if number 1 got a boyfriend?
i will laugh myself to death and go "WHAT?! YOU GAVE UP ON GIRLS?! bfajhfkahkljalj don't do this to yourself just because you didn't realise you liked a girl until i told you..or do you think girls are too easy to get? *WHACK*" XD

How would you feel if number 4 slapped you on
your face?
why..so many number 4s? hahahah..hmmm..i guess i will just stare..and then ask why..and then maybe cry...haha..then go home and start slashing again..

How nice is number 6?
eh..pretty nice lah..

Do you hate number 9?
dajghfakhkahk! maybe...hahahahahha wa-i-ji-n!!!! XD used to lah..sort of..but there's a thin line between love and hate..(but i don't love her now..she's just one of my best buds..)

How much do you like number 2?
eh..so-so? very wan pi....

Will 13 and 7 make a good couple?
13 and 7!! my two favourite numbers! if 13 represented me..and 7 represented keita (cuz' 7 is his fav number..) then i would say i hope so..XD but looking at my list..NO! girls loh....both very naughty one..

Would 14 one day kill you?
HAHAHAHHA! maybe! if i drive her up the wall! XD

Who do you like more? 3 or 10?
eh..10.....XD not even close to 3 loh....

Who are you closest to in all the 15?
eh...either 9 or 7 lah...lolx..not sure..but i'm not really close to anyone anyway...

BUH BYE! the last quiz was fun..i shall do it again one day..

amused

2005-11-17T14:53:00.000+08:00

so anyway..i initially had a post..but ah whatever..LOOKIE! i joined a community..and i think the admin has some contacts with jaejoong or something..o.0 muaha..yay? but she likes him anyway..so...they gave jaejoong a fanbook..and he wrote back a message..AWWWW... *freaks* so he knows the existance of that community..so the rest probably know about it too! *glee* anyway..here's his message..that's his signature up there! isn't it just so...scrawly? XDD but his handwriting's pretty! anyway..the message..

길어 나는 더욱더 지치곤 해...
더 많은 아픔들로 힘겹겠지만
이젠 혼자서서 울진 않을꺼야
맞대고 우린 모두 친구야
오랜 슬픔에 혼자였다면
부디 내 가슴에 털어내요
그림....
오늘 하루 맘껏 볼게요
너의 해맑던 미소 다시 한번 너를 나에게 보여줘
너무 감사해요
때론 외롭거나 지쳐 견딜 수가 없을 때 나를 일깨워 준 건 우리 하나라는 걸
THANK YOU 사랑을 느끼게 한 너에게 나는 고마워

Sometimes I feel really exhausted and tired.
Whenever I’m feeling sad or I’m hurt,
I know that I’m not alone.
All of us are friends.
When I’ve been sad for a really long time,
please make my heart feel better.
The pictures.....
I will look at them all day.
Please show me your bright smile again.
I’m grateful.
I couldn’t stay down when I was exhausted because you had faith in me.
Thank you, I’m grateful for all of the love you’ve let me feel.

yup! so here's the forum *hints to waijean* *glee* http://livejournal.com/community/dbsg/
heex..anyway..i've been sitting at home on my butt for damn long..so whatever..i watched EOER on monday..damn freaky..still freaked about it..somewhat..hahahaha..so..argh..sleeping in my mom's room for now..*frowns* but even sleeping in my mom's room freaks me..i face my mom's bed..block up the space between the bed and the floor with a bolster (i used to do this when i was younger too..in my own room..cuz' i always sleep on the bottom side..that time it was a pull out bed..so..i would take these big red pillows which i still have and block up the space so i wouldn't have to look under the bed..i was scared of the bogey man..) and then i would close the bathroom door and make sure not to look at the doorway..and then i would clog up my ears with my mp3 and try to fall asleep..XD i suck..but this will have to do for now..haiz....

anyway..i downloaded the rising sun album..*evil grin* it rocks! so....GUESS WHAT?! i'm so going to buy the album! ok..so i decided to buy it long ago..but since the songs are so fab (and they are so hot..XDDDD) i have more reason to buy it..hahahahaha..my mom will probably kill me of course..she scolded me for buying this month's issue of JUNON..argh! she said that it was a "waste of money" and i just stared..then later i told her.."hey look..people spend money on luxury right?" and she was like "yeah" so i continued "so..just take it that JUNON is my luxury..i'm actually paying quite little for my luxury now..PLUS..it helps me in my CHINESE..AND..it is at least more worth it then your $3000 ruby ring......." and she was like "but i can sell the ruby ring in the future.." and i was like "you still make a lost you know...." and she was like "gems can increase in price" and i was like "*SNORT*" then she said "i can pawn it next time for your education" me.."when you pawn something they give you less right? so you might as well not buy it...."*glee* haha..so i won..anyway..i have to thank my sister for standing up for me SOMEWHAT..she told my mom right after she said that JUNON was a waste of money that "it's only once a month" yay! so whatever..and now i shall proceed to do survey thingies..(one day i shall translate the full JUNON article..haiz..)

[spell your first name backwards]
aseret (gawsh..this reminds me of something..i can't remember what..i was talking to one of my kors..and this came up i think..ahhh..haven't talked to any of my kors in such a long time..)

[the story behind your msn name]:
EH?! cool..i just changed it..the old one was..the three Japanese words are Ryohei's three favourite words..and the to love is to forgive one came from this book called oceans apart..i just thought it was interesting..my current one..hmm..yukiri is my Japanese name..and DBSG and w-inds. ARE hot..so no comments about that..XDDD *glee* and..hmm..the personal message thing..is..because tomorrow is ryohei's b'day! *glee* YAY! *claps hands*

[where do you live?]:
on earth..MUAHA! quite obvious where i live what..like duh...

[3 words that sum you up]:
crazy. unpredictable. insulting. (XD hehehehehe..it's true isn't it?)

{DESCRIBE YOUR}

[Wallet]:
blue..eh..cream and blue-striped button thingy..filled with reciepts..pictures of w-inds..sadly..little money left..HAIZ...(given to me by HUIMIN last year on my b'day..whee~)

[Hairbrush]:
eh...don't have one..? XD those close to me will know..*glee*

[Jewellery you wear daily]:
i don't wear jewellery..only on..special occasions..hahaha..

[Pillow cover]:
currently..blue and white-striped diagonally..

[Shoes]:
eh..i have a black and white power one..and a white and blue eh..forgot the brand..i know got this N at the side..=P and this pair of brownish-creamish coloured heels..

[CD in stereo right now]:
no cd in the stereo now..but i am listening to DBSG's rising sun album..*glee*

[What you are wearing now]:
khakis and two tees..my normal home clothes..i love the tee i'm wearing on top! and on the bottom too! XD elmo and a "it's morning and i can't get up" tee..whee~

[Hair]:
hmm..about chin length..not layered..non fringe..BLACK..i'm going to cut fringe soon though..in december when i go back to malacca..i'm going to cut it such that it is layered..and it goes diagonally across my face..length is on the left side at my cheekbone..on the right side at my brow bone..whee~ can't wait..XD

[In my mouth]:
describe your in your mouth?! eh..saliva..lots of tastebuds..my teeth? =.=''''and this left-over taste of apples..

[In my head]:
eh..hehehehe..ok..i think a lot about..scary stuff (NOT MY FAULT!)..and i also think a lot about w-inds...and now DBSG..and..*ahem* an unspeakable..IT'S NOT SICK BY THE WAY! hahahahaha..it's just my crush..*whacks YOUR head*

[Eating]:
oooo..i was munching on apples a while ago..and i'm not a health FREAK! =.=''''

[Some of your favorite movies]:
spirited away! *glee* and urm..don't know? XDDDDDDD

[Something you're looking forward to]:
NOVEMBER 18TH. <-------andy (oh..i probably should stop using andy..cuz' now there is an andy in my class..=.=''' ANDREW..)wrote this..and i'm glad..cuz' it's the date of ryohei's b'day! *sings songs* XD and also december 16th (OMFG! i'm going on a DENTAL appointment on keita's b'day..most would say..what a way to spoil a great day..cuz' beethoven's born on this day too! but NO! i dont' care..i can't wait for my dental appointment..XD i'm getting BRACES! ORANGE AND BLACK! *glee*)..and december 17th (ryuichi's b'day!) and december 1st/2nd/4th (going away for holiday in china's moutainous area! heck about birdflu! FRESH AIR! FINALLY! i love mountains..it's undecided about the date we leave though..have to wait til' my mom comes home) december 10th? (GOING BACK TO MALACCA!!! *squeals* can't wait can't wait can't wait! GOD I LOVE MAlACCA! i love all my cousins there!) NOVEMBER 23rd! (yakusoku kakera's release date!!!!!!! *SQUEAL* *SHRIEKS* *JUMPS UP AND DOWN*)

[The last thing you ate?]:
APPLES! (i only eat fruits because my maid cuts them..lolx..the only fruits i will eat are papaya, banana, apples, watermelons, honeydews and i think that's about all..OH! mangoes!)

[Something that you are deadly afraid of?]:
the devil..haiz......stupid show..

[Do you like candles?]:
they're ok..i guess..haha..don't use them though..

[Do you believe in a thing called love]:
DUH!!! =.=''''

[Do you believe in soul mates]:
not sure...

[Do you believe in love at first sight]:
NO! that's LUST! *whacks your head*

[Do you believe in forgiveness]:
yes..to love is to forgive..whoever doesn't believe in forgiveness is an utter IDIOT!

[If you could have any animal for a pet]:
eh...i don't want any thank you? i can't be bothered with the responsibilities of having a pet..

[What are 3 places you wouldn't mind relocatingto?]:
JAPAN! XDD *glee* of course that will be hard..and..don't know where else..LOLX..i don't like USA..cuz' it is USA..crime rate high i guess..isn't it? and then..i don't like britain..cuz' the stuff there are SUPER ex..i really don't know lah..

[What are some of your favorite pick out foods?]:
pick out?! WHAT IS THAT?!

[What's something you wish you could understandbetter?]:
why things are the way they are..how bout that? XD

[Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a longtime]:
eh..miss..yes? haven't seen in a long time..yes too..HAIZ..i miss a lot of people lah..

{In the last 24 hours, have you}

[Cried]:
nopes..nothing to cry about..LOLX..

[Gotten sick]:
nooo..haven't gotten sick in a long long time..

[Sang]:
yes..if you could consider it singing..XDDDD LOLX! a little bit here and there lah!

[Eaten]:
DUH! i can't even stand a few hours without food.. (in fact..i'm hungry again..*faints*)

[Felt stupid]:
i believe so..HAHAHAHAHAHHA

[Hugged someone]:
eh..virtually hugged steffi..and sharon (just did..LOLX! so toot..so coincidental)..and limiyu..XDbut no one in real life..

[Wanted to tell someone you loved her]:
EH..NO! i don't really have a close relationship with my family..and..i'm not les..and i don't have any really close friends..yeah..XD WHY HER?! but maybe i have..hahahaha..not sure..my memory's faulty..

[Fought with your parents]:
nooooo...my dad's not home...i don't fight with my dad anyway..more like get scolded..and my mom..well..she's gone by the time i wake up (i wake up at 12 everyday..XD) and when she comes home..we just watch tv and she goes to bed at about 9..nothing to fight about..

[Dreamt about someone you can't be with]:
YES...so...ARGH! frustrating..whyyyyyyyy...must things be this way..haiz..and then it's like..ARGH! XD don't know what's wrong with me..i dream about..him..everynight..TOO MUCH MY DEAR! TOO MUCH! and i dreamt about w-inds. too! XDD WAHHA! love them! but that dream was WAY to weird..in it..zhengxuan was keita's FATHER(?!) in one life..and then his best friend in the next..WAY TOO WEIRD! lolx..*amused* and no..you guessed wrong..zhengxuan isn't my crush..i just happened to talk to him that day..XD

[Are you center of attention or the wallflower]:
i believe i'm a bit of both? hahaha..sometimes..i like to make everyone listen to ME..and pay attention to ME..but most of the time it's not like that..HAHAHAHAHA..wallflower? yes..sometimes..i just hang around by the side..observing..like this invisible figure observing from the sidelines..like no one will notice those kind of thing..

[What type of vehicle do you drive]:
NONE..i don't want to drive anything ever..

[Would u rather be with friends or go on a date]:
DEPENDS..on who the date is..and who the friends are..hahahahahaha..if the date is keita or max..or one of my idols for that matter (and like it's a once in a lifetime opportunity..)..and the friends are normal everyday classmates..(actually..no matter who the friends are..) I WOULD GO ON THE DATE! keita-kun!!!

[Do you attend church]:
yup..hehe

[Do you like being around people]:
depends on what people..i HATE crowds..muaha! i do..XD they make me frustrated, paranoid, breatheless and blah blah..i think i have a phobia of crowds..lolx..but i don't really like the idea of being completely alone..(my paranoia at work again..)

[Who have you known the longest (friends)]:
HMMMM......HMMM...and let me repeat that again..HMMMMMM....LOLX! i honestly don't know..i dont' keep in touch with my primary school friends anymore..so they are out right? then...actually..technically..i dont' keep in touch with ANYONE anymore..*whacks own head* ok..probably...waijean? HAIZ....what..two freaking years only..i suck...and it's not my fault..i DO try to keep in touch with old classmates..OH DANG! FREAKING DANG! HOW COULD I FORGET!? LIMIYU! DUH....i knew her since p2..LOLX..in CO..haiz..the old days..

[argue the most with]:
eh..i actually argue with a lot of people..so i can't answer this question..HAIZ...too many liao..can't tell who i argue with the most..

[Who do you always get along with]:
nobody..LOLX..i think i actually argue with every one i know..even if i just met them..XD

[Who has the coolest siblings?]:
ME! because..all my other friends seem to have super sucky siblings..but that's how things work right? people always portray their own siblings as the worst on earth..haha..

1.Popularly known as?
~ ehh..by my priamry school friends..bog? by current people..hmm..just teresa i guess..or twee..or to my penpals..yukiri..

2. AGE?
~ 14 years..7 months and 30 days..(I AM EXACTLY 7 YEARS AND 4 MONTHS YOUNGER THAN RYORYO..AND 3 YEARS AND 1 MONTH YOUNGER THAN CHANGMIN!)

3. BIRTHDAY
~ 180391

4. WHAT'S YOUR ZODIAC SIGN?
~ pieces! ajhdajhosjaklj..i just spelt it wrongly..LOLX..didn't i? i can't remember how to spell it..sadly..pices? BLEARGH..

5. Who is your cutest girl friend?
~ eh..cute as in ugly but adorable? LOLX! hmmmm....waijean? her actions are damn cute..and she's ugly too! so she fits the bill! just joking..waijean darling..you aren't ugly! *pinches your cheeks* LOLX..i am whacko..

6. Can't live without..
~w-inds.? XD lolx..utter exagerration i think..water, food, air and LOVE..(AND MUSIC! I TOTALLY DIED LAST NIGHT WHEN MY MP3 DIED ON ME!! I NEED BATTERIES!)

9. Choice of music?
~ i like any kind of music actually..EXCEPT blues, techno and jazz! grrr...lolx..the rest are cool..even classical and OPERA! *glee*

10. Food trip?
~ HUH?! XD wah?

11. Fantasy female/male?
~ eh...funny, understanding..well-to-do..gorgeous (in my opnion at least)..kind..humble..witty (i especially love sarcastic wit)..strong enough..fabulous voice..smart..ingenious..handy..sincere..partial romantist..able to hold intelligent conversations with..caring..have similar opinions to mine..or at least for topics that i care about..like ABORTION..and many more qualities..hey look..you asked for my FANTASY male right? XD

12. What kind of bf/gf are you?
~ HMMMMM......we will see when i actually become someone's girlfriend..

13. What will make you fall for a guy/girl?
~ sincerity..sarcastic wit..(XDD) good looking of course (AHHH! my baobeis!!) and just anyhow pick some stuff from up there lah!

14. Turn-offs?
~ EH...the opposites of those up there? XD

15. If you had a million bucks, what would you spend it on?
~ i would take my time to decide..what is needed and stuff..probably save most of it..and donate some to charity..yeah..

16. Longest time you've ever spent on the phone?
~ 2 hours i believe..haha..

17.Did you get tired of it?
~ nuh-uh..usually i only get off the phone because my parents are scolding..or because my battery is dying..hahahaha..or some other reason..

18. The one thing you try to do everyday?
~ EH....try ah? haha..get on the comp? XDDDDD

19. Vegetables or fruits?
~ FRUITS! i'm quite certain they are the only things keeping me alive now..LOLX..i sort of hate veggies..

20. Favorite soundtrack
~ wah? XD no idea..don't listen to soundtracks..

21. Night out or night in?
~ in? lolx..nights are times to watch tv!! *glee* lots and lots of nice nice shows to watch..

22. What's scarier, ghosts or aliens?
~ ghosts? i hate them (except haru of course..XD)

23. Finish this sentence: If I could be anyone in the world for a day...
~ i would be Tachibana Keita's wife and mother of his children..*daydreams*

what happened:

24. today?
~ woke up at 12..read a bit of evolve or die..while watching winx club (only because my sister was watching it..) went to shower after like 30mins..then watched a bit more of tv..turned on the comp..at about 12.45..and have been on it since..LOLX

25. On your last birthday?
~hmm..i believe we ate cookies and cream ice cream cake from swensens..and that's all we did..i think..

26. Yesterday?
~HMMMM..woke up at 12.30...watched tv while waiting for my bro to get off the comp..showered..played the comp..and eh....watched malcolm in the middle..had dinner..watched famous friends of friends..watched a special on genghis khan..watched medical investigation..watched CSI: Miami..watched CSI..the orginal one..then went to bed..in my mom's room..lolx..

27. Last weekend?
~ HMMMM...let me think......had tuition..played comp..had cathechism..and..my sister was confirmed as a catholic..yay! haha..

28. Last christmas?
~ eh..i recieved this necklace from clemence..among my christmas presents..i think..hmm..i got an angel candle holder from samuel..i can't quite remember what sammi gave me..although it must have been some piece of jewellery or fashion accessory..HMM..honestly can't remember anything..celebrated the 1st death anniversary of darwin? lolx..

29. New year's eve?
~ EH...heck cared about the celebration on tv and went to bed i think..LOLX..

30. Halloween?
~ eh..i believe we went to school as usual..HAHAHA..and then..at night..we just sat around and watched tv..

31. Valentine's day?
~ met samuel..i think..yeah..exchanged gifts..and that's all i can remember..deborah's b'day..lolx..and someone elses..XD

32. What's the last thing you ate?
~ APPLES LAH!

33. Thing you drank?
~ water...

34. Thing you wore?
~ THE USUAL LAH! my two tees and shorts..happy?

35. Last place you went to?
~ EH......as in went out went to? watch EOER loh....

36. Last person you saw?
~ clemence..he is perpetually in my field of vision..haha..

37. Last person you talked to?
~ EH..i think..HMM..can't remember..lolx..my maid! yes..i was asking her to put the apples down beside me..

38. Last song you heard?
~ last song i HEARD..h,mmmm..RISING SUN! lolx..love that song..right now..i'm listening to...unforgettable..track 4 of the rising sun album..

39. Right this VERY SECOND what areyou eating?
~ my dead cheek cells? *amused* hahahaha! it's true what!

40. What are you wearing?
~ SAME THING........

41. Any shoes on?
~ i'm at home........

42. Listening to?
~ hahahahahaha..track 4.....unforgettable..DBSG...rising sun album...

43. Talking to anyone?
~ nuh uh...

44. Are you a vegetarian?
~ no way.......

45. Are you a b!tch?
~ probably am..XD

46. Are you artistic?
~ nopes..i don't think anyone in my family is..we are more of math and science oriented..

47. Do you write poetry?
~ used to lah..sucked at it..

48. Are you a fast runner?
~ nopes..never was and never will be..

49. Can you ski?
~ nopes..

50. Did you ever give barbie a haircut?
~ HAHA! no..but i did trim my sister's fringe before..it looked HORRIBLE..

51. Are u naughty?
~ i guess..perhaps..XD

52. Do you own a hot pink shirt?
~ NO WAY..

53. How about orange pants?
~ yes..my mom bought it..haha..it's for sleeping in!

54. Are you evil?
~ i'd like to think so...

>>HAVE YOU EVER<<

slept the whole day?
nooooo...the longest i ever slept was 15 hours..XD

run naked?
NAH...i don't even think i did that as a toddler!

made out with a stranger?
EEEWWWW! i'm not so...ARGH! slutty!

sung a song for someone?
hahahahaha...how bout happy birthday? XDDDDD and you are my sunshine? XD stupid....

cursed?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA!!! quoting nicholas..little girls should swear..but then again..i aint' little..so..DUH! what kind of question is this?!

been so crazy in love?
....maybe?

hated someone?
XDDDDDD i believe so...*nods head*

admitted you were wrong?
HAH! don't think so..maybe i did..but i can't remember..

worked without sleep?
NAH!!! i need my sleep! grrrrrr...

been drunk and passed out?
XDDDDD maybe..you could consider it that way...i just fell asleep k?! twice..lolx..didn't faint..decided to go to sleep..XD and everyone says i was drunk at that time..so whatever..both times..

slapped someone?
heex........ME! XDDD it was so amusing..

been dumped?
NAH.......never even dated anyone..

broken a promise?
DEFINITELY..*snigger*

been so mad?
hmmmm..there was one time..i grabbed a chopper and..urm..started waving it at my brother..lolx..most of the time it was just knives..yeah..haha..that was in the past..everytime i did that my siblings would ring up my mom and freak..lolx..they sorta got used to it after awhile..now..it's just..taking it out on my wrist..

>>WHAT DO YOU DO<<

when you wake up?
try to go back to sleep..maybe drink a bit of water..

after a bath?
eh..whatever i planned to do earlier on?

when a child cries?
depends..if i know the child..i would comfort him or her..if i don't..i would just be very sad..haha..and just stare..XD

on a sunday?
go to church..and then laze around for the rest of the day..maybe finish up some homework if i have to..

on a hot date?
HUH?! like with.....keita? XDDDD probably have a nose bleed..hyperventilate..then faint..or fake faint..and have him carry me to the hospital..oooo..his warm..strong..arms around me..XDDDD

when someone says you're not attractive?
HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA...funny..i would laugh..and then go "yeah..like i didn't know that.." *amused* XDDD that's what i always do..and then i would proceed to give more reasons why i look unattractive..

when you see an ex?
EH..go up to the person..say hi...and then chat i guess..lolx..

when you feel like crying but you don't know why?
WHEN WIll THAT HAPPEN?! *laughs maniacally*

when you can't sleep?
i listen to my mp3..focus on the lyrics and the songs..and block out any other thougts..close my eyes..try to get in a comfortable position..and stay there..

when you're angry?
shut my mouth..before i get violent..and then probably start self-mutilating..HAHAHAHAHA!

after a break up?
eh..no idea actually..we shall see when the time comes..

AND THAT WAS YESTERDAY (November 17th!)..let's take a break before the next quiz..TODAY IS RYOHEI'S BIRTHDAY!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYORYO! CHIBA-CHAN! WHEE~ you have finally turned 21! that's like legal age in singapore! of course legal age in Japan is 20..but WHATEVER..it's still cool..XD *pats head* I BET YOU WILL BE CELEBRATING WITH KEITA AND RYUICHI! *envies* I WANNA COME TO YOUR PARTY TOO!! hahahaha..so anyway..yakusoku no kakera pv is OUT! *joy* YAY! i am freaking happy! downloaded it..and gawsh! it's great quality! HEY! the only way poor little girls not in japan like me can watch PVs is to download it..ARGH! so damn sadded..lolx..BUT! OMFG! THE PV IS SO SENSUAL! *dies* SO TOTALLY SENSUAL! *faints* look at them move those hot bodies!! eeks! and GAWS! I LOVE KEITA WITH EARRINGS! AND HE'S BACK TO WEARING TWO ON HIS LEFT EAR!! *squeals squeals squeals squeals* AHHH! i could so totally die happy now! XDD KEITA -SAMA!! CHIBA-CHAN!!! RYUICHI-KUN!!!! eeks! i must say! RYUICHI IS BLOODY HOT IN IT!! BLOODY HOT! AND RYOHEI! GET THAT HAT OFF! YOUR HEAD ISN'T BADLY SHAPED! *dies* they are all so hot in there..i am so totally drooling..XD hahahahaha..

1. What did you do a few minutes ago?
BLOG...=.=''''

2. Why did you do that?
because i feel like it?

3. Who's on your mind right now?
the creator of this..=.=''' and also w-inds. and DBSG..HAHAHAHAHAHA

4. Do you miss school?
hmmmm..let's see..NO! XD i'm enjoying this wake up at noon, play comp til' evening..watch tv til' midnight thing..XD

5. Where r your mom n dad?
my mom's at work..and my dad..is either in isreal..or taking a flight back to singapore now..from..kuwait i think..can't remember..haha..

6. Do you have any younger bro/sis?
yup

7.Do you love your younger bro/sis?
can't say that..i guess normal sisterly love..but..they just FOUGHT..and i had to go there 3 freaking times trying to get my sister to say whatever my bro wanted her to say..and i got so stressed out..because my stupid sister just refused to say it..ARGH! YOU CAN'T SAY I'M A HEARTLESS SISTER JUST BECAUSE I DECIDED TO IGNORE THEM AND GO BACK TO THE COMP..i'm not wasting my precious time trying to complete an impossible task..

8. Are you sometimes moody?
hmm..i think i'm always moody..*glee* depends on my MOOD i guess..XDDD *dies* i don't know lah..probably..

9. Where do you really-really wanna go to?
EH....JAPAN! MOUNTAINOUS AREAS! KEITA'S HOUSE! and find my way to his heart..*huggles him* (this so totally reminds me of the pick-up line that senior taught us..beware: hey girl. do you have a map? girl-no?/yeah guy-cuz' i need one to find my way to your heart. i guess the second part depends on how the girl answers eh?)

10. Which one do you prefer..msn or ym?
i have only used msn..and aim..yes..

11. what is your fav drink?
WATER! you need water! MUAHA! or milk!! i love milk!! OR! GREEN TEA! i love the taste! *dies* AND I AM STILL NOT A HEALTH FREAK!

12. What best describes you?
WHACKO! hahahahahahahahahahahaha..

13. Are you picky?
i should think so...haha..yes..very picky..about food especially..

14. Do you love shopping?
not really..depends on what i'm shopping for..like..if it's for w-inds. stuff..i wouldn't mind..but i don't think i love shopping..

15. Where do you usually go shopping?
eh..orchard?

16. What are the 3 best things you'd like to do?
HUH? i don't know..help all the children in need of aid in the world? lead a happy and comfortable life? and..of course..BE THE WIFE OF KEIA AND THE MOTHER OF HIS CHILDREN! *dies*

17. How many times a day do you shower?
once..shower once when i wake up..bathe once in the evening/when i come home..that's my policy..of course..on special days..i could shower more often..

18. How long do you shower?
10mins..15mins max..

19. If you happen to spot a brand new wallet, watwill u do?
why would i care about a brand new wallet..i've got all i need..

20. If you happen to win 10 000 dollars, what will ubuy?
must buy ah..hmm..all the w-inds. merchandise i can get..XDand..for the leftover money..i will probably think it over..

21. What makes you freak out?
LOTS of things..lolx..

22. Where do you live?
on planet earth..

23. Are you the president of any clubs?
nooo..being a president is SUCH a stressful job..

24. Are you a prefect at school?
nooo..prefects..have it BAD....

25. What's your opinion on chocolates?
depends on what kind of chocolates although they are generally delicious..good for depressed people..LOLX..

26. What color is your room's wall?
eh..white on three sides and lavendar on the last side..

27.who cleans ur room?
my maid..

28.Who was the last person who yelled at you?
i honestly can't remember..i haven't been yelled at in a while..

29.Last testimonial to who?
zhengxuan..because he wrote one to my DEAD friendster..lolx..baka..

30.How are you feeling right now?
my butt's sore from sitting on a hard chair too long..other than that..i'm fine..

31. What time did you wake up this morning?
EH..hahahahahaa..about 11-something..

32. What time u slept yesterday?
EH..ok..i went to bed at about 10.30..tossed and turned on my bed for about 1 hour or more..and then my mp3 DIED on me..and then..hmmmm..i went searching for a battery for my mp3..and then i tossed and turned somemore..i think i slept at around 12? or maybe earlier..

33. How many times have your profile been viewed?
eh..DEAD friendster remember? lolx..if i myself can't bother to look at my friendster..who would?

34. What's the most annoying thing a person coulddo?
not sure...there are many annoying things people could do..how bout keep asking stupid questions?

35. If a stranger girl/boy happens to smileat you, would you smile back?
AWWWW..a little girl/boy smiling at me!! OF COURSE I WILL SMILE BACK!! *pinches kid's cheeks*

36. What does Donald Trump mean to you?
don't give a damn about him..

37. Lastly, what are you going to do after this?
do more surveys..

38. Ever think of getting married?
duh..like married to keita?!or ryohei?! or changmin?! or even ryuichi!! *faints* i do think about it a lot..

39. What's ur greatest regret?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! I LOVE THIS ONE! how bout to be BORN?! XD other than that..i don't really have much regrets..at least not at the moment lah.. actually..i just thought of one..i really regret doing that..i feel like apologising to that dude..but he doesn't come online..and i don't have his hp number..dang..

40. Ever think of commit sucide before?
yes..and i like to think that i almost succeeded even though i didn't..haah..because those PATHETIC little cuts probably wouldn't even have made me faint..i need a good swiss army knife..lolx..

FIRST thing to do before going to sleep:
- get waterbottles..OH! yeah..yeah..get water bottles and my other stuff like medication..etc..

FIRST pet:
- i think it was this goldfish..each of us got one free from science centre..when my younger sister wasn't born yet..my one died the next day though..ate too much..we buried it and planted and orange tree over it..for years the orange tree was mobbed by caterpillars..haha..

FIRST primary school:
- GAWSH! I WAS ONLY IN ONE PRIMARY SCHOOL! XD henry park lah..lolx..

FIRST alcoholic drink you had:
- hmmm..red wine..i still remember that episode clearly..XD my dad forced me to drink it..LOLX..imagine that! yes..so i decided to drink it..and i fell in love with it..XD i have a family of wine lovers..

FIRST time you entered a bar:
- too young..and i don't ever want to enter a bar..

FIRST time you were sent to the principal fordisciplinary action:
- XDDDD p4..yes..not really considered disciplinary action..more of counselling..gawsh..he has a WHOLE lot of CANES..like in various sizes..lengths..thickness..WOAH! it was because i did below standards in p4..failed 4 subjects..lolx..but if you want disciplinary action..hmm..that will be the vp..in p3..that was horrible..lolx..because..haiz..don't know how to explain lah..

FIRST record you bought:
- HMMM...HHMMMM....i can't think..westlife! yes..turnaround..and coast to coast special thingy..bought both at the same time..

FIRST musical instrument you learned to play:
- the recorder..LOLX..*glee*

FIRST concert you watched:
- EH...concert..first concert..hang on..OO-ER! my kindergarden concert..when i was in N1 probably..lolx..they held concerts every year..only K2s are allowed to participate..and when i was K2 i switched kindergardens..ARGH!! to one that held concerts every year too..but every level had to participate..i miss my first kindergarden..

FIRST sport you played:
- *frowns* not sure..maybe soccer..lolx..probably..

FIRST terrible fight:
- HAHAHAHA! no terrible fights so far..only fights..with siblings and all..and with one person..hmm..the fights with my oldest bro was the worst of course..always ended up with me injured and him perfectly unharmed..UNFAIR! at least i learnt my lesson..lolx..injuries attained? cut on my stomach..pulled leg muscle..hmm..bruised stomach..haha..lots of stuff lah..

FIRST best friend:
- i think it was samantha huang..in p2..or maybe not..i think that was after i decided to quit jessica's gang..

FIRST wedding you've attended:
- my uncle's wedding..i think i was damn young at that time..lolx..not even in primary school..

FIRST person who greeted you on your last birthday:
- my MOM! no one remembered my birthday this year..lolx..big surprise? not even my dad..he was like "today 18th meh? no what!!!" haiz..*sadded* and my mom..she only wished me at night..cuz' she only came home at night..

FIRST collection:
- stamps..with my sister..

FIRST time you saw a ghost:
- HEEX! i dreamt of ghosts before..never actually saw one..i think..i hope..i hope i never ever see one..unless it's my darling haru of course..*sigh*

FIRST roller coaster ride:
- in korea..when i was either 1 or 2..i was so excited that i could finally seat roller coasters..i went about sitting every single one i was allowed to sit on..which came up to a mere total of three..lolx..it was at lotte world i think..

FIRST ambition:
- i think it was in p1..when i wanted to be a teacher..

FIRST job:
- hmmm..too young..will get one when i'm 16..probably..

FIRST thing you bought today:
- eh..didn't even go out..asking my mom to help me get batteries though..

FIRST person you hated:
- hahaahah..i remember clearly..i don't remember her name though..XD it was in kindergarden..my new kindergarden..actually..i think i hated quite a lot of people when i entered my new kindergarden..lolx..

LAST concert you watched:
- eh..in my school i think..or maybe it was something else..haha..can't remember lah..

LAST book you bought:
- BOOK! hahahahahahaha..i don't think i buy books..ooooo..clemence's last year's christmas present..i don't think school books are counted right? XD yup..clemence's and xavier's..they both got books..

LAST thing you bought:
- EH..the very very last thing ah..HMMM..oh..the music box thingy and 3-D tic-tac-toe this monday..yup..bought both at the same time cuz' they were from the same store..lolx..

LAST tv show you watched:
- winx..sadly..i didn't watch the whole show though..just watched a bit while waiting for this comp to load..haha..cuz' my sister was watching it mah!!

LAST movie you watched:
- The Exorcism of Emily Rose..on monday..haha..

LAST time you traveled out of the country:
- HMMM...june..went back to malacca..

LAST song listened:
- track 5 of DBSG's rising sun album//can't read the korean words..but the english words say "love is never gone" so..whatever..

LAST argument:
- probably too long ago or too insignificant to remember..

LAST thought:
- haha..what to write for this?

1. Fallen for your neighbor?
yeah...lolx..it's not my fault..he is hot..polite..kind..and..well..mature? and then recently i saw him again..and he's even more mature now..*whacks own head*

2. Made out with just a friend?
NOOOOO....

3. Been rejected?
haven't even confessed to anyone before..

4. Been in love?
maybe..

5. Used someone?
probably

6. Been used?
yes..definitely

7. Been Kissed?
by my parents..=.=''''

8. Done something you regret?
defiinitely..

*****Who was the last person...

10. You talked to?
online..waijean..offline..my mom?

11. You hugged?
my dad..offline..lots of people online..

12. You instant messaged?
waijean!!

13. You kissed?
online..lots of people..offline..my dad..

15. You yelled at?
dn't know?

16. You laughed with?
XD lots of poeple lah...

17. Who broke your heart?
hahahahahahahahahah! my heart is still being broken at the very moment..

18. Who told you they loved you?
EH...can't remember..lolx..honestly..girls tend to do this kind of stuff what..

19. Made out with?
never kissed anyone before..

20. Have a Birthmark?
on my right knee..kinda faded..

21. Have any piercings?
two..one on each ear..

22. Have a 6 pack?
nopes..keita does..and so does ryo..and ryuichi..and all my hot darlings! CHANGMIN!

23. Own your own house?
nuh huh

24. Own a nice car?
NOPES..i am stil young..

25. Speak any languages?
english mandarin..and a bit of japanese..

26. Cook your own Dinner?
hahahahaha..i don't..

27. color your hair?
NO! it ruins your hair..lolx..maybe one day..

28. Have green eyes?
nopes..

*****Have you / Do you / Are you...

29. Stolen anything?
sadly..

30. Smoked?
gross no!

31. Taken drugs?
hmmm..i take pop a pill every night..i sniff drugs like twice daily..and stuff like that..it's called my MEDICATION..

32. Obsessive?
maybe

35. Panic?
yes..a lot of times..

36. Anxiety?
maybe..

37. Depressed?
not really..bipolar?

38. Control Freak?
NAH!

39. Obsessed with hate?
maybe..

*****Questions

41. If you could be anywhere, where would you be?
eh..in keita's house?! XDDDD WITH KEITA!

42. Can you do anything freakish with your body?
nopes..don't think so..

43. What feature do you find most attractive ongirls/guys?
not sure about that..hahahahaha..lips don't hold much..hmmm..honestly not sure..their generally look i suppose..

44. Vote a woman candidate forpresident?
if i find that she is qualified and capable..

45. Would you marry for money?
nah..unless i'm really desperate...

46. Have you had braces?
not yet..getting them in december..

47. Do you wear lip gloss?
don't like the feeling..

48. Do you sing in the shower?
when i feel like it..

50. Could you live without a computer?
dun think so.doubt it..

51. Do you use AOL, MSN, Yahoo?
msn.

52. If so, how many people are on your list?
190

53. If you could live in any past, where would it be?
beach. hee.eh..don't want to live in the past..

54. Do you wear white socks?
noo..not even for school..cuz' we have school socks..lolx..

55. Do you wear shoes?
quite obviously..

56. What is your favorite fruit?
papaya..

57. Do you eat wheat bread or white?
white bread..

58. What is your favorite place to visit?
moutainous areas..

59. Fave DVD?
hmm..let me think..PoL tour? FM tour? SoA tour? w-inds.tv? i can't decide..hahahahahaha..w-inds. related DVDs i guess..

60. Do you kiss on the first date?
nah..that is just plain slutty..

61. Are you photogenic?
don't think so..lolx..

62. Do you dream in colour or in black and white?
Colour..

63. What are you wearing right now?
the usual...

64. Do you eat a lot of fruit?
not really..depends on what fruits my maid cutes..

65. Do you have any dimples?
i think so..

66. Do you remember being born?
no. -.-quite obviously no...

67. Why do you take surveys?
cuz im bored.cuz' i feel like it..

68. Do you drink alcohol?
occasionally..when i am allowed to..

69. Did you like high school?
i'm still in junior high..

70.What is the best accent?
i don't know?

71. Who do you want to kiss?
keita!

72. Do you like sunsets?
i guess..

73. Do you want to live to be 100?
nah..

74. If not why?
i said depends, not no.because i don't want to suffer when i grow old..

75. Do you or have you played with a ouija board?
NO WAY!

76. Are you loyal?
maybe..

77. Are you tolerant of other peoples beliefs?
yes..as long as they don't start insulting my religion

78. When you watch movies, do you like the lightson or off?
off?

79. Do you like your nose?
noo..it's fat..

80. Do you think you can draw well?
definitely not..

81. At what age did you find out that Santa Clausewasn't real?
i think i always knew that santa clause wasn't real..

82. How many pairs of shoes do have in yourcloset?
3

83. Do you like to wear the same shoes everyday?
i guess it's fine with me..

84. Do you write poetry?
used to,.,

85. Sing?
yup..i intend to join the choir next year..

hmmm..do i have anything else to say? oh yeah..i find it amusing that Japan's old capital was kyoto.and it's current capital is tokyo..is lik.you just switch the syllables arond..and blogger is being lag..so i think i shall stop now..argh..

HEH

2005-11-10T21:10:00.000+08:00

actually..i honestly have a whole chunk of stuff to write (that's what happens when you are cooped up in the house all day with your bro hogging the comp like practically 24/7 and you do nothing but READ) but then again..my dad's breathing down my neck (not literally of course) so i have to be quick and all..WHICH MEANS...no writing too much..ARGH! all my plans for this entry..WASTED! *sniffle* and it's not like I spend as much time on the comp as the bro of mine..i mean it's like HE spends the whole day..from before i wake up til' evening time playing the comp..and when i get a chance to play..my dad starts shouting at me for playing too long..haiz....ok..let's be quick about this then..soooooo...i've been reading a lot of books lately..cuz' my mom borrows them from the library..and of course i recently read finish september's and october's junon..so...i have a lot to say about those books..it might get a bit eh..don't know how you spell it..(how amusing..) but anyway..just bear with it..of course..technically..i'm talking to no one here..since no one reads my blog *amused* sooooo..

there were those horrible history books..and the horrible science and whatever (still not done with them) did you know..that everytime you frown, millions/billions of dead skin and bacteria and other microscopic creatures fall off? so see? frowning is good for you..although yeah it does cause you those nasty wrinkles..but still..don't frown all the time..cuz' it ain't gonna help you and ti's just probably going to cause more microscopic stuff to get stuck in those crevices..and then.did you know..that everytime you flush the toilet, billions of microscopic water/pee/shit comes spurting out of the toilet bowl? and no..it doesn't help to close the cover cuz' apparently, these just spurt out with greater force when you do that..haha! so now i just flush while standing one arm's length away and run off after i flushed..XD and did you know that 1 in 5 toilets have microscopic bits of poo on them? GROSS! so totally GROSS..and you can't help but wonder if that's true for outside toilets..those DEFINITELY have the DIRTIEST door handles..XD it's like..you can't even wash your hands BEFORE you open the door..so you are bound to leave gross bits of bacteria and whatever on the handle..but hey..it's like..you have been doing it for years already..and since it hasn't harmed you so far..no point worrying right? XD and then..hmmm..oh yeah..this weirdo guy from the roman's times..drank a little bit of poison every day because he knew the romans were going to try and kill him..so he wanted to be immuned to poison when they tried..and then..on the day he heard the romans were coming..he tried to kill himself by drinking poison..XDD so amusing..it's like you build up an immunity against it and you try to kill yourself by it..TOTALLY ABSURD..of course he didn't die..he killed himself using a sword in the end..XD so enough of these little bits..OHOH! you can also kill yourself..by leaving yourself in an enclosed room..and putting a micture of clorax and ammonia in a bucket..you will slowly die from poisoning..hehe..but..it's more painful then dying in your sleep by carbon monoxide..i should think..anyway..you can also get diarrheoa (sp?) from swallowing cleaning liquid..and drinking ammonia will make your throat have an air bubble..so you can't breathe..and you start choking..until someone comes up and slaps you hard on the back..so you burp and the air bubble comes out..soooo..ENOUGH

and then there was this other book i really liked..it's called oceans apart..interesting you know..it's this whole book about forgiveness and faith in god..a lot of crap about hearing voices and god repeating the words "your ways are not my ways" basically stuff from the bible..i think the only character i can really trust or something in the book is ramey..she's like a non-believer turned believer..and all because of the death of a friend..hmmm..but she's cool..you can really tell she loves max..she even starts praying for him after all..and then..hmmm..at first..you are probably bound to hate the michele evans person..but she's ok i guess..she just finds it hard to adjust and all..and the kids..sure..they seem innocent and naive enough..but they too can't be trusted..and for pete's sake! why is a 10 year old girl speaking like a little kid trying to act smart? she sounds like she's 7 or something..=.='''' i mean when i was 10..i was all avoiding my parents and everything already..and she's still 'pure' and 'innocent'..ah well..XD i don't really feel like talking about this anymore..

ok..anyway..keita is back to wearing ear-rings! *rejoices* it's so fab! he's wearing them again! *dances around* he looks so totally awesome with ear-rings..of course now he only wears them on his left ear..but that's still cool..XD i love hot guys with ear-rings and specs..it makes them hotter to me at least..XDD *rejoices* yay yay! and keita wears black rimmed specs too..XD so amusing..he looks so dorky in them..which is so adorable..i initially wanted to translate an article in JUNON for you guys..but my dad is still going to stop me..but i'm going to try anyway..after awhile..soooo...KEITA HAS THIS MOLE ON HIS CHEST..it's like the only reason i can see it is because he keeps wearing these low-neck shirts..XD so hot..so anyway..hmm..the only reasons why i read junon is to read the w-inds. articles..and..read the survey thingies..and the look-a-like part..and the give-away part..and flip through and look at pictures..and oogle a bit at Lead..and frown at FLAME (like they haven't been doing ANYTHING..so why are they still in JUNON?!) and..then..i..look at the fashion parts (like september's one was about hairstyles..kinda cool..i decided to cut one of their hairstyles..basically..the only thing i'm going to change is to layer my hair and cut a fringe..just below my eye level..so i can flick it to the side when i don't like it..) and then..i also read some other articles if they are interesting..look at the latest japanese dramas..read the horoscope part..the part where they ask the artistes questions..hmmm..read the one about byebye virgin life (only for the survey questions..did you know that the average age of losing your virginity in japan is 16 on the dot? o.0 and did you know that they even do it in PARKS..and apparently on ROOFTOPS too..it's like WOAH?! then they say one thing they have to worry about is no..not about whether they look/smell good..but to watch out for people approaching..o.0) and read the story of the month if it's interesting..ooo..and look at neoprints and the pictures the fans draw..i love their handwritings..*daydreams* wish i had handwriting as need as them..so anyway..let's translate the article! note: some of them may be just rough translations cuz' i might be too lazy to check the dictionary..hehe..

Problem 1:
I have fallen in love with a good friend of a person who has once told me "I like you". That person shouldn't hate me, yet he doesn't seem to like me either. Under these circumstances, should i confess to him? (20 yrs -Working)

Answer: It's alright to confess to him, but if I were him, I would definitely reject.

Ryuichi: You can go according to your priorities to arrange the order [no idea what he's referring to..but this IS the literal meaning], and decide if you want to confess. If you really like him, then you can confess to him, if you don't want to hurt the person who told you, "I like you", then don't confess. No matter what the ending, anyway the only person who will regret is you. Even so, if you don't want to regret, it's best if you don't confess, then you won't make anyone confused. [great advice mate! haha..so straightforward..i believe she knows that already..]

Ryohei: Just like [literal meaning again..it's probably some show in Japan], one girl and two guys.

Keita: I bought 3 movie DVDs woh...doesn't seem to have any connection, so sorry. [EXACTLY! that was REALLY random..=.='''] Yeah~If it was me, and the girl Ryuichi [why not RYOHEI?! poor ryohei..*pats head*] likes confessed to me, I will definitely recommend ryuichi and say "Ryuichi's a very good person woh." [he definitely likes his "woh"s...]

Ryuichi: Keita's really a good person.

Ryohei: I will also reject.

Ryuichi: When that girl confesses to me, I won't really believe her already, because I will feel "My friend has already confessed to her, why did she still confess to me?".

Ryohei: Actually, if the relationship of the two friends turns bad because of this, then it shows that their friendship can't go on like this. [??] Even if the girl doesn't confess, the relationship between the two will also change, like this, confessing won't be a problem right? If later on you regret and say "If i had known, I would have confessed", then you might as well confess then get rejected, leaving you with less to regret right? [totally don't get it...the cheemness of adulthood..haiz..]

Problem 2:
My boyfriend is gentle and smart, I really like him, but he dress-sense is seriously too vulgar [another direct translation..i'm sure it just means..something like UGLY? or eh...don't know..]. He frequently dresses in black leather pants and checkered faded shirts [not too sure about the faded part..but why does this..sort of remind me of eh...RYUICHI?!], but then he says that being vulgar is paying attention to what you wear. How should I change what he wears? (21 yrs-Year 3 in University)

Answer:
Just tell him! [this is one of those rough translation thingies..cuz' it is a bit weird putting the direct translation..but if you want it..it's "The best way is for his girlfriend to tell him"..ok find..not weird..]

Keita: This guy is just like me, I also feel that being particular about clothes is very vulgar, {I'm} always wearing track pants and T-shirts.

Ryuichi: I also feel the same way, I feel that "For guys, it's the intention that counts, right?" But then, liking to dress up is also very fun [yes..we all know about your dressing up don't we, Ryuichi?], how to make a guy understand this point.....

Ryohei: (raises hand) I KNOW! His girlfriend should go and buy the clothes she wants him to wear, then let him wear. "Since you aren't particular about what you wear, then wearing this should pose no problems right?" [WHAT A BRILLIANT GENIUS! if i EVER become keita's gf or something..i am SO going to try that] Then you can counter towards operating [this..so..totally..doesn't make sense..=.='''' ARGH!]

~end~

HAHA! sorry..my JUNON magazine is currently somewhere else..and i have to go do other stuff too..=P soooo..anyway..i'm just going to start complaining..cuz' someone restarted the comp..or something like that..this is what happened:

Clemence: *enters room* hey..who restarted the comp?
Me: i've been in here the whole time *thinks that he means the basic restarting*
Clemence: no........someone rebooted the comp..the whole thing restarted..
Me: *blank expression* (i suck at this stuff)
Dad: what happened? *looks up from newspaper*
Clemence: everything's gone..my documents are all lost..even the WALLPAPER *emphasises* is different!
Me: eh..ok..*blank* *thinks that there's nothing wrong cuz' it's HIS documents which are gone* (oh i feel so stupid now)
Dad: so?
Clemence: don't know..someone must have done something *eyes me* (i AM known in my family for causing computer viruses and stuff like that..)
Me: WHAT?! i didn't do anything!! the last time i played the computer was this morning!!
Dad: who was the last one who used the computer?
Clemence: *eyes me AGAIN*
Me: probably Zoe or Xavier..Zoe used right after me..
Clemence: i think it was xavier..
Me: everything's lost?
Clemence: yeah..all gone..
Me: *suddenly realises what he's saying* AHHHH!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! MY STUFF! *whines* (yes..i'm a serial whiner)
Clemence: you go see for yourself lah! *jerks head towards...eh...outside the bedroom?*
Me: *dashes out* *ons comp*
Dad: so what happened? *looks at computer screen* *analyses*
Me: *dies* MY STUFF!!!!! WHAT DO THEY MEAN CAN'T FIND OUR USER!!! *freaks* *whines*
Dad: YOU PEOPLE AH! WHAT DID YOU DO TO MY COMPUTER?!
Me: MY STUFF!!! WHY DIDN'T I BACK IT UP EARLIER?!
Dad: XAVIER! is it you?!
Xavier: Nooooooo... (but he always denies everything anyway..PLUS..he was the last one to use it..suspicious..)
Dad: NO?! ZOE IS IT YOU?!
Zoe: Noooooooo......... (ALSO SUSPICIOUS! same character as my bro)
Me: *whines*

so..the end result is..at least my dad managed to find the files..but..the computer reboots everything you log off..like all your changes are lost..*cries* so...now..i have to resort to reuploading everything that i download..*sniffle* now..i have to quickly rush out to buy CDs before my comp really loses it..haiz..bye

=P my expenses are like WOAH!

2005-10-31T19:54:00.000+08:00

harloe..XD i didn't post my results here but then..if you know my lj add you can always go there and check it out..=D i still think they suck though..so....BLEARGH..so anyway...i think i'm like all with the whole chinese/fan ti thing..yeah..cuz'..i've been reading manga in fan ti for 2 weeks..and then i just watched 18 50mins discs of autumn in my heart (it's a korean drama) for 2 days while reading the fan ti subs..i'm probably going to watch another 16 discs of bo li xue (korean drama again) and read fan ti subtitles again..and then..i have two JUNON mags to read..in fan ti also..yeah..so..after all this..my chinese SHOULD improve right? =.='''' although i doubt so..haiz..anyway..let's talk about the autumn in my heart first..

FIRSTLY! the same actor for the teenage versions of the guys..yay! *muax muax muax* haha..and then..i don't want to talk about it anymore..=P except that..the problem with sad sad shows is that...after awhile..you tend to stop crying..because your tears can't flow anymore..yeah..anyway..the first day i cried like 30 times..or more..the second day..i'm not sure how many times i cried..but i think i may have cried like i don't know..70 times? it may sound like an exaggeration but then it's true cuz' it was really sad..and hey..it's quite a few hours so yeah..that's all! and..my eyes swelled up..=.=''' stupid..and because of the crying i think..i had nightmares twice..argh! so annoying..the first night was super scary..you would find it scary too if you had a dream about a ghost in your outside bathroom..and it was chasing after you..and the only place you thought was safe was this chapel or something..and it was only the basement area which was super dark..and then apparently the ghosts can still reach there..so..BLEARGH! somemore i work up in the middle of the night/morning (it was about 5am) and needed to go to the bathroom..*dies* and then..it's amazing how much you can dream in 1hr..i had a completely new dream..about another ghost..but it's a friendly ghost..my haru! XDDD eh..if you don't know already..it's the slamming ghost..the ghost i fell in love with and obsessed with..yeah..he gave me this gift..which i hung on my bed..and then i thought it was just some cheap trinket..but then it was actually this super cool device..*dies* so awesome..i think my dream about haru might have something to do with the fact that lately i've been thinking about him a lot..yeah? haha..ever since the lightning night..=P but i don't think your would know the lightning night..haha..it's on my lj too..anyway..the second night..hmmm..there was this super scary slide with holes..and blah blah lah..so anyway..that's all..yay! now we can talk about my expenditure..

hmmm...within two days..i have already spent 500 bucks..scary? plus..i'm not the kind of person who spends so much..so what made me do such a thing? HAHA! ok anyway..yesterday went clothes shopping..bought a black and orange jacket..=P and the large size is like so small lah..and my bro was like "you bought this jacket?" and then he tried to wear it..and my mom/sis was like "it's for slender (how to spell!!) people lah!" XD it so did NOT fit him..anyway..i also bought a peach top..i like this top a lot..it's sleeveless (all the tops i bought are sleeveless..)..and then it's got frilly sleeves thingy..don't know how to describe lah..WHATEVER..i think i like it cuz' it's peach..LOLX.. and then i also bought a white top..and another pink top..of course..i didn't really choose the pink top..the pink top is more of for my sister..it's just that my mom had ME try it since i was the only one there (other than my younger sis) and then..hmm..i bought a brown skirt (which goes really well with the peach top and the jacket =P gonna wear it on friday) and also a blackish-greyish plead skirt..which looks quite nice..plus it's long..MUAHA! and a couple of undies..because the undies were the main purpose in going there..lolx..yeah..so..the total for these clothes was 200-something..like 240 or something like that..and that is AFTER a $10 discount and a 15% discount..and then urm...yeah..so next is TODAY..cuz' i went to the hospital..*starts new para*

hmm..today..went to the hospital and the bill came up to A LOT..somemore it was just a routine check up for my ezcema..went to this guy called Prof Hugo Van Bever..interesting name..his eyes are nice..as in the shade..MUAHA! yes i notice these stuff..greyish i think..what i imagine draco's eyes to be like..except his will be more of silver then grey..yeah..(weird..i was thinking of joy chin cuz' she wears grey contacts and she suddenly came online..) and then..he asked me to describe whatever syntoms i have like with any problems..and then while i was describing..i realised i sounded like a sickly child..eye problem..nose problem..throat problem..lung problem..ear problem..skin problem..PLUS..4 operations from infections..and then i glanced at my hospital file and the files of the other patients..GUESS WHAT?! my file is like 100 times thicker than theirs..no kidding..cuz' theirs mostly have only a few sheets of papers inside..while mine have TONS of papers..from my ezcema visits, my psychiatrist visits, my operation visits, my check-ups on my post-operation conditions, etc. soooo...yeah..and i went for another allergy test which was horrible..it was super itchy..and the histamine one had horrible bumps..ARGH! anyway..the doctor's fees itself came up to 100++ dollars..=.='''' but it was subsidised so it became 50++ dollars..then my medication all came up to 208.15 dollars..that's like WOAH! so the total for these two days is 500..not counting additional stuff..lolx..my nasal spray stuff came up to 100++ dollars..then my pills came up to 50++ dollars..and then still got the wash and the cream..so..haiz..

anyway..i can't wait for wed, thurs and fri..XD wednesday is nj induction..should be fun..games, uniform fitting and planning of classroom decorations..XD and then there's the dinner under the stars..that's like WOAH! I LIKE! but then again..we probably have to sit in the football field..and stars can't really be seen in singapore..so basically, it's more of dinner under the invisible stars..haiz..then thursday and friday got chalet..should be fun too..lolx..bbq..and water balloon fight..and god knows what else..LOLX..can't wait..anyway..friday going for the rj play..haha..i made reservations DAMN late..too bad..ah well..anyway..apparently i still managed to get good seats..first two rows..so yay! and now i need to go to sleep..lolx..must take my pills and use my nasal spray..argh..don't know what it will feel like using the nasal spray and don't really want to know..=.='''

YAY! XDD

2005-10-21T15:24:00.000+08:00

hahahaha!! i'm going to type and type and type like crazy!! cuz' today was fun! and i'm probably going to die happy even if i die right now! XDDD *faints* ok! let's leave all the fainting to later on in the entry..*glee* eh..sorry mrs idil if you are reading this..it's going to be a bit vulgar and eh....weird? HAHAHA! *glee glee*

ok! today went to changi airport for a maths trail! *grin grin* can you believe it? who goes to changi airport for math trails? =.=''' first..we met our seniors in school (our class only!! cuz' we are supposedly the best in math XDDD) then my group got eileen, waijean, ruying and liru..and guess who was my facilitator? adeline! *faints* i was like: *whack head on table* "TIAN AH!!! wo kuai yao si diao le........" and then my seniors were: "HAHAHAHAHAHA!" and my group mates were either: *blink blink* "huh?" or : *frown* *scowl* "i don't like her....." heex..ah well..then we had to come up with a group name..eileen and i were all for japanese names..waijean was all for disagreeing with anything that came up..of course i disagreed too at times..=P but i did most of the talking anyway..like: "baka no sainto!!" eileen: *blink blink* "what?" me: "eh...BAKA NO SAINTO!!" *explains* (i decided it was too eh..weird and rude(?) to put here so...those who can guess can guess i guess...GUESS GUESS GUESS! XD diao...) eileen: "OOHHHH!! XDDDDD" yay! i know..a lot of imagery here..=P not my fault..read too much manga..and that will come in the LATER part of this post..can you believe it? i've only written about 10mins! haha!

then we went for reccess at 8.30...can you believe it?! SO EARLY! 8.30!!!! all of us were like: o.0 "wah?" and of course me being the weird extra one..made a sound i like to make when i'm annoyed..something like eh..how to spell ah? "krkrkrkrkrkrksskrk(?)" and then with the annoyed face i like to make..something like a mixture of a disgusted look and a squinty annoyed look. haha..yes..i know i'm completely different (almost innocent) when i go back to hpps..*glee* and then eileen i think it was eileen.. was like "HAHAHAHAHAHA!" and then we went down..=.='''' and i was busy trying to read my manga while hiding it from natasha..apparently we aren't supposed to read our manga in school..*raises eyebrow* the thing is..even the teachers don't mind..the only person who minds is....*points up* i always get scolded by her for reading manga in school..so...during the whole time while we were having our briefing..i was suffering from manga withdrawal symptoms..which include..horrible whining: "*whines* wo yao si diao le.......wo yao du shu.......*more whining* yao si ah...................*even more whining*" like that..the chinese speaking thingy is through influence from reading too much manga (see?! MANGA IS GOOD! improve my chinese! MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA! i tend to speak and think in the same tone, form and language as the book i'm reading..like when i was reading macbeth..that was scary......)

(i'm still at 8.30 by the way..LOLX!!) and then i ate nutella bread.....and drank a sip of eileen's green tea..green tea is good for your skin...and i think it makes your mensus end faster..not that i have mensus now anyway..and i ate one of eileen's strawberry ducky gummies..YUMMY! *licks lips* and then..i started reading my manga under my table..and whining somemore..(MANGA INFLUENCE!!!) me: "LAO SHI!!!! ZAI NA LI!!! *whine* wei shen me zhe me chi.........*more whining* lao shi ah.....lao shi......*even more whining*" (yes i was awfully whiney today...) and then..the horrible thing is...while we were waiting for ms lum and mrs khoo to come (LATE! 10 mins LATE! TEACHER SOMEMORE!! TSK!)..i screamed "LAO SHI!!!" and then....mr goh came...*blush blush* i didn't know he was there loh..and eileen was like "why you call him for what" thank goodness he acted like he didn't hear me..*wipes brow* then somemore got water closet down there..haha! *whispers "gay......"* *runs* then they finally came..and we left..wheee!!! i spent my time on the bus..reading manga until i got bus sick..and then i stared out of the window listening to my mp3..and then the sun got too piercing..me: *squeezes eyes shut* *thinks 'AHHH!!!! SO BRIGHT! SO BRIGHT!! MY EYES!!!!* and then we enter a tunnel...me: *still thinking 'AHHHH!!!! eh? dark?'* *opens eyes* *blink blink* *glee* and at that very moment we just had to exit the tunnel..=.=''''' so i had to shut my eyes again..then when we were reaching changi airport..waijean suddenly put her hand on my arm and pushed..my reaction.."I AM AWAKE!!!" *pissed* waijean: "but your eyes were closed" me: "I'M JUST BUS SICK LAH" waijean: ...... and then...we met our seniors..haha..with adeline..*faints*

so there was a briefing..which somehow i can't seem to remember much..oh yes..we went to the toilet! XDDD it's like the senior went: "OK! your can go to the toilet now" and all of us were like: *ZOOM* AHHH!!!! ME FIRST ME FIRST!!! (ok..i added in the me first part myself because it seems funny..XDD the truth is that we were competing with each other to get the cubicles..XDDDDD) i went in first..of course that's only cuz' i got a 1 or 2 secs headstart and my shoes were slippery..HAH! then we went out..and then..START! *faints* ran all the way to the arrival hall area..=.='''' and then we took the wrong escalator for our task..we were supposed to time how long it takes to go up and down..and then..in the end..they told us to go to the wrong escalator..*faints* so we went up..climbed up further..and then ran all the way back down before they told us we went to the wrong place..*dies* and then the other groups had headstart liao..still....we finished before the group which was competing with us..WAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!! cuz' we smarter..got more teamwork..AND! we are obviously faster at doing stuff..yay! *ego* but we messed up quite a number of times during the counting and the timing..still....we got the eh..correct answer i think..then we had to take the skytrain to terminal 2 and find the stupid triangle thingy..which was easy too..after that we never saw the group which was competing with us again..even though they had the same schedule as first..i suppose they don't go to the airport as much us..XDDDD *glee* a lot of measuring leh...=.='''' good thing i brought a long ruler..

then we had to run back to terminal 1..in the course of which ruying fell down and hurt her knee..and then we ran to the signboard..you know the one with all the arrivals and departures..haha..so far away lah..it was like at the other end..actually practically everything is at the other end..and then that station was easy enough..haha! finished it the fastest i think..the station master was complaining that we all finish the questions before we even reach there..then we went to the statue..the big oblang statue..which is fun to play with..that one was the most confusing!!! argh...hate that one..dont' get it lah..why? because i was rushing..and i don't like reading instructions..=P seriously..if i had read the instructions..i'm sure i would have done it much faster..ah well..my brain wasn't functioning either..=P then we ran back to terminal 2..haiz....then we did the graph station..which was the last station..where..we would have done faster if i hadn't gotten confused over the coordinates and written wrongly..=.=''' so many times somemore..then got this scary guy suddenly pop up behind me while i was busy..so i think i might have been quite rude..bleargh..it's like..he suddenly pop up and go "what are your doing?" and i was like "EILEEN!!! what is that coordinate..where am i? ARGH! THOSE WHO AREN'T IN THE FORMATION GET OFF THE GRID!!" and then i turned back to the guy and said "eh...math trail" with the others of course..and then the guy was like "how come do maths come to changi airport one? so weird.." and i completely didn't reply and started screaming and getting frustrated again..and then we ran back to terminal 1...and ran and ran and ran all the way to the meeting point..i overshot an escalator..and got out of breath..at least i lasted longer than the others..but boy can adeline run!! she was like: *ZOOM* and we were like: o.0 *run* *pant* "OWWW!!" *pant somemore* *stop* and then she was laughing..obviously amused..=.=''''' we suck alright..the others..run a bit then stop liao..at least i last longer..haha..and then we reached the meeting point first..so add 7 points to us! yay! *glee* and then the whole lot of us collapsed onto the floor still panting..and then they wanted to drink water but everyone who tried to drink water got a scolding from me..and then i walked around a bit to like cool down or something..we took a picture with adeline (whom through the course of the trail i found to be quite a nice person..i figure it's only the influence of rachel and weifen which makes her that way..eh..bitchy? =.='''' shan't say anymore...)

then we drank some water..and waited for the rest to come back..we reached back like at 11.41....more than 1/2 hr before we needed to go back..yay! then the rest slowly came back..(WE ROCK!) anyway..prissie's group cheated..BOOO!!! they skipped stations..tsk...TSK...TSK....and then we bought bk...i borrowed money from ruying..haha..after like 15 mins of sitting around...=.='''' and i was like "ruying...gen wo lai.." (manga reading influence again..i was reading manga) *glee* and guess what..i forgot to take a straw...and i didn't know how to order...=.='''''' so i reached back..and after like 20 mins (the teachers were LATE again..teachers ah...bad example)..i finally went "AHHH!! NO STRAW!!!" and waijean was like "huh?" and i was like "RUYING GOT STRAW?!" and she was like "throw away liao...." diao....so in the end...i had to go back to burgerking and take after asking permission from mrs khoo since we were going that way anyway..and ms lum was just sitting down there so i went to talk to her..after all..my class walks slow..and then we went on the bus..where i proceeded to close my eyes, listen to my mp3 and hold my drink to my mouth, taking occasional sips..*beams* and then ms lum suddenly went "is she sleeping?" and waijean POKED me..ARGH!! so my reaction was like *grouchy voice* " i'm not sleeping.................." and then i got a sweet from ms lum..everyone did lah..cuz' ms lum always give us stuff anyway..=PPPPP i think she's the only teacher in smss that i really like..and then somewhere during the middle of the trip, there was a smell of shit..and i was like "did someone fart?" and waijean was like "smells like vomit" and i was like " smells like someone shitted" and waijean was like " maybe someone got diaorrhea (how to spell.....) " ah well..the smell faded after a while..and i couldn't hear what the back people were screaming about (thank goodness for my mp3..) except that i did hear something like "AHHHH!!! SHIT SHIT!!!" and then when we were reaching school..waijean grabbed my arm again..and me..being irritated again..went "I AM AWAKE!" i think it runs in my family..my younger bro does that too..

and then i got off the bus..i think i was one of the last few..and i was like: *thinks 'wah..shuang ah! bag so light! feels like nothing at all..now i need to find a dustbin..dustbin? dustbin?' and i walked and walked..and then eileen was like "i need to go back to class.." and i was like "orh..." *thinks 'good thing i don't have to go back to class..got my bag here with me..haha..bag? BAG?! WHERE'S MY BAG?! AHHHH! BUS!'* and i ran back..to see ms lum picking up my bag and smiling and going "what i dont' understand is how you can remember to bring down your rubbish (my bk paper bags) and you still can't remember to bring down your bag..." *shakes head* *hands bag to me* me: EH...*sheepish grin* ehhehehehehehe....and then i walked down the bus..and almost fell down after trying to manoverue my way through plants..with ms lum going "CAREFUL!" and then went home with shan shan..haha! and someone called me..although i don't know who..heh..=PP *glee* so i called clemence..and he answered..and my reaction was like "hello?" *thinks 'CLEMENCE?! can't be clemence..sounds like nicholas..clemence voice wheregot so deep de?! *faints*'* and then..after awhile..i was like "are you clemence?" (stupid question to ask your own brother whom you just called..yes i know..=.=''' but he sounded like nicholas! like the way he talks somemore..) and he was like "yeeaaaaahhhh......" haiz..aiyah..nevermind..he don't know who called me anyway..apparently the person who called put down before the call got transferred to him..*sigh* then i walked home while singing w-inds. songs..*GLEE* so fab..i love them..then all the time at the airport i was imagining seeing them, shrieking and fainting..haha..

ok..since we are talking about w-inds. here..i saw keita strip! XDDD OMG! THANK GOODNESS FOR CLEAR VIDEOS! XDDD so hot can?! fine! so it was from FAR...and it was a side view..but still.....it was so totally hot!!!! *drools* *sweats* *nosebleed* *hyperventilate* *faint* haha..ok..so my actual reaction was shrieking, stamping my foot, almost jumping out of my chair, replaying the video..and of course...face flushing, drooling and hyperventilating..haha! BUT IT'S HOT! and ok..it was only for 1s...ARGH! but all three of them are supposed to STRIP! ok..go topless..nto strip..HAHA! so hot so hot so hot! i'm going to watch again after this..XD THEY BETTER PUT IT IN THE DVD! *dies* i hope the DVD shows the budokan performance not the osaka perf..even though the osaka perf is the last...still...they do go topless in the budokan perf..and of course that leads to more demand..XDDD and..i bet all the fangirls are hoping it's the budokan perf..i can die happy now! XD no wait! i must buy the ageha tour DVD first..i can probably only buy like next year or something..=.='''' haiz....anyway..keita's voice is getting worse..=.=''' i think his best voice is during 2002-2003...yeah..THAT voice..cuz' that voice was so totally hot..XD and now..his voice broke liao..so cannot really sing properly..coupled with his colds and his muscle building (this is just an excuse to insult his muscle building..not that it doesn't make him hot..but still..skinny keita looks nicer..HAHA! skinny keita cuter..*pinches fleshless cheeks* but still..if he builds it up somemore..we are all going to be scared off..thank goodness he's toning down..his ageha period muscles were so super scary..so big..) his voice has gotten worse..ah well...*cries* i still love your dorkiness keita!! and your cute little grin! (rectangular grin!) and your eyes! and your hairless chest! (of course i've seen keita topless before..don't be silly..just not a recent one of him topless that's all...) OH! and your determination..and your voice....*beams* haha..ok..shall stop fangirling..=P

i love MANGAS! *faints* now reading perfect girl..lalala~ it's so cool..so morbid..*dies* i love the skeletons..and the guts and intestines and internal organs..like the EYEBALLS! XDDDD so cool!! i especially love the torture weapons!!!! *dies* and best of all.......THE BLOOOOOODD!!! so cool! so much blood! she likes blood just like ME! XDDD so cool! blood blood blood blood blood! *faints* ah well..i skip here and there lah..not because i'm sian..more of because teng teng lend me in such a weird order..it's like..i read 7..then 1 and 2..then 8 to 13...then 4 and 5..then 3..then 6...and it's the 13th book already and kyohei and sunako still haven't gotten together yet! *faints* ah well..it's cool.. MUAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA! love sunako! XDDDD she's so warped..haha..and now i shall go and watch the clip again..and then go back to reading my manga..BOOK 14!! QUICK COME OUT!!

is it ok talk on the phone with a guy at least 1 hour a week...having spent about 6 and a half hours talking to him...having talked to him on the phone 5 times with maybe one or two 1 or 2 min conversations..i think i like him...

HAH! just kidding..*beams* i'm whacko..i have become an obsessive compulsive liar..=.=''' seriously...i've been coming up with stories like "i'm going to japan next year to continue my studies" which lasted for about 15 mins where at the end poor shan shan cried..=.='''' i didn't think she would be so upset...and the moving house thing..and my failing my subjects thing..haha! which reminds me..results for EOY exams:

English: can't remember the exact mark but i got a b4....*cries*

Chinese: 67!! (yay! bleargh for my paper 1..i failed it...other than that..my listening got 10/10..and my paper 2 got 40/55..which is superb for me..it's all my paper 1's fault..harumph..)

Math: 89 (paper 1: 46 paper 2: 43..actually i'm not so sure about the exact marks for each paper..)

Science: 80 (i'm super happy cuz' i actually got an A1 whereas most of the people in my class got borderline passes and some 70-somethings..stephanie of course got top with 88.5)

Home Economics: 81 (ok..considering that i didn't really study..only studied for a very distracted 45mins..this is very good..haha..stephanie is the only one i know who beat me..she had 85.5 i think..grrrr)

History: 68/80 (eh..i think this 85/100..eh..so anyway..not very happy about this..got failed cross reference..and stuff..bleargh..minus 4 marks because of that..minus another 2 marks for failing to elaborate further in my last question..and my short answer questions was horrible..i only got 16/20..other than that..the rest got full marks..well except the essay questions which minused one mark each for conclusions which ms soh did not find appropriate..haiz..then what conclusion you want..........)

Literature: 16/20, 15/20 and 16/20 (i'm very happy about this cuz' i managed to average an A1..i don't get A1s in literature silly..=P so...i'm really really happy..i think i'm one of the highest too..plus the fact that my 2nd question..the essay question was super lame..i did it horribly..=.='''')

ok..time to go watch w-inds. clip now..hahahahahaha..

2005-10-04T17:36:00.000+08:00

just to reminensce in the future..

went Japan watching today and yesterday..
things i saw yesterday:
-Isetan van delivering stuff
-Little Kids running about on their own..(the trust the Japanese have)
-Three hot Japanese guys playing tennis
~One of them had chin length brownish curly hair..very tanned..looked so cute..in my opinion he's the hottest
~Another one had normal length hair..i think it was a bit short..eh..yes..tanned too..XD HOT also..
~The third one i cant' really describe..except i think he was the tallest..and he had shoulder length hair which covered his face..so i couldn't see his face..so in other words..can't really say that he's hot..

Things i saw today:
-A whole group of Australian International School students (some quite hot)
-two middle-aged Japanese women (JAPANESE!! they were speaking japanese..XD)
-a whole bunch of Japanese women having 'tea' by the pool while they children leartn swimming from some guy (not sure if he's Japanese)
-Some Japanese school children (in a VAN again..)
-A Japanese mother with her two half-caucasian half-Japanese kids (she smiled..was it at ME?)
-two Japanese teenage girls going shopping (they looks so fierce)
-one japaneeshi/koreanishi-looking guy..

and..that's all i remember now..byebye

some quiz

2005-09-25T10:47:00.000+08:00

koped from charm/steffi

10 YEARS AGO I:
- Stabbed a sharp pencil into my hand (the lead is still inside now)
- Was enjoying my innocent little life in PUB's childcare centre
- Was actually PRETTY with nice fair skin, really red lips, roughly rosy cheeks and cute big eyes..(what has happened to me?! =.='''')

FIVE YEARS AGO I:
- Hated my aunt like crap
- Already knew I didn't belong anywhere
- Had my first Holy Communion (Around this time I started to really believe in God)

TWO YEARS AGO I:
- Took part in SYF
- Fooled around the whole year resulting in horrible PSLE grades
- Started to really really miss my pre-school days (cuz' most of my pre-school days memories were those of freedom and tagging around with my cousins..who have somehow drifted from me already)

ONE YEAR AGO I:
- Discovered w-inds. (And the rest of the J-pop world..I LOVE THEM! they are like practically the only thing keeping me alive now..and kids..)
- Had 4 operations and loved each and every one..
- Started cutting myself for real (I really started when I was in P4 though..)

YESTERDAY I:
- Went to the Journey of Faith Exhibition at ACM and loved each and every exhibit (Especially "Il Riposo In Egitto"..I spent quite a few hours viewing the gallery itself..)
- Got freaked out when a painting of Madonna and Child started shaking by itself (still haven't found out the cause of it)
- Wasn't even missed by my family when i finished much later than them (they were about to leave when my dad pointed out that I was still inside..wowwee..i'm soooooo loved..=.='''')

TOMORROW I WILL:
- Study Science with Prissie
- Put on a false facade again
- Die from the literature paper and be screwed by Ms Tay for not doing my Zhuo ye

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
- Japan
- Australia
- Anywhere with good scenery and weather

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
- Help the poor and the orphans and the sick
- Be confirmed as a Catholic
- Enjoy myself properly

THREE THINGS I COULD BUY WITH $1,000:
- Every w-inds. merchandise I can get
- The lives of the poor (by sending them the money you dope)
- A Swiss army knife

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
- My nails
- My eyes
- And possibly nothing else...Maybe my bluntness..and my ability to make people laugh..(no matter how crazy others may think I am)

THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
- My horribly bad memory
- My repulsiveness
- My weak will

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
- Pain that I'm unable to control
- Going to hell
- The fact that I might actually be seeing things or experiencing things which are really not happening (in other words..GOING CRAZY..actually it amuses me more than scares me)

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
- Cow Tongue
- Work hard
- Fitting in

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
- I love myself for who I am
- I have an inability to accept the fact that Keita will never love me
- I hate people who are better than me

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
- Sleep and never wake up
- Die
- ...Go back to Malacca..I REALLY MISS MY COUSINS! (i wanna see baby rachel...*sniff*)

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
- Pediatrician
- Biologist
- Orphanage person (don't know what you call it..person in charge of an orphanage?)

kk..have to go liao..need to study and such..on another note..zheng has a really hard stomach..his stomach muscles are so fab..you can actually feel the pacs without trying..o.0 gawsh...

My family's history

2005-09-15T18:02:00.000+08:00

SINCE I AM LAZY TO RECALL ALL THAT HAS HAPPENED IN THE TIME I HAVE NOT UPDATED.....

...AND ALSO BECAUSE MY MEMORY IS SO TOTALLY GETTING WORSE..

i've decided to update about my family's history..quite interesting actually..and..of course i will add in a few random stuff..

ok..my great great grandfather..was the first of my grandfather's side to lend in Singapore. He came from a province called tong an (if i remember correctly) in fujian, china. Apparently, since the kang family was a minority (it still is now..HAHA! i'm rare..=.=''' *whack*) so..along with about 2 other families..we were bullied..QIFU! *sniff* ah well..and then..eh..my great great grandfather fled to singapore. XD along with a few other people (the kangs and the lians and the don't know whats..haha) he came to singapore..and started working as a coolie..apparently it was 2 buckets of water for 5 cents..=.='''' so he worked and worked and also did extra part time jobs..and then he finally saved enough money to set up a business..and then he became rich..yes..rich..according to my grandpa..he travelled back and forth between singapore and tong'an more than 70 times..on row boats? =.=''' i'm not sure about the row boats part..i'm horrible at hokkien! every few moments keep asking my bro/ma/dad to translate..HAIZ..and then in the end..he had a lot of land and property in tong'an and he owned a pineapple farm here and a big house in changi area. and an ok plot of land in singapore. hmm..let's see..because he managed to succeed in singapore and became wealthy..the people in tong'an started complaining saying that he went over to singapore to help and didn't help them get rich..so they threatened to kill all the kang families' grandchildren..(SCARY~) and i think they held true to their word? so my grandpa was kinda scared to return later on in his life until recently..GAH....about the house in changi..it's quite sad..=.=''''' eh..cuz' my great great grandfather let his relatives stay there..and then in singapore if you rent out your house you have to pay text right? the government took it as if he was renting out the house and demanded that he paid taxes..=.=''' SO CRAPPY LAH! then..in the end..he donated a plot of land to the government (not related to the house thing) before he died..now it's called nanshan road..WAHHA! there really is such a place..even got schools..gah..it's near lim chu kang lah..(KANG! lolx) so it's like if i go there and people say "don't ----, this is not your granfather's road!" i can reply "yeah..but it IS my GREAT GREAT GRANDFATHER'S!"

i don't know what happened to the pineapple farm though..a lot of things i don't know..haha..ok..anyway..during the japanese occupation..my great grandfather's brother (or great great granduncle..can't remember which) got panicky..and sold the land in china, took the money and ran away with some other woman..=.=''' haiz..then urm..my great grand uncle or great great grand uncle..can't remember which again..eh..he set up a business empire..something about great world..not sure if it has anything to do with great world city..but..eh..it did quite well..i think there was an amusement park too..then there was a dispute over inheritance..so it was gone by his children's generation (see? rich not good..) gah..he had a lot of wives mah..then..eh..the house in changi right? my grandpa went back to sell it..and guess what..the people wanted to charge him for the renovation they did (referring to the relatives as the people..haha..) yeah..so kinda weird lah..don't know..then..my grandpa himself..was born in singapore..then his family moved to china when he was 4months old..then he came back after 5 years..i think it was after that that the threats started..XD

i'm not very sure about my grandma's family..wasn't here when she talked about my great grandfather..haiz..anyway..my mom's side..her dad is from china..she called him "the poor relative who tagged along" with her granduncle lah..her granduncle actually owned quite a lot of land in malacca..rubber plantation..so rich..o.0 then since my grandgather not really directly related so didn't get much lah..he sold his land to set up a medicine shop..haha..but..got tussle over inheritance again..=.='' cuz' her grand uncle had three wives mah..bleargh..so all divided up and don't know what happen liao lah..my sis and i were like "how come our ancestors all so rich..what happened to US?" after we heard the stories..HAHA! and then in the end i was like "aiyah..nevermind lah..we actually quite rich..just that got a lot of children..ALL BECAUSE OF YOU LAH ZOE!" XDDD it's true what..my dad is one of the top 5% or 2% earners in singapore..XD love his salary man..and then my mom..she earns quite ok lah..about 3-4000..which is quite a lot liao..hmmm..that's about all i guess..

now for the random stuff..i got my izayoi no tsuki single~ yay! *dances around* even though i heard all the songs so many times liao..LOLX! but i still love it! *huggles it* keita so shuai! *squeals* you have GOT to love his voice! ahhhh!!

and then..i got a booboo on my lower lip..WEEHHHH! don't know what i was doing..then rub the skin off..so now it's exposed flesh..BLEARGH..keita kiss it? XDDDDD man..that would be my lucky day..hahahaha..

and....clemence brought nadiah home again..which made me realise..that i would probably be one of those annoying mothers who get paranoid about things concerning my kids..cuz' this was my behaviour during nadiah's visit.."ahh! at least they are talking..about studies somemore! don't have to be so worried..phew!" 20 mins later (i went to the toilet every 20 mins cuz' of my drinking habits..WATER LAH! so in other words i went 6 times in 2 hrs..ARGH!) "AHH! cannot hear anymore talking! WHAT THEY DOING INSIDE! DON'T TELL ME.............*gulps* no! clemence not lidat de! " and this continued until about 5.30..argh..haha..i'm like..a super paranoid sis as it is..imagine what i will be like when i get my own kids..AHHAHAHAHAHAHA! i kinda pity my kids at the moment..heex..

i read the whole demon diary series today! 7 books! yay! i'm so happy..XDD i cried when i was reading the first book..because of the crystal heart thing..*SOBS* so sad lah!! go rip his heart out so that his friend (and maybe crush) can go save his lover..AHH!! WANNA CRY AGAIN!!! (told you i'm emotional..*sniff*) but so sad so sad so sad! all because he loved his friend! AHH!!! keita..promise me you will never do that..SO SCARY!! i will cry my heart out..*cries* AND THEN..one thing they like in the story is to confuse the readers..and *ahem ahem* partial gayness..and..orphans..*sobs* why so many orphans inside de?!

did batik painting today..figured that i can stand the smell after all..gods..i think the only thing i hate about it is the decorating..the first step..LOLX! the rest i pretty much enjoy better than drawing leh...but the smell very gross also..i waxed the back of my name tag..very nice..XDDD haha..XD so amused by it..so smooth! and then tomorrow going outm with yue er..can't wait! XDDD yue er ah yue er!!! hahahahaha..hmm..and i just realised there are three pages to the download clips section of the website..ARGH!

oh..by the way..i'm thinking of changing my blog template liao..when i'm free lah..next week onwards..going to spend 2 hours everyday studying in the library with prissie and maybe sharon..haiz..i can't believe i'm actually doing this..after all..i'm not the studying sort of person..although i think studying with them might distract me..=.='''

oh! and the skits today were nice! ^^ especially grace's group's one..quoting grace "go! go satisfy your father! do this for me!! *pushes hannah*" haha..so sick though..made me feel like vomitting a bit..haha..sexuality talk..=.=''' eh..and..oh yeah..i currently have 3/4 japan penpals..haven't replied to two of them yet..ahhhh..not sure if i want to lah..as in..they just sent letters yesterday..but i a bit sian of writing letters at the moment..(all the angel and mortal thingies and the penpal introduction letters..haha..) so..i shall reply them..either tomorrow or sat..cannot reply too late..haha..

ok..i think that's about it..GOOD BYE! =.=''' oh..and sammi disowned joyce and i..joyce is taking it very badly though..kinda worried about her..haiz....worry worry worry..but i can't do anything to help her? =.='''' i wish i could..i on the other hand..is totally not bothered about it..it's all for the best i guess..haha..we have to add in stuff to our reports! ARGH! *dies dies dies*

OH! and i changed my centre parting to side parting..^^ takes a while to get used to though..argh..my hair is so messy! and i'm working out my stomach muscles..purpose? to get a FLAT stomach..as it is..i have a pot belly..argh! inherited i tell you! and people say i'm skinny..just because my limbs are rather skinny doesn't mean i'm TOTALLY skinny..=.=''' it's just that..women are disproportionate..all their fats go to their stomach! although my stomach muscles are already quite good..i used to think that it wasn't good to work out your muscles too much, especially your stomach muscles, cuz' they bulge out and make you look fat..but apparently working out your stomach muscles makes you get a flat stomach..ah well..

and..my mom wants me to reuse my god sister's sch u!! ARGH! dhaklsjfdaklsmfa,sn! i don't wanna i don't wanna i don't wanna! SHE'S SO OLD NOW! argh..and how do you know she's proportionate to ME! somemore i want a LONG skirt! ARGH! and all my mom says is "we take first then see how" ARGH! bdaklhsdasjf! going crazy liao..haiz......i want my OWN uniform..bleargh..this sucks..

anyway..MY THIGHS AND ARMS ARE FLABBY! i need to work them out..*work work work* haha..one day i shall..one day..i will probably do it next year..XDDD silly girl! *whacks* i trying to download stuff now..ahh...nevermind..tomorrow lah..haiz..cancelled them..*sniff* I NEED MY FOOD! bye! finally!

i don't want to do chinese!!!

2005-09-09T20:51:00.000+08:00

heex..taken from yue er..

1. ARE YOU OVER 18?
to some people i am? XD

2. WHAT IS THE WALLPAPER ON YOUR CELLPHONE?
a little husky puppy on grass..SO CUTE!

3. DID YOU GET ENOUGH SLEEP LAST NIGHT?
i guess? i had..hmmm..10 and a half?

4a. FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT THIS MORNING WHEN YOU WOKE UP?
i honestly can't remember..oh wait.."oh great..it's 10.30 already.."

4b. FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT YESTERDAY MORNING WHEN YOU WOKE UP?
"ARGH!! i'm late!!! *dies* NO!!! NJ GATE WILL BE LOCKED! ARGH! i will be even later!"

5. WHAT DO YOU HAVE HANDY AT YOUR BEDSIDE?
my water bottle and my watch

7. GRILLED OR FRIED?
fried? haha..i know it's unhealthy..but what the heck..

8. WHAT MAKES YOU UNIQUE ?
i'm the only person i know who finds that slashing my wrist is fun and that absolutely enjoys going for operations, thinks about keita/w-inds. 24/7, feels that the only reason why she's still alive is because of the hope of having kids in the future and goes absolute mad when people abort their babies and cries over dreams, etc. i am very unique..

9. ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?
i love the dark..SOMETIMES..but i'm often scared..

10. FAVORITE HANGOUT?
EH..the computer? =.=''''' i'm not a going out sort of person i guess..even if i did go out..it would be mise?

11. 3 THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT?
w-inds., the thought of having kids in the future, water, food, rest, my parents, japan, singapore

12. FIRST THING YOU WILL BUY IF GIVEN 1THOUSAND DOLLARS?
are you nuts? whatdya mean first thing?! i would order every single w-inds. item i can afford!

13. FAVORITE SONG WHEN YOU'RE SLEEPY?
huh? got such thing one meh?

14. WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF?
god? abortions (even that dream where i had an abortion made me depressed the whole morning), evil ghosts, not achieving my goals, failing subjects, pain from other people (non-selfinflicted) and many more..

15. ARE YOU A GIVER OR TAKER?
both? but definitely more of a taker..i'm not what you would consider even a moderately generous person..wonder where i got it from..

16. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
as far as i know..people call me teresa..but there WERE the nicknames..except my sis still calls me "TREES!" and limiyu occasionally calls me "tweezers" and weiwei laoshi calls me "meimei!" or "TRISHA!" and many times..random people call me "crazy"..HAH!

17. WHAT IS YOUR DAD'S MIDDLE NAME?
does he have a middle name?

18. MOST RECENT MOVIE THAT YOU WATCHED?
EH....the third aladdin movie? forgot what it's called..lolx..

20. STUCK ON A DESERTED ISLAND & COULD HAVE ONLY ONE KIND OF FOOD FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
suicide pills..=.=''' don't be daft..who wants to live the rest of their lives on one food on a deserted island where there is no entertanment whatsoever and you would probably go crazy from the lack of social interaction..

21. FAVORITE T.V. COMMERCIAL?
w-inds. bourbon gum ads..XD call me biased..but i don't really like ads..

23. FIRST THING YOU'LL SAVE IN A FIRE?
all my w-inds. and japan stuff..

24. YOUR EYE COLOR?
very dark brown..although..when i grow older..i will probably get my dad's eyes..the brownish ones..they really are brown! cuz'..my eyes seem to get lighter over the years..

25. WHAT ARE THE THINGS YOU ALWAYS BRING?
my black purse, my mp3, house/condo gate key, handphone, scrunchie, watch, water bottle

26a WHAT DID YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU WERE A KID?
urm..a teacher? although my earliest recollection was that i wanted to be a school prefect..(BLEARGH)

26b WHAT DO YOU WANNA BE NOW?
either a pedeatrician (OK! FINE! i don't know how to spell) or a biologist

27. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY DO WHEN THE CLOCK TURNS 7 AM?
eh..sit around in school either doing math homework or chatting with..people?

28. THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDSHEET?
can't remember..HAHA! it's usually yellow anyway..i don't care as long as it's comfortable..

29. WHO DO U WANT TO MEET?
w-inds...XD especially tachibana keita..and become his GIRLFRIEND..

30. HOW'S LIFE TODAY?
hmmm..woke up at 10.30...ate maggi mee while reading calvin and hobbes..eh..lazed around a bit..learnt a bit of japanese (yeah right..) ate lunch..played on the comp a bit..(more like fangirling..)..eh..read the book prissie lent me *winks* so far i think it's quite boring though..haiz..did finish my he assignment (YES! in like 2hrs! XDD i rock..haha..thanks to my maid of course..what a simple assignment..although i think i should sew on some beads..and maybe add a ribbon..later..)..hmm..watched friends..ate dinner..chose what december holiday i wanted to go on..and here i am..oh right..had a chat with joyce..(she and brandy are dating i tell you! XD although i think i might have made her mad) and.......managed to fake my way through another day..yes..wonderful isn't it?

hmm..i'm supposed to be doing chinese now..haiz..i don't want to do..bleargh..i find it quite amazing that sometimes..i appear to people as very cheerful, bouncy and hyper when inside i'm hurting so bad..but ah well..this doesn't belong here..cheery cheery! LOOK! i amuse myself! :

(i was listening to BoA [I LOVE HER SONGS~!] and then my dad came home..i had on headphones since my comp's speakers are a bit cranky..so i couldn't really hear anything)

dad: somebody wants to go japan....
me: *thinks "somebody went to the bank? why's he telling me this"*
dad: thousand eight..go japan
me: the bank? who's bank got thousand eight?
dad: JAPAN!
me: my bank? *thinks "why so little de......"*
dad: JAPAN! what bank!
me: *takes of headphones* HUH?! what did you say again?
dad: *walking away* somebody wants to go japan..THOUSAND EIGHT AH!

XD i am nuts..heex

troubled?

2005-09-09T13:29:00.000+08:00

first some piccies! lolx..from sharon's b'day party..i'm not sure if this is all there is..but whatever..

see? they so naughty..keep trying to push us off the boat..

see sharon? in the black swimsuit? eh..her leg actually kinda looks like snakeskin in the water..no offense..it's weird..and i have absolutely no idea what i'm doing behind with prissie and jingxi..lolx..why does waijean always get blocked? XD

this is the bathroom..lolx..not sharon's bathroom..the swimming pool bathroom! see jingxi in her sexy swimsuit?! XDD and the rest of us are wearing tees out of modesty..lolx..poor daphne didn't get to swim..

here we are watching tv..see the different expressions? (dottie is the only one looking at the cam..lolx..sharon's behind talking to weiling..and i have no idea what my hand is there..i think i was about to cover my face again..lolx..

from left to right...sharon, prissie, me and carmie..what am i eating? daphne took this picture..

haha..waijean cut off again..XDD poor val..collapsing under the weight of both jingxi and dottie..i can see grace's bra strap..LOLX..anyway..i like prissie's pants..

and all of us st marg's people pose for a short..waijean is a boy boy!! lolx..

that's all the pics i have..i'm quite sure there are many others though..anyway..i'm kinda hooked onto BoA now..i don't care what you say waijean..her songs are nice..so there! and now for yesterday!

yesterday..woke up late..cuz' siti forgot to wake me up..ended up waking 15 mins before i was supposed to reach nj..bleargh..so i called sarah and told her i would be late..then i showered and went out of the house without my breakfast..*sobs* haha..reached there..went straight to work..before realising a few errors in my measuring and that i forgot to wear my gloves..ah well..my sample turned out fine..in fact..it was brilliant! it had the most signs of the DNA being inside..heex..but i didn't dare load the sample cuz' my hand is prone to shaking..anyway..ethidium bromide is orange! XDD love it! but eh..it's poisonous..bleargh..the whole time..i was obsessed with orange..can ask the rest for clarifications..we had two 1hr breaks though..fab..XDDD the DNA samples were orange under UV light too! (figures..considering that the ethidium bromide that allows it to be seen is orange..) and the scapel is so cool..XDD and i have found a love for pipetting..yay! it's so fun..haha..but i might have messed up one of the eh..gel samples..yes..haiz..then we left at 1..and to our joy..the gate was open! yay! cuz' if it wasn't we would have to walk the long way..bleargh..which reminds me..since i was late..the gate was no longer open (it cloeses at 9), forcing me to climb up and go the long way..ah well..took only 7mins..haha..got two nj guys..in front of me..at first lah..was walking behind them for like 3 to 4 mins..before i finally decided to overtake them considering that they were so slow..as i got closer..one of them (the one with the SLIPPERS =.='''') turned back..said something to his friend (i have no idea what..cuz' i was listening to my mp3..and it was very loud..) being my usual self..like my usual stuff when i'm walking around alone..my face was black..and glaring..frowning..and blah..and it tends to get blacker when people turn back to look at me..so when the other guy turned back..my eyes were slits..lolx..and then i walked past him and the both of them burst out laughing for some reason..ah well..*shrugs* i would like to know what they were actually doing though..was there something funny behind me? cuz' i doubt they were laughing at me..or maybe they were..stephanie says maybe they thought i was stalking them..RIGHT....

left for shan's house..after like 10mins at the busstop..i finally realised that 970 and 77 did not stop there..imagine my frustration..lolx..also saw some of clemsies' classmates there..haha..you should have seen my reaction..they got off the bus..i only recognises huiming and ziwei though..but i'm quite sure the rest are from clemence's class too..or maybe just canoeing..lolx..i was like "ARGH!" and eh..well..let's say my reaction was really weird..and i have no idea why i did that either..lolx..i'm a mystery to myself..(ah well..keita fell in love with a mysterious girl once..maybe he will fall in love with ME! fat hope..) then in the end..i took 156..and changed bus at 6th avenue..saw this japanese looking girl there..but..eh..not sure lah..she was with some other guy..who didn't look japanese..but looked like what..7? 8? years older than her..maybe even 10..so i assumed that he was her brother..but whatever..dropped off where shan told me to drop off..and then went to her house..apparently..she thought i was somewhere else and i got confused..so..bleargh..went the wrong way in the end..hehe..but i still got to her house lah..then ate..two plates of spaghetti..while watching bo li xue..i think it's a nice show..got addicted to it..haha..then we decided to practise our skit first before watching it somemore..and ended up comparing fats and trying on shanshan's clothes..haiz..my waist is fatter than ah shan's! =.='''' so upset..i want it to be like 23inches only..so have to work on it i guess..crunches, sit-ups and leg lifts for me! yup! my hips are also the biggest..lolx..37 inches..my bust..is the smallest..lolx..flat chested..ah well..why doesn't the fats in my stomach go to my bust? =.='''''' so frustrated..

and then we tried on shan's skirts..actually..i tried on two..and prissie tried on one..omg..prissie looked so cute! XDDD it's like she was wearing the pink cullock..and it's so short..she came out whining and was constantly pulling her shirt down to cover up..lolx..so cute in it..oh yeah..she looked cute in the hat too..very japaneesy..haha! then i tried on shan's red skirt..very weird..it got stuck at my hip..haha! big hips good lah! easier to give birth! XD so the hips area was like super tight..and then the waist area was super loose..so..bleargh..it's supposed to be hipster lah..=.=''''' then i tried on shan's denim skirt..can die man..so short..i ended up constantly pulling it down..bleargh..i don't think i can ever feel comfortable wearing skirts lah..then we had a discussion about guys with small hips..lolx..so amusing..my bro's are bigger than teng's lah..his is 34 inches..XD and then we got to the real practice..it was hilarious..so crappy..then we watched more of bo li xue..we watched for like 2 and a half hours..XD now you know how little we practised..but we are going back to shan's house to watch it after the exams..lolx..the shoe..the people like so straightforward..instance one:

girl: 你回来的时候我要嫁给你！(when you come back i want to marry you..)

this was said when zai he was leaving for america for further studies..and then that girl..forgot her name..haha..can't remember the sisters' names lah! she said this to him..SO STRAIGHTFORWARD! can't remember zaihe's reaction though..instance two:

guy: 我想跟你交往。从现在以后，你就做我的女朋友吧！(i want to be your boyfriend. (literally means go steady?) from now on, be my girlfriend!)

and it's like WTH?! (should stop cursing..keita doesn't like it..) so straightforward..the girl ended up whacking his head..i forgot his name also..haha! can only remember one name..zaihe..the easiest to remember lah! but it's a nice show..funny also..XD can't wait for exams to end..(for many reasons of course..) and then we had to go home..sad..haiz..anyway..the people in the show all so tall..so jealous..and the younger sister has very big eyes! XD so cute! then when we were on our way to the busstop..i realised i forgot my wallet..left it at shan's house..=.='''' so called her and got her to pass it to me..so stupid..kinda a funny sight..see a girl with a rather bulky bag..running across the road at greenlight..grabbing a purse/wallet from another girl..and then running back across the road..dropping her water bottle..and then running back to pick it up..you should have seen the amused look on the faces of the other people..that's all..

now for w-inds.! my izayoi no tsuki single arrived today..jyun helped me check what puzzle i got..i got keita! *dances and shouts for joy* sad i will only get it on monday through clemsies..haiz..but at least i got keita! XD pity it's such a simple puzzle..and then w-inds. went topless in the nagoya concert..XDDDD i wanna see! see see see!!!! this girl..she said she will upload a clip for me..but it only shows keita...topless..which is good enough..but it's from afar! ah well..better than nothing..how did they decide to go topless? apparently it was like this(credits: idolthoughts forum):

1)ryuichi was teasing keita and asking him to strip in front of the audience
2)ryohei being backstage overheard them and decided to come out topless(XDDi almost typed naked it would be great to see him naked)
3)keita decided later on..when they were singing taimu mashiin..that if ryohei can do it..why can't he? so he takes off his shirt (*DROOLS* i can just picture that..)
4)ryuichi felt left out so he decided to do it too..XD (AHHH! that does it! i want to see it!!)

see? my dear little boys aren't so innocent after all..(i start to believe that especially after seeing that keita and ryuichi and ryohei..wear shirts with swear words on them..=.=''' and keita pointing his middle finger? =.=''' FOR FUN SOMEMORE..and he claims that he doesn't like to swear?

on another note..i'm troubled by the fact that i can't figure out of keita's parents are divorced or not..are they? i sincerely hope not...it would be terrible if they really were..haiz..feeling sad about it now..*pouts*

yay! w-inds. w-inds. w-inds.! quite a lot to talk about..

2005-09-08T21:16:00.000+08:00

first..this:

bold the following that are true about you,
italicize things you wish were true,
add one true thing about you.

I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch much TV these days. [haha..no way..i still watch quite often..]
I own lots of books. [not really..most of it is the whole family's? XD]
I wear glasses or contact lenses. [sadly..haiz..i think i shall go for the laziac thingy when i grow up..]
I love to play/watch video games. [ahhh!! i'm sure keita would bold this! XDDD KEITA-KUN!]
I've tried marijuana. [eww..no way!]
I've watched porn movies. [=.='''''''''''''''''']
I have been in a threesome. [i will never ever ever be in a threesome ever in my life]
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. [HUH?! psycho ex?!]
I believe honesty is usually the best policy. [totally..but of course..i'm a hypocrite..LOLX..]
I curse all the time. [sadly..wish i didn't though..not nice to curse..i shall change!]
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. [i guess..XD otherwise..my brian is just going whacko..haha..]
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. [i used to? i guess..now i don't really do it anymore..but i keep telling myself to do it..]
I'm TOTALLY smart. [wouldn't it be great if i was? =.=''']
I've broken someone's bones. [hahaha..i'm being sarcastic here..]
I've failed the biggest assignment of the year. [i hope not....IPW? *dies*]
I'm paranoid at times. [this is a total understatement! =.=''' i am paranoid 24/7..and it ain't mild..but still..i don't think i need to see a psychologist for this right?]
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. [NO! tsk..]
I need money right now. [i really do! i keep spending and spending..on w-inds. of course..but still..i need to get the christmas pressies! ARGH!]
I talk really, really, really, really, really, really fast. [haha! KEITA! super fast! RYOHEI ALSO! i think japanese just speak very fast..so scary..]
I have fresh breath in the morning. [haha..honestly i'm not very sure..i don't smell it..but i'm going to take it that i don't..]
I have long hair. [somewhat? shoulder-length..haha..going to cut again in december/november though..]
I have lost money in Las Vegas. [haven't even been out of asia lah!]
I have at least one sibling. [i have 4....haiz..]
I was born in a country outside of the U.S. [yupyup]
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. [i don't think i did..]
I like the way that I look. [roughly? i don't like my stomach..or my excess hair..or my complexion..and dry skin..but that's all i guess..overall i'm fine..]
I know how to cornrow. [what is that?!]
I am usually pessimistic. [i have to be pessimistic don't i?]
I have a lot of mood swings. [yes i do..ahahahaha! people beware!]
I think prostitution should be legalized. [NO WAY!]
I think marijuana should be legalized. [EVEN WORSE! gross!]
I have a hidden talent. [i'd like to know what that is..]
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. [hahaha! i hardly take sugar..but i'm still very hyper girl!]
I have a lot of friends. [do i? i think most of them are what you would call..aquintances..like only..a few..very few are really friends..maybe i don't even have friends..haiz..]
I am currently single. [don't know what to feel about this..]
I enjoy talking on the phone. [ i prefer face to face..]
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. [wah?]
I love to shop. [w-inds. stuff yes!]
I would rather shop than eat. [depends on what?]
I would classify myself as ghetto. [what's that?]
I'm obsessed with my Myspace or Livejournal. [i don't think so..]
I don't hate anyone. I dislike them. [i wish that was true..]
I'm a pretty good dancer. [eh? i guess i am? no wait..i don't think i am..]
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my family. [depends on which member of the family and what he or she is doing..]
I have a cell phone. [yes i do..but the way i treat it is horrible]
I believe in God. [i do? or maybe i hope that there is a god..just like keita..]
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. [thank goodness i haven't..]
I've rejected someone before. [to reject someone i would have to be liked in the first place right?]
I currently like someone. [KEITA!KEITA KEITA KEITA! my life..revolves around him..]
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. [i do k! =.=''']
I want to have children in the future. [i do i do i do! definitely! top of my list!]
I have changed a diaper before. [i can't remember..but i don't think i did..]
I've called the cops on a friend before. [eh..i don't have really bad friends lah..=.=''']
I'm not allergic to anything. [I WISH! =.='''']
I have a lot to learn. [life is full of lessons..even people about to die can learn many things]
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger [no? i haven't even been with anyone before..]
I'm online 24/7, even as an away message. [waste electricity! the earth dying already!]
I have at least 5 away messages saved. [no idea what this is about]
I have tried alcohol or drugs before. [only alcohol! no drug! =.=''']
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past. [=.=''' never made a move on anyone before..]
I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal. [something like that i guess..]
I enjoy some country music. [they are pretty much ok..]
I would die for my best friends. [ i would die for my love ones..yes..]
I watch soap operas whenever I can. [EEEWW! no! too..BLEARGH..]
I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist. [i don't think so..i'm more of a procrastinator..but obsessive? maybe about w-inds.! haha!]
I have used my sexuality to advance my career. [GROSS! NO!]
I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story". [what's that?]
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. [haha! candy! candy!]
I have dated a close friend's ex. [nopes..never dated in my whole life..]
I like surveys/memes. [haha..i guess..to procrastinate?]
I am happy at this moment. [i was..a few moments ago..but i've done something horrible i guess..guilt will be the death of me one day..]
Democrat. [*shrugs* i guess..but i don't like the democrat representative..]
Conservative [TOTALLY! DEFINITELY!]
Republican. [i kinda like george bush's views on certain things..but what's the diff between democrat and republican?]
I go for older guys/girls, not younger. [eh..am i supposed to go for younger guys? XD KEITA-KUN! marry me! haha..totally random..]
I study for tests most of the time. [i guess..if you call flipping through and complaining studying..]
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met. [no idea..don't watch people tie shoelaces..]
I can work on a car. [can't..will get carsick..]
I love my job. [i wish i did..haiz..then things would be so much easier..]
I am comfortable with who I am right now. [no..totally not..i don't like my attitude..]
I have more than just my ears pierced. [haha..no..and no thanks..]
I walk barefoot wherever I can. [nuh-uh..depends on the place..]
I have jumped off a bridge. [i seriously doubt i would ever do something like that..]
I believe in prophetic dreams. [maybe? i'm not very sure..]
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream. [definitely..i have a lot..]
I am proficient on a musical instrument. [sadly..i suck at music..]
I worked at McDonald's restaurant. [haha! never in my life will i do that!]
I hate office jobs. [i'm quite ok with them i guess..though it would be horrible for my back and stuff..]
I think water rules. [TOTALLY! SO TRUE!]
I went to college out of state. [hm? i wanna go japan for my university studies!]
I am a pyro. [no..i'm scared of fire..lolx..]
I have thrown up from crying too much. [nooo..i don't think so..i have pee-ed though..
I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved. [i don't know about intentianally..ok fine..i'm sure..]
I love kisses. [depends on who they come from..*winks* KEITA!! argh! lolx..]
I fall for the worst people and have been hurt every time. [not sure about this..i guess i do get hurt..but the worst people? it's just a process in growing up and maturing is it not? all those infatuations..to show me that i never want that kind of person and stuff?]
I adore bright colours. [somewhat? not sure..but mostly i guess..not too bright until like neon lidat though..]
I love Dear Abby. [don't even know what that is..]
I think school is awesome. [HAH! maybe..sometimes..but usually..nah....]
I think pigtails serve a purpose. [wah? i don't know?]
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing. [haha..i do..]
I usually like covers better than originals. [w-inds.!! jirenma! kireida! perfect day! omg! love them to bits! of course this is only in the case of w-inds...those who did covers on w-inds.'s songs should just DIE..]
I don't like multi-textured ice cream. [hmmm..i guess i don't mind them]
I watch Food Network way too much. [eh..don't have such a channel..]
I love coaching youth sports. [i suck at sports..fullstop]
I can pick up things with my toes. [haha..not sure about that?]
I can't whistle. [nuh-uh..i can! lolx..the first child in my family to do it..of course i was often scolded for it..cuz' it's 'un-ladylike' and it attracts 'vampires']
I can move my tongue in waves [huh? you mean roll? URGH! i wanna do that!]
I have ridden/owned a horse. [ridden yes..omg..the medan one was so super cool!]
I still have every journal I've ever written in. [nopes..lost one..haiz..or is it still with me?]
I can't stick to a diet [SO TRUE! i have like no will power]
I talk in my sleep. [i don't think i do..no one ever mentioned anything like that before..]
I think I was born in the wrong century. [no way! i like this century..even though it will end before it's due..haiz..]
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. [no..i tend to keep them by my side..but if it's a really bad memory..i take away from my life everything that would remind me of it..]
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time. [i doubt so..lolx]
I have jazz in my blood. [no way..]
I wear a toe ring. [eh..a bit weird lah..considering that i wear sports shoes?]
I have a tattoo. [no way..]
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with. [haha..doubtful..each person has their faults..must learn to accept what..]
I am a caffeine junkie. [eh..no..caffeine stains your teeth..]
I know who Santos L. Halper is. [i honestly don't..]
I read trashy romance novels and I am ashamed. [haha..I ADMIT!]
I love wrestling. [no..i hate it..]
I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all. [haha..no i'm not..sadly..]
If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder. [depends..haha..see if got anything worth making me feel guilty about..]
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is. [i know..but i don't do it..]
I have been to over 15 conventions. [doubt so..i don't like conventions..so crowded..]
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better. [so true! i have been nicknames the junk collector by my father..]
I'm proud of at least one original work I created more than five years ago. [i don't think so..]
I love too much, even though I know it could hurt me. [yes..that's why i'm trying not to trust anymore..trying not to love..but it's hard isn't it?]
I harbor a secret fetish that I wouldn't dare say out loud to my family. [a lot of secret fetishes..lolx..]
I know at least ten songs in a language other than my native one. [DUH..japanese?! XD korean?!]
I own more than one video game console. [yes..i own four..lolx..but i hardly play anyway..]
I know who I want to marry. [KEITA! definitely! but i wonder..will my perspective of him change after i know him personally? it troubles me..]
I have ridden my bicycle 500 miles in 8 days [nah..haven't ridden my bike in AGES..as in really ages..can't remember the last time i rode it..]
I don't get as much sleep as I should. [i believe so..unfortunately..i think other's feel that i get more than enough..]
I am a President of an organization. [no..and i never want to be one..]
I am really behind in hw right now, and i'm doing this to avoid it [so true..lolx..i don't wanna do homework..]
I know what Nutella is, and love it. [yes..i used to eat it everyday..for breakfast, reccess and lunch..]
I do yardwork and enjoy most of it [GAWSH..i hate work..bleargh..but i wish i didn't..]
I can tell when someone is being fake to me most of the time [i think so..otherwise..it's just my paranoia at work..cuz' i think people are being fake to me all the time..]
It's insanely difficult for me to trust people. [uh huh..after being hurt so many times..it's hard to trust again..]
I consider applying makeup an art, and I love doing it every day. [i guess it is an art..but everyday? i would puke..as in if i do it on another person once in awhile it's ok..but not everyday..and i don't put make-up anyway..]
I consider comic books an art form. [definitely! XDD MANGA!]
I am impulsive. [ i guess so..sometimes gets me into trouble though..bleargh..]
I doubt my ability to ever make the correct decision [sometimes i do..haha]
I hold grudges for longer than I should [so ironic..i was just discussing this with someone earlier on..]
I am way too emotional. [sometimes i am..lolx..like when watching movies..]
I find it hard to talk openly about the things that bother me because of what other's reactions might be [i guess i am..]
I feel quite sad that I don't have a penis [NO WAY!]
I prefer to speak in a language other than my mother tongue. [definitely..ENGLISH! lolx..and maybe even japanese..XD]
I listen to boybands and love it. [yes! especially w-inds.! and Lead! and many more!]
I think a 2D chracter is HOT. [totally! manga characters are to die for!]
I wanna see Keita topless! [i want the clip! the clip!]
hmm..it's pretty late now..so i guess i shall skip the updating on today's events..and just talk about the most important thing that has happened in my life..in perhaps the past few years..maybe my whole life..yesterday..grace returned from japan..i didn't go and pick her up because i had life science the next day..which is today..i woke up at 2am to find her outside watching tv..as much as i have missed her during the past week..i did not run up to hug her or anything like that..instead i just stood behind her and went "are you going to bed?" and then she said to me "your present is down there" and me the ever greedy person..started a frantic search for my present..making it seem, at the same time, like a half-hearted search..and i finally found it..after grace pointed it out..i took out the red thing i saw inside..it was wrapped..i thought "maybe a photo album" and then i realised it wasn't actually wrapped..in fact..it was just the plastic bag around it..i looked through the plastic bag..and saw the word "w-inds." and i was estatic..cuz' i never expected her to buy a w-inds. album/single for me..seeing how much they cost..=.=''' and i tried to look at the words and figure out what album or single it was..and then i saw keita's big face like in ~bestracks~..imagine my disappointment when i realised that it was ~bestracks~..and then guilt took over..and i was like "omg..you bought this?" and she was like "yeah.." and i was like "i have this already.." and after trying to pull it out..i figured...hey! maybe it's the first press edition..fat hope..it wasn't obviously..after close inspection..i figured that the only thing different was that the words were in japanese and that there was a keita card inside..of course i was happy that the card was a keita one..(XDDDD) but i felt very bad..cuz' i realised i should have probably told her that i already had all the albums..but if she didn't buy the albums..she would have bought izayoi no tsuki..which i have ordered already..so..haiz..i felt so guilty..i couldn't sleep..i stayed up with her for two hours..and then couldn't go back to sleep..i thought.."hey look..if she was willing enough to spend so much money on you without you asking..then doesn't it show that at least she loves you? even if it feels like sometimes, the rest of the world doesn't..you will always know she loves you right? so..she's good enough a reason to stop this cutting business..to work hard..because she believes in you..and you've gotta be a good girl for her..if you don't..you will really be letting her down..it's not enough to appease your guilt by buying her something really expensive the next time you go to another country alone..because she herself is feeling guilty now..feeling guilty because she bought something you already have..but she loves you..and you love her too..so why not cooperate..stop doing silly stuff.." so..that's just it..i'm going to do my best now..it's amazing how much motivation you can get from a simple thing like that..it makes me want to cry (points to too emotional statement above) i appreciate this..yeah..at least i know that someone in thsi world loves me..*beams*

sharon's b'day party!

2005-09-06T23:07:00.000+08:00

bleargh..just came back from sharon's b'day party..if you think that my first word indicates that it was a disaster..you are WRONG..because i'm just too full..yes..2 hours after the party ended..my stomach still feels as if it's going to burst..ok! let's get started...

went there with my younger sis..cuz' she wanted to go..and i figured it would be save..(boy was i wrong..) she spent the whole journey talking very loudly about things i dont' even understand (cuz' i was listening to my mp3 and only caught bits of it) and then she also barked continuosly..very loudly..and then we saw this cute little baby..XDDD SO CUTE! i want to kidnap him! and then we reached..hehe..at first my younger sis acted shy..=.=''' and then she got the hang of it and started being annoying..GEH..and then prissie, carmie, dapho, sharon and i were just hanging around being totally crappy..eh..details are very sketchy now..dang my memory..haha..(my butt's too bony..it hurts when i sit..cuz' i can feel the bones..ARGH! why doesn't the fats go to my butt and not my stomach?!) let's see..we spent most of our time hanging around at the pool..with me disturbing my sister..and us crapping a whole lot..and then sharon wanted to change..and i called my mom to bring me my swimming costume..by that time i think waijean came liao..so there i was..trying to push her into the pool..=.=''' and she wouldn't go in..she was so funny..we kept making her go in..and she was like "I'M SCARED OF WATER!!!" =.=''' and we were like "it's only 1m deep waijean.." and she was like "AHH! don't push me! you push me later i panic then i drown ah!" lolx! and then she went in one step at a time..so agonising lah! then prissie and carmie went to change into their swimsuits..XD and i was like shouting at them to strip tease out of their clothes..XDD followed by a lot of sick cracks..in the end they stripped..lolx..

and then they went into the pool..by the way..the annoying thomas from my tuition centre was there..=.=''' and then there was cheryl from my church..yes..haha..she's the girl who has horrible sinus..after a long long while..my mom finally came..and i went swimming..lolx..i need a new swimming costume..then we were all like trying to climb up on the boat..me and prissie were just relaxing in the boat..XDDDD and carmie was the pedaller! XDD so cute! and we just lazed about down there..with very frequent panic attacks when jingxi, waijean or someone else came up and tried to clamber up..and then it's like "AHHHHHHHH!! go away go away!" cuz' you can feel the boat starting to overturn..and believe me..it's not nice when it overturns cuz' it overturned when me and prissie tried to get on together at the same time..then we fooled around somemore..XD and then we went to shower..haha..i accidentally banged open prissie's door! =PPPPPPP it was an accident k?! it was like..we were fooling around in the bathroom..putting handprints on the doors and stuff..cuz' the doors were translucent so you can see the hand if you press it against the door..and then carmie was so scary! she suddenly put her head there! and i screamed..lolx..so scary lah! so i wanted to try it on prissie..so i banged my head and hands on the door suddenly and the door flew open..XD GOMEN NE~ and then i showered..and went up..lolx! then we ate..very filling leh! it's like eat and eat and eat..while watching tv..(i freaked out a lot because of scary and ugly people) i don't like the sadistic girl in heartlanders! so scary! i hope i never meet anyone like her! then the acting all very fake somemore..but we were also very crappy at that time lah..XD

and then cut birthday cake..unfortunately we ate a lot by then and were quite full..and high..it's like prissie and i were putting our harms round each other..and then i wanted to fake kiss her..and i turned..and kissed her for real..SO EMBARRASSING LEH! and they took a picture of it..=.=''' at least sharon deleted it..i think.. and then we took a lot of pictures..and crapped somemore..then sharon was like "priscilla! you saving your first kiss for benson right?" and we were like "OH!" and sharon was like "oops..." (which reminds me..at the start of the party..sheryl/cheryl came..and we were like the welcomers..and then sharon went to talk to her..and she went in with her! never in ask us to follow her! so we stood there for like 30 seconds?! and then we went in and were like "SHARON! you abandoned us! *sniff* how could you?! *cries*" and sharon was like "EH..INTRODUCTIONS!" and then we introduced ourselves..and then sharon left with cheryl/sheryl..and we were don't there pretending to cry again..XDD and then we were discussing about bk and yong tau foo..which ended in a chase..dapho chasing pressie, carmie and me..haha! so scary..we were like "where is she?" and i was like "i don't think she will" and then she suddenly pop up..and we were like "AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!" *run* heehee..btw, bk is benson koh and yong tau foo is li ji yong..LALA~! i am innocent..XD ) heehee..and then i was like "well..i'm saving my first kiss for keita!" XD and silly dapho went "virginity?" XDDD of course i'm saving that for keita too! after all..he's going to become my hubby right?XDD

and then we went to play in the kids' room! XDD so fun..got this see-saw thingy..then me, prissie and dapho took turns to rock the see-saw like stand in the middle and shake so that the see-saw will go up and down..and grace so funny..kept screaming "AHH! my butt! my butt! my butt!" XDDD and then prissie and carmie so cute! go take the kids' toys..you know those car thingies..go sit inside and move around! XDDD should have taken picture of that! then carmie right..we were like sitting on the see-saw..and her balloon keep bopping her head everytime she go down..XDD SO FUNNY! then waijean the cutest lah! she went to play in the wendy's house! XDDD and we were all like "OMG WAIJEAN!" she's so cute! (by the way..i have taken to calling her boy boy..and she also really looked like a boy after the shower..with her hair all spiked up..XDD) and then it's like..we decided to see how many people could squeeze inside the wendy's house..we managed to fit prissie, carmie, sharon, waijean and grace and me! and then i started getting clusterphobic or however you spell it..i couldn't breathe! =.=''' and then we had dapho left to squeeze in..and it's like she just wandered around outside..lolx..so in the end i couldn't take it anymore and chased carmie and sharon out before getting out myself (they were in my way)..

then we wanted to go home liao..spent the rest of the time jumping up and down catching balloons..lolx! i kept touching the blue balloon but didn't manage to grasp it! so sad..then went home with grace..XD first waited with dapho..then waited with prissie and carmie..lala~ then went home liao..ok! that's all about the party! now for w-inds.!

JAPAN GOT TYPHOON! i very worried..more of for w-inds. then for my sister..*cries* i'm sorry gracie wacie..why cna got nothing de?! ARGH! I FOUND! JAPAN! *cries* i really feel like crying now..world war 3 seems to be coming..all the natural disasters..the world is coming to an end lah! just like the prophecies..i won't even live past 40..can you believe it? after this pope..one more pope..or was it 2 more popes..and we are kapooi! AHH! kyushu! isn't that where fukuoka is?! *dies* where are w-inds. now?! poor japan..so many natural disasters..haiz..at least my sister isn't in kyushu..but i don't know how to read kanji! so where are w-inds. now?! i shall check idolthouhgts! yay! they are in the middle part..so they probably not really affected..*beams* haha..anyway..there's this rumour going around that w-inds. will either come to singapore or go to us after their taiwan tour..which is in september..hopefully if they are coming to singapore..they will come in 3rd week of october..or a saturday in the second week of october..so i can go! i want them to come to singapore..bleargh..but who knows..the rumour might be false..it apparently comes from a taiwan magazine..and there isn't any mention about it anywhere else..and somehow taiwan magazines like to come up with false stuff..no offense..so it might not be true after all..ah well..can only hope eh? goodnight..just spent the last hour updating..lolx..

RANDOM!

2005-08-30T16:11:00.000+08:00

haha..this is so totally random..XD i am like downloading stuff again..so i need to make a list of the things i want! YAY!

list:

1)Good version of Pieces PV
2)Good version of Try your emotion PV
3)Good version of Love is message PV
4)Good version of Long road PV
5)Good version of Kawari yuku sora PV
6)Good version of Forever Memories PV
7)Good version of Feel the Fate PV
8)Good version of Because of you PV
9)Super lover ~i need you tonight~ with ayumi hamasaki
10)School performance (paradox)
11)NEW PARADISE (2002.12.18 Best Artist)
12)Ageha Concert
13)Eien no Tochuu
14)Works Vol.1
15)Works Vol.3 Bloopers
16)Shiki Jacket Shooting
17)Kireida Jacket Shooting
18)Bestracks DVD Part 1
19)Bestracks DVD Part 2
20)Izayoi no Tsuki Shooting Part 1
21)Private of w-inds.
22)FG - June 8th 2003
23)FG - when the 'declaration of love' happens
24)Xmas event 2002
25)Pati Pati Talk
26)Neck Measuring Competition
27)Magic Tricks
28)Hey Hey Hey
29)Handsome Competition
30)Doyah Basketball
31)Radio Recording at Hiroshima High School

*dies* if only YSI allowed you to download more than 2 at a time..HAIZ..>.< i'm so doomed? she say she probably won't reupload..so...WEHHHHH!!!!!somemore the files so big....hopefully they still there tomorrow? so i can stay and download..geh..i kinda fickle-minded aren't i? first told chermy i won't be going out with them..then told her i will..and now..don't feel like going out again...=.='''i'm nuts..my darling videos! both still got 40mins to go! better stop blogging so that it might speed up! =.=''' bye bye........after these two finish..still got 30 more to go..*cries*

go with the flow!

2005-08-29T17:25:00.000+08:00

haha..cuz' my brain super active today...i shall type what i thought about in the bathroom while i was bathing (DON'T THINK SICK!): (i hungry now...*sniff sniff*)

i have nicholas' hp number now! (despo..XDDD) no lah! i get it to annoy him..just like i annoy brandy wendy! OOOO~ wendy sounds familiar..was there a disney character called wendy? wait..that doesn't sound right....=.=''' haiz..reminds me of kindergarden..sherwood..when those stupid little kids wouldn't let me play with them in the wendy house..oh pardon me for interrupting your oh so happy life there! not like i wanted to switch kindergardens anyway..why did daddy have to change work place? oh wait..did they or did they not let me play in the wendy house? (SEE?! look how bad my memory is now?!) ah well! not like i had any good memories in that kindergarden..=.=''''' all bad memories de....PUB so much nicer...pauline!!! *faints* and evelyn? was that her name? haiz..can only remember pauline because of the sailormoon card she gave me when she left..(i still have it! WAHHA!) i know why so many girls like clemence..cuz' he is so different around them then at home..he is more dorky and funny..but then sometimes he overexagerates everything..=.=''' then become "LAME!" not funny..but then he looks weird..=PPP ah well! if he weren't my brother and i hadn't known what he's really like, i would probably have fallen in love with him liao..

i really like sweet guys....haiz...such a pity haven't met a single one yet..only met those who are sweet at times and mean at times..*pokes those people* i guess most boys are like that..except for those who are mean most of the time..*glare* i wonder if keita's sweet in real life.......i would really love to marry him..awwwwww......such a pity that will never happen..haiz...i guess i can only hope..ah well..better than nothing..cuz' without him..i would really have nothing..*sobs*

and my poor brain can't remember the rest..LOLX..i'm addicted to love for venus! keep laughing my head off! then keep embarrassing myself because of that..a lot of people were like staring cuz' i was alone..and laughing aloud in public..and my tuition teacher was like "ni zai kan shen me? xiao dao zhe yang..." anyway..went on a sticker frenzy! yay! bought like 11 stickers from my tuition centre..so can stick stick stick! yay! WAHHA! and i still squeal when i hear izyoi no tsuki and jirenma..it's like izayoi no tsuki plays and i'm like *squeal!!* and then jirenma comes on and i'm like *SQUEAL!!!!!*

by the way, i got to know this guy on idolthoughts..his name is yoshi..he's a japanese student in singapore..and he loves w-inds. too! yay! going to meet him tomorrow..*nods head* hopefully he turns out to be a really nice guy......

JUST JOKING LAH~!!!!!! lolx..but i really did meet someone at IT..*winks*

I LOVE MY NJ SENIORS! XDDD

2005-08-27T19:40:00.000+08:00

HIHI! XDDD i am in a hyper mood today..ok so i have always been in a hyper mood..lalala~ daryl has known me for like don't know how many months and he only found out my name today..HILARIOUS..let's see...i shall blog about two things today..my visit to the teachers..which will be in green..and this afternoon..which will be in blue! and then i will have urm..let me count..about 3 lists? i can't remember the rest i wanted to do..so..HAIZ...that's what happens when you procrastinate..OH WAIT! make that 4! XDDD

Yesterday went back to HPPS to visit my darling dearest teachers! yay! love them loads! ms ng and mrs idil keep saying i very blur..=PPP then finally had a proper chat with ms chiang! yay! haven't seen her in months! she's going for op next week..so she won't be there during teacher's day celebrations..she has to extract her wisdom TEETH..yah..haiz..then we talked about things from contact lenses to how scary NUS high school can be to my courses at NJ and many other stuff..talked to her for like 1 hr or so..maybe 1 and a half..don't know lah..wasn't really watching the time..then some teacher who left the school already came back..then all the GEP teachers got hyped up and started joking with each other..then i went to talk to ms ng..she keep going on and on about my blurness..my hyperness and trying to live life anew next year when i get into NJC..and then mrs idil came..and both of them started going on about getting them diamonds for teacher's day..lolx..then i harrassed them a little bit more..left at around 3.40..oh yeah! gao lao shi is pregnant with her fourth child! YAY YAY! so cool! it's a girl this time..the other three were boys..haha..and i still can't hold a proper conversation with tai lao shi cuz' my chinese sucks..=.=''''''

Today clemence's classmates came over for project..in the afternoon..clemence went to clementi supposedly to "pick up some of the friends who don't know how to get here" but the "friends" were actually just one person..NADIAH! and the motive? eat lunch with her and spend some time alone with her before they come back..haha! then i was sitting at hom watching tv with gracie..and then xinyu came..and we were like "OH!" and then i let her in cuz' clemsies haven't come home yet..then huiming came shortly after that..and so i let him in again..and then clemsies finally came back with nadiah in tow..and then they started on their project and ale apparently thought our house was 14-16 and went to the 14th level instead..XDDDDDD then we were watching so close by then..and silly little grace wouldn't change the channel during the part where shu qi dies..i cried lah..*sniff* so embarrassing..and then clemsies very naughty..everyone else do project..he go play FM..=.='''' then he keep goofing around lah..

huiming very funny..he perfectionist lah he! everything also must make neat neat..can be a good housewife..WAHHA! so fun watching them..laugh like crazy..and then clemence ah..TSK LAH YOU! so frustrating to be around him and zoe..then the girls (which includes me) kept ganging up against clemence..WAHHA! so fun..then huiming kept obsessing over the colour blue..keep saying he wanna go and colour the text parts blue..and we were all like "EH......" the project part very fun lah..then clemence accidentally dirtied the wall..WAHHA! so all of us make him clean the wall..then the more he scrubbed the worst it became! XDDDD and we were all like standing there watching and criticising him..HAHA! then he managed to get most of it off lah..so we were like "ok loh" and then he had to go for piano..but the rest stayed..oh..xinyu left by then..then we had to clean up after him..=.=''' that host ah..everyone cleaning except him because he got piano..then we watched him play piano..must be really pressurising..then we went to play LOTR..quite fun lah..huiming very funny..like blur blur de..then played halo..huiming even funnier in halo..HAHA..then they all went home..=P I LOVE MY SENIORS! can't wait to go NJ next year..so sad daryl won't be there anymore..and my cousin also..haiz..

Things I forgot:
-i couldn't recognise yijun..
-i couldn't recognise gabriel
-i forgot ms leow's name..=.=''''' WEHH!!
-i forgot ms loh's name! HAIZ..
-i forgot who taught me math in p4
-i thought i didn't know the person who came back even though i saw her a lot of times liao..
-i forgot what i was taught for math in primary school except for F, X and Z
-i forgot how english lessons were conducted except we sat on the floor and ms ng went on continuously about little grey cells and her saliva
-i forgot when ms chaing married
-i forgot that ms leow was married
-i didn't even know that ms loh was married
-...and many more

Teachers who got married after they stopped teaching me:
Miss ?? - Mrs Ester Ang (in the december holidays after she stopped teaching me..)
Miss Chua - Mrs Lee (in the december holidays after she stopped teaching me..)
Miss See - Mrs ?? (soon after she stopped teaching me..wasn't very close to her)
Miss Leow - Mrs Chua (in the december holidays after she stopped teaching me..)
Miss Chiang - Mrs Ng (6 months after she stopped teaching me)
Miss Loh - Mrs Teo (soon after she stopped teaching me)
Benedict - Benedict (HAHA! the january after he stopped teaching me..)
and what does ms chiang say about this? "SEE LAH! it's all your fault! we must get rid of you before we can get married.." HAIZ...

Pros and Cons of contact lenses:
Pros:
doesn't make my nose look so fat
don't have to keep pushing my specs up
won't get in my way when putting on earphones
makes my eyes bigger (or look bigger)
don't have to take them off when bathing
can look sideways without turning my head
Cons:
strains eyes so eye shadows get darker
drying for the eyes
my contacts aren't the correct degree so not very clear
very troublesome to put on and take out

and don't know what else....

guess what? i forgot what my fourth list is supposed to be..=.=''' i feel so stupid..but anyway..i'm going to get izayoi no tsuki next year..o.0 what am i saying? i mean next next week! cuz' it's going to be released on wednesday and CDjapan takes 1 week to send..so if i can meet jyun next next wednesday, i would be able to get it! SO YAY! haha! i'm typing this but i can't read what i'm writing cuz' it's in white..AHHHH!!! anyway..i love mangas! i'm obsessed now..i read 3 books on wednesday..6 on thursday..and two on friday..cuz' my friend only gave me two on that day..but it's ok..cuz' on monday she's bringing the rest of Love for venus..which will be 9 or 8 more books?can't wait..i read finish what has com out from tsubasa..can't wait for book 10! haha! it will be so cool! i wanna know what happened..XDDD and i also wanna read girl got game..HEHEHEHEHE! ok fine..i'm obsessed lah!!! i feel quite tired now..you know what's really sad? on a weekend i have no homework..there is no test on monday..and when i have a test on monday..my weekend is filled with homework..OH CRAP! i just realised that i DO have homework to do..CHINESE! DANG! ah well..will do it tomorrow then..now going to read junon..YAY FOR JUNON! tomorrow got sexuality talk..LOLX..should be quite fun lah..anyway..shall go now..BUH BYE!

izayoi no tsuki pv

2005-08-23T20:28:00.000+08:00

hehehehehe..izayoi no tsuki! I LOVE IT LIKE...urm..BLOOD?! anyway..*dies* i love both izayoi no tsuki, the pv, and the coupling song..YAY! i love it to death! that's why i'm going to get it with jyun..as in..i'm sharing shipping cost with her..lalala~ the pv is so hot! love my cute lil' guys! ryuichi wears a skirt inside!!! XDDD HOT! not really a skirt..but ribbon-y strips which when they aren't waving about, look like a skirt....XDDD hehehehehe..i realise w-inds.'s pvs like to base a lot on memories? is it true? i think it is..anyway..the girl left the guy..*cries* so sad! i almost cried again lah! just like ageha..except a felt sadder during ageha cuz' the situation was more obvious..lalala~ anyway..i want to learn the izayoi no tsuki dance!! *Dies* i want to learn it so badly..the moves like very nice lidat..looks a bit like sign language somehow..i hope they teach..=PP

yesterday spent quite a few hours sorting out my stuff..spent like 2 hrs or so sorting out my w-inds.'s pictures and then spent another 1 hr sorting out my lifescience notes..i practically died from exhaustion..haha..just joking..it was fun i guess..especially the sorting out of w-inds.'s pics..hehehehehehe..it was like i just kept squealing over and over and going "OMG! you are so hot!"..hehehehehehe..but they ARE hot! my life science practically killed me though..cuz' it's like i spent the whole one hour hole-punching and tagging my notes..haiz..and then i realised how much i have to read..still haven't read yet..lolx..i'm a naughty girl i guess..my file is right beside me..the notes are currently about 4 cm thick? that is A LOT you know? wait..maybe 3..don't know lah..but it's still a lot..considering that i have only had 2 sessions so far..

i'm intending to go on another two courses..lifescience again..=PPP my total fees for my courses is going to amount to over 200 bucks..so..ehh..hehehehehehe..ah well..anyway..i saw soon yoong this morning..at least i think it was him..he was taking his mom's car to school..gawsh..i realise i haven't seen him for a looooooooooooooong time..and i haven't seen any of my ex-classmates either..=.=''' oh yeah..going for sexuality talk next sunday..HAIZ..hopefully we get to see the clip on abortion..WAHHAHAHAHAH! call me sadistic but that's just what i am..although i can't stand to see poor little babies being abused..*cries* i one to get pregnant, give birth and have kids (both biological and adopted) when i grow up..YESH! that's my only goal in life! i live to reproduce! lalala~

anyway..clemsies brought his friends over for some physics project today..he chased me off the comp..HMPH! so i started whining..=PPP and then i ran off..and the only two people i recognised were ale *winkwink* and xinyu..then i realised that nadiah was here too..and this was my face: o.0 0.o -.-'''' and this were my thoughts "WHAT?! NADIAH AND ALE HERE AT THE SAME TIME?! SHEESH! DO THEY KNOW HE'S TWO-TIMING THEM?! NO WONDER THEY DON'T SEEM TO TALK TO EACH OTHER" =PPPP and then i realised the guy was huiming..and i was like *smacks forehead* cuz' i thought he was rather ugly at first..=PPPPPPPPPPPP hahahahaha..man..after seeing all those pictures of huiming and wutian and i can't recognise huiming?

anyway..clemsies says that huiming told them during lunch that he offered to give wutian a kiss for his b'day but wutian didn't want it..AWWWWWWWW....and clemsies says that huiming has a girlfriend too..HMMMM..who is it?! wahha! i don't know..so far..all i know is..that clemsies thinks she has no friends..possibly.....*ahem*..and something else..forgot what..but i know it made me think that it was jyun..ah well..sleep sleep sleep..haha! that was totally random..i'm trying to remember the stuff i wanted to say..AH HECK! time to watch shanshan's video..=P BYE!

oh yeah..today very cold leh........

keita!!

2005-08-19T18:12:00.000+08:00

keita dislikes girls who....

- wants to go out more with her friends than with him
- wants that he holds her all the time while she is sleeping
- wears skirts that aren't over her knees
- flirts with other Guys - breaks a promise with him
- cuts her hair less than her shoulders
- doesn't ask him for joining her shopping tour
- asks him to buy this and that
- in a date, he would feel turned off if the girl keeps repeating what was already said or asks the same questions again. (eh..remind me again...do i do that?)

FITS ME! (i keep my promises k?! and i know my hair is slightly above my shoulders...) and sakura_kino says that keita likes to wait for his gf to sleep then kiss her..*dies* LET ME BE YOUR GF KEITA-KUN! i love the no short skirts rule! WHOOT! i hate short skirts! YAY KEITA YAY! i'm so freaking happy! i was worried that he would like short skirts..*Dies* like the rest of the guys..=.=''' sorry..i only made this post to talk about keita! LALALA~ i love keita! <3 BYE!

life science

2005-08-17T20:26:00.000+08:00

HARLOE! the colours here very boring..cannot like change and make your own colours de..so sad..haiz..anyway..today morning during school..got nothing very interesting happen lah..except that waijean still thinks that her cervix is at her hip areas and that little bumps are tumours and that she had a tumour before and that hamtaro is a ratstress or whatever...=.='''' WAIJEAN AH! baka! and of course the fact that i burst into hysterical laughter when jingxi started passing waijean's massu picture around and the comments were like "eeee..who is this?" cuz' generally..i'm a pretty mean girl..WAHHA! and of course i was constantly arguing with waijean again..how normal..nothing especially funny happened though..i guess..sorry but my memory's really horrible..then we had life science..ok so only 8 girls from our level did..WHATEVER.......

hehe..so anyway..left with puiwah, jayne (teo) and devapriya..and also a huge set of notes which was about as thick as the top half of my middle finger?or maybe my whole middle finger..so much notes to read..AHHH! then went to njc..and jayne didn't want to believe me when i told her that the gate was locked..HAHA! of course i wouldn't have minded it if they went all the way to the other gate and found it locked and had to walk one big round..cuz' now i think jayne is a bit..*ahem* spoilt brat like? heck care lah..i still think she's rather ok..at least better than diana....(whatever lah..) so anyway..got down together..although i wasn't very concerned about whether they were actually going to get down with me..heh..so anyway..got off..walked up..so hot lah..and jayne made a comment which kinda made me mad lah..she was like talking about some chocolate cake thingy..then i asked her what chocolate cake..then she said it's very famous..around this area one..then i was like "never heard of it.." and she was like "yeah well..rich people will know about it..no offense lah.." =.='''' whatever jayne..you're the only child aren't you? and so maybe your dad earns more than mine..but as long as my dad earns enough to support my family and give us an extra treat once in awhile (like a few times a week..=.=''')..it's fine with me..especially since we have 5 kids..SO THERE!

then went canteen to eat..heh..i ate my mayo chicken bread..quite ok lah..then was smsing junying..to see if she was still in school..smsed clemence also lah..but he never reply..then ran off and abandoned the rest to go to find junying..dumped my bag in sigma lab first though..then found junying..so hung around to talk to her awhile lah..then called ms chan to ask if i ought to return..then she said i can stay there for 5 more mins..so i stayed..and she called like 1 min later to ask me to come back..so i ran loh..then apparently clemence called me while i was in the lab having my lecture..and he apparently went in at 3.30 (apparently i was still having my lecture) and i didn't answer..and i was like "you didn't even call me!!" and he was like "and interrupt your teacher?!" and i was like "=.='''''...then still say i never answer..." clemence ah......=.=''' oh yeah..while i was visiting jyun..there was this girl called wei jun..and then she was like "she so pretty!! then..*various hand gestures* what happened to clemence?!" and i was like "o.0" basically..it means that since i ain't pretty...clemence must be really ugly..=.=''' ah well..anyway..after the lecture..did the experiments and stuff..very fun lah! XDDD recorded a lot of stuff..which reminds me of another comment clemence said.."you were paying attention..which isn't a good thing.." =.='''' WEIRD GUY!

and then i went home..LOLX! ok fine..after everything ended..i went home..but i also wandered around the IP classrooms..and got a lot of stares from the IP-ers cuz' i was so totally out of place..after i got home..nothing else interesting happened..so yeah..=PP gah..anyway..going kino tomorrow..with waijean and jingxi..first must go orchard MRT to top up my card..then must go kino to get my junon! then must go cine cuz' jingxi's forcing me to take neoprints with her..=.=''''''''' BLEARGH..waste of money if you ask me..HAH! then go home loh..=P go do macbeth..argh..MR LIM! you can't just dump a freaking assignment on us without really telling us what we are supposed to do! hopefully it will be easy..but i seriously doubt so lah..so crappy..and i kinda feel like going to sleep..*snores* oh dear! i have to go IT first..lalala! i am the weird person there who wishes the people happy birthday..XDD so far only one person has thanked me..SO SAD SIA!haiz..ah well..i am the UNAPPRECIATED happy birthday wisher..=.=''' bye lah!

cool..

2005-08-16T16:56:00.000+08:00

eh..some girl in the forum wrote this..Lead forum lah..:

Last Saturday,i went to meet Lead in Yokohama...It was FM Yokohama radio live board-casting~Many funny things happened,but one is the most important,and i want to share with you guys~!

The host asked them a question~It showed what is the most important things in your life Here is the Q:

One moment,you feel like you have to go to toilet*urinate*,but suddenly your hse-phone*cannot be move* is ringing,then someone is knocking the door,your baby is crying loudy,and the food you are cooking in kitchen is going to burn...In this kind of situation,what will you do 1st?

1.Go to Kitchen
2.Go to look for your baby
3.Open the door
4.Answer the phone call
5.Go to toilet

They all decided what they'll do Started from Shinya,he answered 1,then Akira answered 3...Keita's answer was 5,then everyone (i think she is referring to the audience) yelled and laugh loudly. He asked curiously "You all knew the answers?!" *The host tell us the answer b4 they reached,and you'll know why we yelled*~ He felt very panic and face turned red~!So cute He kept on guessing guessing what will it be~But all of us juz laughing at him After Keita,Hiroki answered 2~We all clapped our hands for his answer~Then he was so happy and he bowed~! It's time for the host to tell them the answer of what they decided to do~!

Shinya 1.Money~He said "Oh,it's real and great~Everyone loves money,right?" "It's really dangerous if smtg burn in Kitchen,so........" then Keita said "Of course,Money~!" Akira 3.Own image~When he knew the answer,he stood up and striked out some poses,said cooly "Really?!" and flipped his hair Many people laughed and felt excited with that Akira~! And Keita cant wait for the answer,but the host said "Keita-kun,wait a minute,let's go for Hiroki 1st" and Keita so worried about that,but we all still laughing at him~!How cute is him~!Hiroki answer 2.Love~He said "Of course baby is important~" then the other members said "Lovely Papa"~

Back to Keita,he still cant figure out what will it be Then the host said "Sex"~He replied "Huh?!" Host "Sex~!" Then he reacted strongly said "Really?!" and his face turned red~He tried to cover his face~and asked "Really?!" again So cute~!

So after,which one are you?are you type of Hiroki,Keita,Shinya,Akira,or you are different with them~If you choose 4,Friends are important in your life~

cute right?! i chose 2 obviously! you know my obsession with kids mah!!! hehe..but keifu's reaction really very cute lah! so adorable! wanna pinch his cheeks! XDDDD KEIFU~ sex ah?! XDD diao lah..aha..a lot of people were like "what does toilet have anything to do with sex?" haha! i totally agree..XD haha..chinese! *dies*

=.='''

2005-08-16T15:01:00.000+08:00

haha..got chinese test tomorrow..but too sian..really don't feel like studying..even though i haven't even started..i guess you could say that i'm just a freaking lazy idiot..and now i start to worry..=.=''' HAH! anyway..time to update about..eh..stuff? the last three days i guess..*beams* by the way..up there is the pictures from the carnival@marina..

On Sunday, i had to study for physics test..so boring can? in the end..i came home..read nespaper, watched tv..then decided to go study..got distracted and went to read..then went downstairs to like get groceries..then went to take a nap..then woke up and decided "GO STUDY LAH BAKA!" and went outside to study..then started chattering non-stop to whoever would listen to me..causing grace to get annoyed..WAHHA! and then i decided to teach her Japanese..she wasn't very interested though..she wanted to do her physics homework..haiz..then in the end went to play computer..then watched signs..XD signs! actually..watched hiroshima first..so sad loh..cried...haiz..then went to bed..lalal~ signs damn scary lah! was so freaked after that..even resorted to dragging my younger sis back to my room..heh..

yesterday woke up and ate margerine and jam..then left for school..and forgot to post my mom's check..and realised that i also forgot to bring my appointment card..then reached school..and realised that i forgot to bring my appointment letter either..=.='''' so called home again and spoke to grace..then went back up..had devotion and singspiration and whatever..singspiration was amazingly short though..haha!then had chinese..the stupid 2/3 chinese teacher came super early..so we had to leave..hate her lah..then went for chinese class..then left chinese at 8.55 for my orthodontist appointment..haiz..then had to explain to ms tay..how to explain to her lah..i suck at chinese can? then had to go back 2/3 to put down my stuff..then the chinese teacher was like "kuai dian" in that fierce fierce voice..=.='''' like i don't want to hurry and leave? and then went downstairs..it took like 5 mins to get dismissed lah..=.=''' then the secretary very funny..XD "orthodontist ah? bone one izzit?" XDD technically it's still correct lah..then realised that the SJC gate was locked so had to walk one big round..

then took 174..so weird..in the end i couldn't recognise anything around me and i was one of the lonely few left on the bus..and my dad keep calling me to ask where i am..then i will be like "EH........" and then look around for any signs..then in the end i reached lah..somehow managed to recognise the place..then i dropped my calculator..and when i got across the overhead bridge, i realised that i lost my watch..argh..then wanted to go back and find..but looked at my hp and realised that if i go back i would be late..haiz..so i rushed to the centre..then was talking on the phone with my dad when i found him..and i was like "eh nevermind.." and he spotted me too..yeah..then my sister was there..haha..then registered and blah blah lah..then my dad had to go up and deal with my older sis cuz' she need to see a surgeon about extracting her baby tooth..haha! so cool sia..then i wait myself..then went in..then the doctor quite nice lah..then called my dad to come..then filled in a form..haha..the nurse was like "you admitted 4 times for what?! o.0" then sat on the chair..and they put plasticine in my mouth to do the mold..so gross can? it tasted disgusting..and then when he pull the plasticine out it's like i thought my teeth going to come out with it lah..then when he do the top half i was like choking..=.='''

then got wax..quite ok lah..but quite hard to bite through..then went for x-ray..so funny can? 3 x-rays..then the last one damn funny..got ear-plugs de..XDD then it's like i was laughing in there cuz' i couldn't hear the guy and he was like "STOP LAUGHING" and i was like looking at myself in the mirror and going "HAHA! so funny!"then finish liao..then passed my x-rays to my doctor and then can go liao lah..then my bill came up to 137..subsidised somemore loh..and my dad was like "AIYA!" oh yeah..the x-ray there got another funny thing..the x-ray guy call some name lah..then this old man stood up and was like "eh!" and the guy was like "for who?" and the old man gave him a blank look..and then few seconds later the guy was like "OH! you! eh...this way please.." and he looked so funny..haha! then hung around to wait for my sister to finish even though i only took 1 hr to finish..cuz' i needed to make my appointment with her..then wait wait wait both of us damn hungry liao..then went to see the surgeon (after i ate rice! haha!) then my sis very funny..keep saying "anything" but she clearly wanted GA..so in the end i told my dad "dad..she obviously wants GA.." and then she got GA loh..haha! so funny can the doctor..like got very very small risk of never waking up..both doctors said the same thing can? it's like first the doctor say then the surgeon say..even though the surgeon wasn't inside when the doctor said it..and the doctor was like *ahem* *grin grin* the thing they both said was "there is a very very small risk though..1 in 10000 people never wake up after they are put to sleep..but as long as she's healthy it should be fine" XDDi want surgery lah! my sis so lucky! i wanna trade place with her!!!! SO UNFAIR! but i don't wanna pull teeth out..cuz' i obviously can't do it under GA..haiz..hate LA..

then went to pay..so weird..they don't know when to put my appointment lah! cuz' the doctor not even sure if he wants to pull my teeth out yet..lolx..then while my dad was talking to the receptionist this old guy gestured for me to go over..so i go loh..then my sister tagged along..and he was like "saturday..........or sunday...." me: *blank look* him: today.......what day.......saturday or sunday.............. me:eh.....hehehe..today is monday.. him: orh............. *gestures for me to leave* i guess old people expect respect? don't need to say like urm "thank you" or anything? but he looks kinda nice anyway..so heck..was amusing somemore..at least he knows english right? then went back to school for science test..lalala..ok..that's all i feel like writing today..nothing else interesting happened mah..except for church yesterday..

anyway, i got into njcip..so..urm..YAY! haha...diana *ahemsadlyahem*, sharon and grace got in too..then i don't know lah..but i'm accepting it..so i guess this will be my last year in smss? ah well..i did weigh out the pros and cons..and kinda came up with more pros? haha..i don't think people will actually miss me since i presence is rather insignificant..although i think maybe waijean might..=P haha..considering that i annoy the hell out of her..lalala! ah well..tomorrow got life science anyway..so going to drop the letter off..yups! heh..oh yeah..today bought lagsanae..nice! the budget one of course..cold storage..yups! umai............ haha! now i think i need to study chinese..seriously..HAHA! actually..kinda don't want to..ah well..IT! haha!

HIYA!

2005-08-12T15:01:00.000+08:00

since i'm seating here waiting for my thing to upload finish..i shall *AHEM* post on today's happenings..YESTERDAY's entry is gone though..=.='''' stupid coding business..from now on i'm going to put all my quizzes stuff on my other blog..=P i redid the psychology test thingy though..HAH! hopefully my psychiatrist ain't reading this..but anyway..here are my results in normal form..

Paranoid: Very High
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: High
Borderline: Very High
Histronic: Very High
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: Very High
Dependant: High
Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate

EH..like..=.=''' haiz..whatever lah..i'm just weird little me..plus..the quiz probably isn't very reliable..so what the heck..now for today! YAY!

today is learning journey day! lalala~ so fun..hehehehehehe..sorry..first we had briefing..and then we went toilet (NOT ALL OF US LAH!) cuz' marina the toilets all temp de..so will be very dirty and gross..BLEARGH..then i hung around jayne and jiexin..even though they are not even in my class much less my group..then boarded the bus..my bus driver's name is SUNNY! XDDD how adorable! heh..then journeyed there..super short journey somehow..SINGAPORE SO SMALL! =.=''''' it's like 20mins reach liao loh...somemore it's like we are all the way at the west and marina is all the way at the east? HAIZ... then walk walk walk..my bag so heavy somemore..poor shoulders..then reached the naval ride place..stand there for like 5mins..and then only were we told to u-turn..=.='''' and then they explained to us that there were already 700 people waiting there..

So we were allowed to wonder around by ourselves..YEAH! hehehehehe..but we have project to complete....=.=''''' so must go and copy notes..but was still fun lah..get to sit in army vehicles (sadly we were unable to go for countless rides) then we take a lot of pictures..and got this army guy to be our model..XDDD fun lah..the army people very friendly..then ran around collecting stickers and balloons and then had to go back..then queue up so long..by the time we actually got on the boat it was already 11.45..haiz..but it was fun lah the ride..XDDDD got a lot of people there somemore..lala! then a lot of people complain about how heavy the life jackets were...and i was like "HUH?!" cuz' honestly..i think my bag was heavier..=.=''''

and then we finally boarded the boat..can seat 120 people leh!!! WOAH! so small somemore..and then we realised we had to stand..so scary lah..look down while getting on the boat can see the water..and you will be like "OMG! what if i drop down" cuz' you have to jump to reach the boat..HAIZ..and i was like totally freaking out..so hot somemore..then ms wang put sunscreen..teehee..then we entered the navy ship..so nice can? XDDit's like so cool..then we were like touring the ship..so fun!!!! but can't really say much lah..basically it was just fun..the cabins are so nice..XDD 8 people in one cabin..but it looks quite fun to sleep inside..got aircon somemore..LOLX..(yes we were dying of heat) then travelled back and everything..basically it's a very good experience..everyone should go! YAY! such a pity i found out so late...=.='''' closing on sunday lah!

then we went to get tatoos! at first priscilla put us on her right cheek and i put mine on my right hand..then we went to get one more! haha! so in the end both of us had two and looked the same..XD then we ran about collecting free goodies..like posters..and i took two more balloons..then teng teng say i traffic light..cuz' my balloons were like "red, green, orange" then we board our bus to head back to school..so sad..must leave so fast..then sat with shandy..cuz' waijean sat so far back..and i desperately wanted to sit..lolx..she abandon us lah! the whole group there except her! =.=''' then we were like looking for her while she was walking so far in front..somehow priscilla and i always end up at the very back..lolx..then went home loh..but i gave my green balloon to amirah since she didn't come..

i'm like on a downloading spree again...cuz' this girl just uploaded 27 files..and i'm like seihgfslihfaklnsd;oaj..haha!i'm downloading 15 of them..lolx..my folder size going to increase liao..hehehehehe..somemore i just downloaded Lead's new album yesterday..it rocks can?! XDDD haha..lately downloading a lot of stuff eh? XDD ah well..i think i shall head over to IT now..buh bye! *muax*

homophobia is..=.=

2005-08-12T14:40:00.001+08:00

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire
a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight
through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried
our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the
hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken
away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish
they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the
attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will
probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed
myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to
bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found
out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who
never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the
management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit
the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother
because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence
survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they
found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence
survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am thefather who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection
to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach
gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who
died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was
transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be
a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating
me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't
believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind. (catholic churches do not really disapprove of homosexuality..they disapprove of the act)

I am the person
who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

Repost this if you
think homophobia is wrong.

results

2005-08-11T17:56:00.000+08:00

INTJ -The Mastermind
You scored 27% I to E, 36% N to S, 66% F to T, and 42% J to P!

You are more introverted than extroverted. You are more intuitive than observant, you are more thinking based than feeling based, and you prefer to have a plan rather than leaving things to chance. Your type is best described by the word "mastermind", which belongs to the larger group called rationals. Only 1% of the population shares your type. You are very strong willed and self-confident. You can hardly rest until you have things settled. You will only adopt ideas and rules if they make sense. You are a great brainstormer and often come up with creative solutions to difficult problems. You are open to new concepts, and often actively seek them out.
As a romantic partner, you can be both fascinating yet demanding. You are not apt to express your emotions, leaving your partner wondering where they are with you. You strongly dislike repeating yourself or listening to the disorganized process of sorting through emotional conflicts. You see your own commitments as self-evident and don't see why you need to repeat something already expressed. You have the most difficulty in admitting your vulnerabilities. You feel the most appreciated when your partner admires the quality of your innovations and when they listen respectfully to your ideas and advice. You need plenty of quiet to explore your interests to the depth that gives you satisfaction.
Your group summary: rationals (NT)
Your type summary: INTJ

ISFJ - The Protector
You scored 50 I versus E, 80 N versus S, 40 F versus T, and 60 J versus P!

Your ideal romantic partner is known as the proptector. As a romantic partner, this type is generous and gentle. Occasionally they may be taken for granted because of this fact. they are tireless in providing acts of service for their loved ones. They run the risk of always being exhausted because they won't say no to their partners. They are sensitive to criticism and will withdraw rather than fight back. They wish to be appreciated for their loyalty and whole hearted nuturing. Their values must be respected and they thrive on consideration and kindness.
The group summary: Guardians (SJ)
The Type Summary: ISFJ

=PP

2005-08-11T16:50:00.000+08:00

haha! i guess i'm really too lazy to update about yesterday's happenings..DANG! i forgot what my blog template looks like..-.-'''OOO!! i remember liao..HAH! yay! let's play around with colours!! first..some quizzie thingy:

Sedna
Indeed, you are 66% erudite, 50% sensual, 66% martial, and 70% saturnine.

Deep in her underwater realm named Adliden, the place where the souls of the dead were taken to pay for their sins, this Inuit Goddess of the Ocean and all its creatures ruled with cruelty nurtured by bitterness. And who would blame her. Her story is in fact quite tragic.

Sedna was once a beautiful young woman whom men from far off villages would come to court. But she was a haughty maiden and would have nothing to do with them. That is, until the fateful day a handsome young hunter came into the village. He succeeded in convincing her that they should be married. The wedding took place after which Sedna was whisked away by her new husband. The beautiful young man was in fact a supernatural being, in this case a terrible bird-spirit.

When Sedna's father found out about this, he became filled with anger for the shame this brought upon his good name. He recovered Sedna using a small kayak, but the bird-spirit brought forth dark storm clouds causing massive waves to batter the kayak. But Sedna's father was a cowardly and selfish man. He reasoned that his daughter was the cause of this situation, and so he threw her into the tumultuous sea hoping that this sacrifice might placate the awful spirit. The storm ceased, followed by an unnatural calm.

Sedna's father made his way back to the village where he began to feel pretty good about his restored honour. That night he slept a deep and unnatural sleep. Sedna had become the Goddess of the Ocean and placed a spell upon her one time father. And what a dark vindictive Goddess she had become. Sedna caused the sea to wash away all traces of her father’s village and pull him down into her vast watery kingdom. Needless to say, their reunion was not a pleasant one.

The Fifteen Goddesses

These are the 15 categories of this test. If you score above average in …

…all or none of the four variables: Neit. … Erudite: Minerva. … Sensual: Aphrodite. … Martial: Artemis. … Saturnine: Persephone. … Erudite & Sensual: Isis. … Erudite & Martial: Sekhmet. … Erudite & Saturnine: Nemesis. … Sensual & Martial: Hera. … Sensual & Saturnine: Bast. … Martial & Saturnine: Ilamatecuhtli. … Erudite, Sensual & Martial: Maeve. … Erudite, Sensual & Saturnine: Freya. … Erudite, Martial & Saturnine: Sedna. … Sensual, Martial & Saturnine: Macha.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

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email..

2005-08-10T10:57:00.000+08:00

Love Means :.
..

A girl and guy were speeding (on a motobike) over 100 mph on the road..
Girl: Slow down. Im scared.
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please, its 2 scary!
Guy: Then tell me u love me.
Girl: Fine, I love u. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can u take my helmet off & put it on? Its buggin me.

~ In the paper the next day: A motorcycle had crashed into a building
because of break failure.
~ 2 ppl were on it but only 1 survived.

The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realizd that his breaks
had broken, but he didn't want 2 let the girl know.
~ Instead, he..
...had her say she loved him & felt her hug 1 last time,
then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant
that he would die

..Send this e-mail to everyone you love, the ones who know you love them
and the ones who don't..
..For you see, no one really knows what tommorow holds in store for you.
you might not live to see the next day..
..And sometimes you have to tell someone something, but run out of time
to do so..
..So take five minutes out of your time to tell someone you love them
because you really never know if this is the last day of your life.

..So start sending this e-mail and stop wasting any more time..

This email wont make your crush fall in love wit you, or bring you good
luck or anything, but it will show you the true meaning of love, and
hopefully if you send it on it will brighten up somebodys day and make
them appreciate life.

Love You Alwayz

hehe..i too lazy to send it around..i got too many contacts liao..so just put on my blog lah! aiyah..now must go do hw..(me ish procrastinator..) will continue my yesterday's post some other time..I WANNA GO KINO!!

izayoi no tsuki

2005-08-09T16:46:00.000+08:00

HIHI! XDD just downloaded a radio version of izayoi no tsuki on sat..then it went straight into my mp3..and caused me a lot of trouble cuz' i had to get rid of quite a lot of stuff and i realised that i had a few songs i liked which i didn't put inside..=P anyway, i can describe the new single in just one word.."SUGOI!!!" XDD they sing like so high..which is really cool..i really love it loh..keep listening over and over again..but yet i can only remember a bit of the lyrics..-.-''' oh yeah..and on my quest to look for the lyrics..i realised that my translator (not really mine but the one i depend on) is actually from idolthoughts too! woohoo! cuz' just realised the same type of phrasing and stuff..but..i just found out he's a guy too..which is really cool..cuz' i mean it's like guys don't normally like boybands like w-inds. right? unless of course..*AHEM*..well anyway, three things about him trouble me..

1) IS HE GAY?! -.-''' sorry..but i can't seem to figure out if he is or not..and please lah..i only got interested in this matter when i went to read through his blog (which is where he posts his translations)..so yeah..haven't quite figured out yet..but i think he should be straight..right?

2) does he like singaporeans or not? cuz' i don't know..one of his entries mentioned something about singaporeans having to learn english because of blah blah blah..which i kinda took as an insult..-.-''' but then again..he wants to visit singapore..so..it's super confusing..

3) HE'S AN ATHEIST..so..i don't know..it's up to him to believe whatever he wants to right? heck..this thing doesn't really bother me..=P haha..just being silly..

anyway..Lead's new album totally rocks too! so now i feel like buying it..but i'm like broke lah..-.-'''' if i spend an average of 2 bucks per person for the christmas gifts, i still have to spend like 70 bucks in total..PITY ME! jayne says i should make my own christmas gifts..but i suck at handicraft..so that's a total no-no..WHAT TO DO?! i suck..like shit..haha..plus there will be the w-inds. ageha tour DVD..-.-'''i will like have to save like shit..like i'm not doing it now..-.-''' hmm...oh yeah..wanna go kino some time soon..but no one to go with..i need to get my mag lah..-.-'''somemore today and tomorrow got 20% discount..so totally worth it..but go alone very lonely leh...haiz................kk! shall update about yesterday's events..*grin*

YESTERDAY:

woke up at 5.30..first time i woke up on time in don't know how many months..-.-'''' cuz' usually my maid only wakes me up at like 5.45..haiz..but i guess it's because this time it was my mom who woke me up..concerned about how 6 people will supposed to get ready for school (she teaches) at the same time with only 2 bathrooms..lolx..so her, my younger bro and i all woke up at 5.30..(i think she woke up at 4.30 though) whereas clemsies, gracie and zoe woke up at 6..by that time me and my bro left the house liao..=P i wore all my sister's clothes..my mom's shoes and socks..-.-'''' only the undies were my own..haha! (yes..my mom wears ankle socks..people seem to think that she's rather hip for a mom) then was like listening to izayoi no tsuki and nevermind over and over again..=PP then went down to parade ground for assembly with my bag..SO SQUEEZY! -.-''' then everyone sweating like shit..(yes i know shit doesn't sweat) then the floor so wet somemore..so cannot put bag down..then went hall for the celebration..so fun can? at first everyone was like super dead lidat..especially the rap and dance part where everyone is already supposed to be screaming their heads off..XDD but the drama performance totally sucked! they don't know how to act loh..no wonder haven't gone for syf a single time..hmm..oh yeah! i liked fearon's cheer..

"yellow fearon walking down the street singing 'singa-singa! singa-singa-singapore!
yellow people walking down the street singing 'singa-singa! singa-singapore!
fearon loves! SINGAPORE! fearon loves! SINGAPORE! fearon loves singapore!"

haha..the tune very catchy..then their performance also quite cute..got one part adeline goes:

"i see you looking at me, like i'm some kind of freak..you want my body izzit? then come and get it!"

XDDDD and everyone was like o.0?! it's to the tune of the britney spears song..then got another part where they rap to the "it's getting hot in here" song..reminded me of the time when louisa did this in the hall:

louisa: it's getting hot in here so take of all your clothes *starts unzipping uniform* i am getting so hot, i'm gonna take my clothes off! *unzips completely*
us: WTF?! LOUISA!!! *turns away*
me: MY EYES!!! GROSS LAH LOUISA!
louisa: why? *act innocent*
samantha: THERE ARE LIKE 4 GUYS HERE LAH! still wanna strip..-.-''''
louisa: aiya! that one is so gay, that one also, and that one..THEY ALL GAY LAH!
us: -.-''''''''''''''''''''

hehe..then cooke's performance was really good..so we all knew once they performed that they were going to win liao..zaty's rapping is really cool..XDDD SO SHIOK! gage brown's was so-so lah..a bit uncoordinated and the cheering was dead...but tolley's totally SUCKED..as usual..=P then after that..we really started getting high during the singing session..XDD was really great..then when the teacher's performed, we all shrieked and cheered until our throats were hoarse..really..it was so funny..XDDD then got dismissed..went to dance studio to put my things down..also put down my balloon..haha..snitched it from the celebration..=P then went to put on contacts..then they all say i look prettier in home clothes and contacts with my hair let down..like DUH..-.-''''' then go and bun my hair..so hard to bun..haiz..then change into costume..then put make-up and everything..then went downstairs with jayne to eat..then left on this sentosa bus..we keep waving to random people..LOLX..some just stared..some stared, looked uneasy then waved back..some just smiled and waved..haha..damn fun..then we had to walk to the stage..which so totally SUCKED lah..half the size of our normal stage..filled with wood splinters and staple bullets..DIE lah! so have to reduce the number of people performing loh..then a lot of people got scrapped and such..haiz..aiyah..update next time..my couz wants to use the comp..=P bye!

hello..

2005-08-07T12:46:00.000+08:00

MyMusic Personality

i rather wuliao so go do tests again loh..haiz..

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	%20color="#ff0000" face="arial" size="-1">Very High
Antisocial:http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/antisocial.html">Antisocial:	color="#cc0033" face="arial" size="-1">High
Borderline:	%20color="#ff0000" face="arial" size="-1">Very High
Avoidant:http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/avoidant.html">Avoidant:	color="#cc0033" face="arial" size="-1">High
Dependent:	%20color="#cc0033" face="arial" size="-1">High
http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv">Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Information --

omg..this weird test from the strait's times i'm doing now is so super weird..is this a survey? or a normal test? or some match-making thingy? cuz' i sound like an absolute loser and i'm supposedly 18..LOLX..HEY! they don't give years more than 1987...not my fault loh..haiz..i feel so weird doing it...haha..what the hell?! i just found out it's something like a dating database..in other words..i'm like..WOAH..-.-''' so doomed..should i continue? can i continue just for the fun of it? let's..lolx..gawsh..it is something like a mix between a quiz and blah..so hmm..here are my results..

[The SonnetDeliberate Gentle Love Dreamer (DGLDf) Romantic, hopeful, and composed. You are the Sonnet. Get it? Composed?

Sonnets want Love and have high ideals about it. They're conscientious people, caring & careful. You yourself have deep convictions, and you devote a lot of thought to romance and what it should be. This will frighten away most potential mates, but that's okay, because you're very choosy with your affections anyway. You'd absolutely refuse to date someone dumber than you, for instance.

Lovers who share your idealized perspective, or who are at least willing to totally throw themselves into a relationship, will be very, very happy with you. And you with them. You're already selfless and compassionate, and with the right partner, there's no doubt you can be sensual, even adventurously so.

You probably have lots of female friends, and they have a special soft spot for you. Babies do, too, at the tippy-top of their baby skulls.

ALWAYS AVOID: The 5-Night Stand, The False Messiah, The Hornivore, The Last Man on Earth
CONSIDER: The Loverboy]

uh huh...haha..this is kinda interesting..BUT BABIES! *dies* me love babies..i'm nuts..sorry..weird quizzes in sunday times..haiz..haha! i did a search on w-inds.! XDD i'm a bit siao now..sorry..WAHHA! eh..HAH! i need to go lj now..BUH BYE!

so long haven't updated lah..

2005-08-05T16:51:00.000+08:00

stole this from steffi at lj...shall do it before i start my actual post..some stuff..uh..questions are actually missing..don't know why either..

001. What is your name: Teresa
002. Spell your name backwards: Aseret..it actually looks alright..-.-''
003. Date of birth: 18.03.1991
004. Male or female: Female lah..what kind of guy has teresa as his name..-.-'''
005. Astrological sign: Pieces..
006. Nicknames: haiz..twee..trees..bog (super old liao loh..)..meimei..trisha(?? these two because my CD teacher can't pronounce my name properly..) and i don't know what else lah..
007. Occupation: Student..basically..I WANT TO WORK LAH! earn some money..but study at the same time lah..
008. Height: 160cm..so short that i could just CRY..
009. Weight: 45kg..i need to lose some weight desperately..i feel fat..i look fat..
010. Hair color: hmm..dark brown..but you can only see it's dark browness under UV light..cuz' my hair is healthy k?! (with the exception of the receeding hairline from tying my hair back cuz' my hair is heavy and the recent dandruff outbreak...-.-''' HAIZ..)
011. Eye color: dark brown..but you can only see it if you are standing really close to me..i think in my family..the eyes get browner as we grow older..so my eyes will probably be like my dad's one day..super brownish..
012. Where were you born: National University of Singapore
013. Where do you reside now: eh..around Ulu Pandan area..
014. Age: 14years, 4months and 18 days..
015. Screen names: twee91, twee_krr, lost_forever..eh..i think that's all..
016. E-mail: bogof6h@hotmail.com, revitalised@gmail.com, keita.is.love@gmail.com, twee.loves.wFL@gmail.com..
017. What does your screen name/email stand for: eh..alamak..so much..all the twees is basically because limiyu used to call me tweezers..and i don't know how but i think i mentioned it to jyun, charm and steffi during our first outing together..and they found it amusing and started calling me twee twee..or something..eh..91 cuz' i was born in the year '91..krr stands for keiryoryu..lost_forever is because i was depressed while i was making that account..yeah..weird i know..eh..bog is *ahem* i don't wanna say..haha..6h is just my class then..revitalised is because i wanted to start life anew..wFL stands for w-inds. FLAME Lead..that's all..
018. What is your LJ name: twee91
019. What does your LJ name stand for: mentioned up there liao..
020. Pets: hamster..danielle..and two fishes..which are my younger bros..
021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake: actually..i can't remember when i had my last proper b'day cake..was it this year? *dies* i need to learn how to use the rest of my memory space..
022. Piercings: one on each ear..super low though..
023. Tattoo's: fooled around with temp ones when i was younger..that's all and will always be all..haha..i'm chicken..and i see no point..i think..
024. Shoe size: eh..6..bata de..
025. Righty or lefty: right..
026. Wearing: black shorts plus one goofy tee and one daisy tee..(no need to say about undergarments lah! -.-''')
027. Hearing: High revolution snippet from Lead's 3rd album..*dies* the songs are actually quite nice..
028. Feeling: betrayed..dead..blur..AH CRAP! i just realised i forgot to go for tuition!!! gotta call them..argh..
029. Eating/drinking: nothing..but i got a water bottle beside me..

Guys/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff
061. Have you ever been in love: i suppose so..i'm not quite sure..how do you know you are in love?
062. How many people have you said 'i love you' to: a lot of people..
063. How many people have you been in love with: i'm really not sure....
064. How many people have you kissed: my parents..-.-''' probably kissed my sis when she was younger too..never kissed someone outside my family before though..
065. Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex: my mom and my sis..-.-'''''
066. How many people have you dated: nilch..hah!
067. What do you look for in a guy/girl: actually..i'm quite demanding..lolx..haha..he must be sweet, funny, dorky, have at least a proper education (as in able to hold intellectual conversations with me..), wants to have kids, knows what he wants in life, stable, trusting, understanding, trustable, reasonable looks, and i don't know what else..lolx..
068. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex: their features?-.-''' unless i meet them online..then probably their attitude?
069. What type of guy/girl do you usually go for: funny, dorky guys..
073. Do you have a crush right now: -.-''' as if it ain't obvious enough..
074. If so who is it: hahaha..sheesh..my 8 hubbies loh..=PPP but i'm not very sure what a crush is either..i consider most of my crushes admirations..yes..so basically..even if i have a crush on a guy in singapore right now..you won't hear of it..
075. Do you believe in love at first sight: nuh-uh..no such thing..love is gradual..if you think that there is love at first sight, it's probably lust..-.-'''
076. Do you remember your first love: i don't know what love is!!!
077. Who is the first person you kissed: either my mom or dad..haha
078. Do you believe in fate: you make your own fate..it depends on what you decide to do..
079. Do you believe in soul mates: it's possible..but i don't really believe..

~Family Stuff~
104. How many siblings do you have: 4
105. What are your parents names: George and Betty (Elizabeth Mary)
106. What are your siblings names: Clemence, Grace, Xavier and Zoe
107. How many siblings does your mother have: 4
108. How many siblings does your father have: 4 (all the fours....)
109. Where are your parents from: dad is from Singapore, mom is from Malacca..
110. Is your family close: quite i guess..though not really..
111. Does your family get together for holidays: yes..
112. Do you have a drunk uncle: -.-'''''' what kind of question is that?! my uncles drink..but they don't get drunk..they are really strict..
113. Any medical problems run through your family: let's see...asthma, eczema, high chlosterol and hopefully nothing else..though i'm quite sure pot bellies run in my family too..-.-'''
114. Does someone in your family wear a toupee: what is that?!
115. Do you have any nieces or nephews: yes..a niece..rachel..she's my cousin's daughter so she's technically my niece..
116. Are your parents divorced: nooo....
117. Do you have step parents: -.-'''' *WHACK*
118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family: my younger bro..almost got disowned..i don't think anyone else got disowned..or maybe they did before we were born or when we were very young so we don't know about it?
120. Did some of your family come to South America Canada USA from another country: eh..wah? definitely not..

Music Stuff
121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life: EH..i get weird feelings cuz' some songs start playing on the radio which really suits my mood at that particular moment..but i've never felt that any song was really written about me or my life..
122. What's the most embarrasing cd you own: EH...none? i don't buy CDs unless i really want them badly..
123. What's the best cd you own: my w-inds. CDs like DUH!
124. What song do you absolutely hate: haha..quite a few..don't know their names though..
125. Do you sing in the shower: sometimes..when i get into the mood..
126. What song reminds you of that special someone: any w-inds. songs..LOLX..cuz' keita sings them..=P

Favorites
152. Color: black and orange..
153. Food: actually..i kinda like a lot of kinds of food..JUST JOKING! i like Japanese and western! lolx..weird that i don't like chinese? well i do like chinese..just not all chinese food..actually i don't know if i like all japanese food..lolx..
154. Song: EH..Forever Memories and Nevermind by w-inds.! haha..
155. Show: eh..i love documentaries..i LOVE CSI..i like friends..yeah..
156. School subject: eh..bio and math..=P
157. Band/singer/artist: eh..i like a lot of artistes..but my absolute favs have to be w-inds., Lead, Ayumi, Morning Musume, Orange Range and DBSG! lolx..DBSG come in so late..cuz' i kinda forgot all about them..-.-'''
159. Outfit: wah? don't think i have one..as long as it's comfy!
160. Radio station: 98.7?
161. Movie: Spirited Away..Stephen Spielburg's movies are real good too!
162. Pair of shoes: i only have one pair of shoes for pete's sake....
163. Cartoon: LALALA! HMMM..the grim adventures of billy and mandy! or the adventures of martin (something like that..) or the three girl spies show!(forgot the name-.-''') or KIM POSSIBLE!!! hmm..or the fairly odd parents....or animes!!! or disney movies..*dies* TOO MUCH LIAO LAH!
164. Actor: wah..URM..URM..no one actually..=P johnny depp! he's real good..i admire him..
165. Actress: no one also..-.-''''HAIZ..
166. Potato chip: the fritos brand..EVERYTHING under fritos! lolx..
167. Drink: water/green tea/milk
168: Soda: -.-''' ice cream? i haven't tasted any other soda before..
169. Holiday: school holidays..lolx..end of year ones i guess..
170. Perfume/cologne: i don't wear them..they make me sneeze anyway..-.-'''
171. Pizza topping: all cheese pizza!
172. Jello flavor: i don't really eat jello..lolx..
173. Lunch meat: never eaten that before..
174. Card Game: bridge?
175. Video game: halo..
176. Website: i don't know..lj or IT..
177. Book(s): i love books..THAT IS ALL!
178. Computer game: sims 2 i guess..
179. Number: 13 and 7..(plus other less favs like 2, 137, 23, 17..they are all prime numbers as you can see..)
180. Cereal: FROSTIES OR HONEY STARS! haha
181. Comedian: i don't really know any..KING KONG i guess..
182. Dessert: i love desserts..XD
183. Disney character: DONT MAKE ME CHOOSE!!!
184. Clothing store: eh..none?
185. Past time: SLEEPING..lolx..and listening to w-inds.!
186. Teacher: hmm..primary school GEP teachers..
187. Childhood toy: -.-'''how would i know..doubt i had one..
188. Carnival game/ride: none..
189. Candy bar: i just love candy bars..that is all!
190. Magazine: JUNON!!! lolx..the only magazine i buy..
191. Salad dressing: thousand island?
192. Thing to do on the weekend: sleep....SLACK..
193. Hot drink: green tea..honey water..
194. Season: winter and autumn
195. Sport to watch: i don't really watch sports..i think they are all ok to watch though..
196. Person to talk to online: eh..my kors? random people..(like my bro's friends..XDD do i just love to annoy them or what?)

Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits
197. What color are your sheets: they change..quite often..usually it's yellow with flowers..
198. What color are your bedroom walls: hmm..one wall is lavenderish while the other three are white..
199. Do you have posters on your wall: yup..all SPCA ones..i don't dare to put my w-inds. ones up cuz' they might get damaged..(thanks to my dear little sister..-.-''')
200. If so of what: -.-'''i didn't see this question..SPCA!!!
201. Do you have a tv in your bedroom: nuh-uh..not much point..
202. How many pillows are on your bed: eh..1 normal one..one big red one..i usually have 2 normal pillows plus the red one but someone stole one of them..*sobs*
203. What do you normally sleep in: 2 tees and a pair of shorts..
204. Describe your favorite pair of pajamas: EH..don't know..black + brown pants..and eh..don't know? my "it's morning and i can't get up shirt" + another shirt?
205. What size bed do you have: single..
206. Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed: WAH?! what's the diff? mine is just a mattress k? i didn't want my dad to buy a bunkbed for me cuz' it was such a waste of money and i was very comfortable where i was..
207. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom: nuh-uh..
208. hum? that one is missing. -.-'''
209. Describe the last nightmare you had: EH..can't really tell..if my dreams are nightmares or good dreams..so it's like..if i have nightmares..i usually don't know cuz' they seem good at the same time..-.-'''
210. Do you sleep with stuffed animals: used to..sometimes i still do..when i'm depressed..
211. How many people can comfortably sleep comfortably in your bed: ONE! that is why i HATE HATE HATE it whenever either one of my sisters come down to my bed to sleep..-.-'''
212. Do you sleep in any unusual positions: Eh..sometimes i sleep sitting up..cuz' of my stupid sinus..i used to sleep with one leg up last year during my operation periods..eh..that's about all i think..
213. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling: 2 sibs and a maid..-.-'''
214. Do you snore: i don't know? i probably do though..
215. How about drool: nuh-uh..i try to keep my mouth closed when i sleep..
216. Do you have an alarm clock in your room: my maid's..doesn't wake me up though..
217. What color is the carpet in your room: i got no carpet..all wood..
218. What's under your bed: dust? -.-'''

hmm..i am sad to say..that i feel betrayed..somehow..i thought i could go back to trusting people once again..and apparently i can't..because once i started trusting..the person betrayed my trust..resha--w-inds didn't die! for pete's sake..all her 'family' at IT at all HER..it just makes me feel so hurt..i don't like feeling sad..i don't like feeling betrayed..i don't like feeling used..and i especially don't like the fact that i cried for 2 days over some freaking lie! how could anyone do something like that? lie about every single freaking thing? i mean i could probably still forgive her if she only lied about the meeting w-inds. part and all..but lying about something as serious as death? i guess this just means another few years of not trusting huh? i don't think i ever want to trust again..who wants to trust when they know that they can be tricked anytime..this must prove that i'm pretty naive huh? i guess i was foolish..really foolish..all i wanted was to believe that SOMEONE in IT met w-inds...that w-inds. was actually coming to Singapore..was that too much to ask? aren't forums based on trust? i mean it's like you aren't supposed to lie right? and then there was the supposed death..-.-'' it made me so bloody upset..and even though i had always been suspicious..i didn't know what to think..honestly..i wanted to believe that she really died..that everything was true..because i didn't like the fact that she was lying..i didn't like the fact that i was being tricked again..just like in P1 and 2..when i learned not to trust anyone anymore..it's really weird that i'm putting all these here instead of my private blog..but i guess i just don't want to blog there just for this..at least i'm not really upset enough to cut....haiz..

next week national day..but guess what? i have to perform at carnival@marina so i can't go back to hpps..HOW SUCKY IS THAT?! sheesh..and ms chiang thinks i don't wanna go back to visit them..haiz..i really want to go back lah..it's totally not my fault that i have to go for a performance..i got my contacts today..temp ones again lah..feel so blur now..cuz' it's like not my exact degree..he say if want my exact degree it will take 10 days (plus i must be committed to 6 pairs which i totally do NOT mind..) which will be too late by that time so i have to stick with this i guess..hmm..nothing else to talk about i guess..don't feel like blogging about last week's performances..oh..i'm on a downloading spree..i re-downloaded quite a few pvs..the thing is they are better quality..so it's better lah..and i am also downloading single mp3s and perfs..and quite a few clips..so basically..my j-pop/rock folder has risen by about 2 GB to 12.1GB..lolx..a lot right? i'm still downloading though..so expect it to rise..my dad will probably kill me..haiz..haha..jessica ask me to blog about her so yeah..HI JESSICA! hmm..i thinking of cutting my hair again..i don't think i should keep long hair anymore..hehe..i don't want my receeding hairline to get worse..so basically..i'm still talking to jessica,,letting her listen to the snipets of lead's songs..she seems interested to get their latest album..i need to like go recharge my hp lah..tomorrow got tuition so have to go and do my kumon hw..heh..kk..bye..

still super obsessed with her death...

2005-07-31T15:12:00.000+08:00

....and yet..somehow..i can still laugh..been laughing quite a lot today..although whole of yesterday my face so black..cry a whole damn lot somemore..was like..kept thinking about her..and how she should not have died..and even worse is..her mom doesn't want us to go for her funeral..says it's because when the three of them were young..they told her that they don't like to see people crying for them..that's why she didn't let me go for renee's funeral too..it must be really horrible for her mom..haiz..this is what i wrote on the forum...

"i know i'm really very late..but i only read marion's pm on friday night..and it took me some time to get over the news..i was crying a lot yesterday and on friday..and i can't stop thinking about her death..it's really sad..after all..she had so much to live for..sometimes, i really wish that it was me who died instead..she was really brave..i'm sure she wanted to live very badly..and i was seriously hoping to get to know her better.. marion..i know it must be very hard for your family right now..especially your mother..i doubt i will ever know how it feels like to lose two daughters in a week..especially just after getting married again..but i'm the sort of person who really likes kids..and i would probably be devastated if i was in your mother's position..perhaps even to the extent of wanting to die..i'm very sure she doesn't want to lose you too..so take good care of yourself yeah? try not to get yourself sick or into trouble..i hope that you and your family would be able to move on with your lives after this terrible event.. she will always remain in our hearts and in our minds..she has been to me an inspiration to work harder and strive for my dreams..she has taught me that only through perseverance and hard work can one achieve one's goals..i'll really miss her a lot..i understand your mother's decision to forbid any of us from going to her funeral or funeral wake and i totally respect it..i have been praying and will continue to pray for the souls of your sisters and for your family.."

still..i feel like it's not enough..i feel like doing something more..i keep thinking of doing some tribute or something for her..but i never really knew her well enough..haiz..going to try and dig up all her posts and get information on her..dang..apparently she has photos in friendster..but friendster is taking a super long time to load..so..geh...-.-''' haiz..bye..

Dedicated to Fiona-Ashley a.k.a. Resha--w-inds

2005-07-30T00:00:00.000+08:00

She died..yesterday..i think..and i was completely clueless about it..this is what her triplet wrote:

i suppose you all know that her real name is Fiona-Ashley, and her sister Elie has passed away as well. You all thought they were twins, but you are wrong. They are triplets. I'm their oldest sister, Marion. The thing is, our mother is a japanese, and the first time she got married, her surname became Quek. But they filed a divorce, and i had to leave with my dad. Ashley and Elie(her real name is Renee) had never kept in contact with me. They never regarded me as a sister. Before Renee passed away, our mother got married again, with a guy surnamed Fong. so once again, our surnames changed. But on the third day of marriage, Renee passed away, and Ashley found out she had Pleurisy. Distressed, our mother filed another divorce. This time, she called my dad and requested to have me back by her side. so i came back. I had to take care of Ashley, but she so often returned to Japan for her competitions. She recently collapsed and had to be rushed back to SG for her operation. Her operation failed. Apparently, the inflammation could not be healed and she died due to over loss of blood. Before she went into the operation room, she told me, and our cousins(reka--w-inds, mina--w-inds) her last wish: [Go to idolthoughts.com and help me reveal the truth to every W-inds fan there] so i decided i should come here and tell you guys the news... as for the exact truth about her.... i don't know if you guys know, but Ashley had wanted to start life anew after her op...she wanted to delete away the w-inds numbers she had and pretended as if she never met them at all, but now she can't do it. She wants to thank you all for all the concern given to her... and me, i want to thank all of you for wishing her luck... she said that you guys meant alot to her, truly. Anyway, the last thing is, I'll be reconstructing her blog and everything.... and her friendster will be taken over by me... and her handphone too...

it's really very sad ok...i can't help crying..i can't stop crying..she was really sweet and all..really bubbly and friendly..and her triplet sister just died..and her birthday's on the 6th of august! she didn't even make it to her b'day..she didn't get to celebrate it..i feel so terrible..like i could have done something for her..she was so young..i intend to go for her funeral..i have to..i want to..i hope they will let me..i wonder if w-inds. is sad too..they did intend to celebrate her b'day after all..

hehehehehe

2005-07-29T23:05:00.000+08:00

i know i said that i would do a proper post..but i'm really lazy..cuz' i intend to sleep rather soon..yeah..anyway..before i do anything..HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICHOLAS NG! lolx..i completely forgot lah..it's tomorrow..but heck..i don't know lah..i really wanna download some stuff..but heck lah..on the wrong comp..so..i just going to do some quizzies..i guess..

TEN Random Things About Me:

1. I LOVE W-INDS.!!!
2. I LOVE TACHIBANA KEITA! <3
3. i'm addicted to lollipops..lolx..
4. i love math and science
5. i'm in chinese dance
6. i just performed
7. very tired now
8.very full also..
9. i like to sing (Especially w-inds.'s songs..)
10. i'm bonkers

NINE things I look for in a guy/girl:

1. trust
2. true love and not lust
3. funny
4. sweet
5. a good father
6. relatively cute
7. witty
8. dorky
9. ABSOLUTELY LOVABLE! (just like keita-kun..AWWW...)

EIGHT Things I want to do:

1. GROW UP TO 175cm!!
2. marry keita and have kids with him..(teehee..)
3. get into a triple science class
4. loss some weight..-.-'''(i so fat liao..)
5. GO JAPAN!! yay! (so can stalk w-inds. and maybe go for a w-inds. concert..*sigh*)
6. SLEEP FOREVER..yesh!
7. buy all w-inds. related items..(HAIZ..)
8. know what i want in life..

SEVEN of my Favorite Items in my bedroom:

1. MY W-INDS. BOURBON GUM! *yum*
2. my pen-knife
3. BLANKIE! lolx..(actually it's a comforter..)
4. my super worn-out bolster
5. some of my clothes
6. my bed
7.my pillow

SIX Things I believe in:

1. good ghosts
2. science
3. grudges
4. KEITA! (lolx..yes..super lame..)
5. sleeping is good for your health
6. NO ABORTIONS!

FIVE Things I'm afraid of:

1. giving my kids horrible genes
2. not being able to fulfill my dreams
3. heights
4. suffocating
5. something bad happening to any of my baobeis..

FOUR places I visit regularly:

1. school
2. church
3. tuition centre
4. orchard (once a month)

THREE Things I do everyday:

1. bathe
2. drink lots and lots of water
3. complain

TWO Things I am trying NOT to do right now:

1. fall asleep (must stay up for 1/2 hr more to wish nick happy b'dy)
2. worry

ONE Person I want to see right now:

1. KEITA! lolx..

ok..i really really really feel like sleeping now..but i ought to wait up lah..i have to do it since i told him i will do it liao..haiz..lolx..ok anyway..i will probably go watch shaman king while waiting..lalala..buh bye

exhausted...

2005-07-28T21:17:00.000+08:00

ok..i really do want to update but i'm like super tired..and i wish to go to sleep soon..i promise i will try to update tomorrow although i will only be able to reach home at about 11..so yeah..HAIZ..but it's worth it lah..=D so i'm only going to do a w-inds. quizzie..

who's your favorite member?
TACHIBANA KEITA! XDDD (baobei woh....)

how'd you become such a crazy w-inds. fan?
eh..cuz' waijean influence me loh...thought they were ugly at first..then realised that they were actually cute..(and damn hot) and then fell in love with their dorky characters..but i fell in love with their songs first lah..lolx..was super addicted to their songs..and i still am! it's all due to them that i am so in love with them..

what's your favorite song?
hmm..i guess it will have to be 'Forever Memories'..hehe..cuz' i love the tune..and it is like so great..no wonder they became so famous..=P they weren't cute during their debut days you know...but basically, i like all their songs..

list all items you have that are w-inds.
haha..eh..
1)1st Message album
2)SoA album
3)PoL album
4)ageha album
5)1st message tour DVD
6)PoL tour DVD
7)~bestracks~ album
8)w-inds. meets JUNON
9)about 8 JUNONs (still counted cuz' every month they feature w-inds.!)
10)4 w-inds. can badges
11)w-inds. bourbon gum
12)3 w-inds. posters
13)a whole bunch of w-inds. pictures
14)w-inds. hp strap
15)w-inds. keychain (which i stupidly lost on the bus..so i don't have it anymore..*cries*)
16)don't know how many wallet pictures
17)w-inds. playing cards
i think that's about it..didn't really specify or add in the stuff i downloaded..haha..or else will have one REALLY REALLY LONG LIST..cuz' my w-inds. stuff already come up to like a total of don't know how many GB...

whats the first song you heard?
to be honest with you..i can't remember..LOLX..probably super lover ~i need you tonight~ cuz' it was waijean's fav song at that time..lolx..

what the first pv you watched?
hmm..probably shiki? i actually can't remember lah..but i think it should be shiki..cuz' i remember shiki was released shortly after i got addicted to w-inds...and waijean was going on about keita being seductive..XDDD

who the person who got you into w-inds. (admit it, theres SOMEONE)
waijean lah!! -.-'''

if you could meet w-inds., howd you like meet them?
hmm...introduced through a muture friend? then i can become their friend too! and hopefully something more..*wink* lolx..but if cannot..i just wanna be their friend lah..more realistic..haha..

where you would be?
in japan i guess..or maybe they will come to singapore..lolx..at some restaurant or something..so we can chat over a meal..

which two friend you take with you, if you can?
uh..HMMM...hard choice..probably jessica..but jessica might scare them away..haha..jessica and yuechin i guess..*dies* though i would love to bring more..XD

can you sing any song? with them or without? which?
yeah i can..with and without..depends on the song..and then..oh ok..forever memories i can sing without them..kireida i can sing without them..super love i can sing without them..ageha kinda lah..acutally..i can kinda sing all their songs..just that i don't know some parts..so yeah.

your favorite line or verse in a w-inds. song?
Eh...i honestly don't have one..lolx..cuz' i don't really know what their meanings are..-.-''' i feel like such a stupid girl..

Do you like 1st Message, System of Alive, or Prime of Life?
UH..i like all equally! lolx..i love all their songs! you can't really expect me to choose right?!

what you think is best thing about w-inds.?
their personalities..mainly their attitudes..hard-working yet able to enjoy themselves and have fun with their lives no matter how stressful they may be..they also seem to handle being popular very well..and then they are so wonderfully dorky..and the thing i like about that is that they aren't so stiff and they can like relax in front of cameras and do weird stuff without really caring whether people will say "oh look! he's doing stupid things! he must be a big fat idiot!"..probably cuz' they have the assurance that we love them a lot and we love their dorkiness too..=P

what you think is best thing about keita?
the face that he is so talented and he's personality so totally rocks! it's like..he can sing, dance, rap, draw, play musical instruments well..and he's so adorable..so loving..HAIZ...when he gets a girlfriend..i really envy her..i already envy his future wife now..=S

what you think is best thing about ryuichi?
the fact that he gets so hyped up over simple things and is a very enthusiastic guy..he's also so silly it just makes me want to pinch his cheeks and go "AWWW!! cutie widdle ryuichi!!" it's like..he's so open and understanding..he doesn't want his girlfriend to like hide her true self..he wants her to be as outgoing as him i guess..

what you think is best thing about ryohei?
his sweetness and shyness? lolx..it's like..he really is very sweet..and responsible..he would make a good husband and an even better father..and also the fact that he knows what to conceal lah..lolx! he's also cute..=PPP

which pv that has best moves?
i don't know......i think that all the pvs look good..and hot..LOLX..makes me drool..=PP NYEAH!

what single they look best?
WAH! what kind of question is that?! they look hot in all the singles lah!!! but ryohei looks extra hot in super lover.*dies* and keita just looks super hot in every single..XDDD and ryuichi looks hot when he had the short hair..yeah..

you like ryuichis long hair?
no..and even though he cut his hair liao..i still think he looks weird..

you ever try to imitate keita on any wierd actions? which?
i guess..like when i see him doing something dorky i will try to imitate..and i like imitating his grin..and his winks..*dies*

you ever try to do a break dance ryohei did?
no way!!! i don't wanna hurt myself..i am like seriously not made for breakdancing..

how about one ryuichi did?
NUH-UH!! never ever..i think..although i might..lolx..

if you can take keita item, what you take?
i don't know...lolx..can i take his friends? =P maybe his money so i can buy w-inds. stuff..or his voice so i can sing better..or his talent in the arts..*dies* so talented!

anything of ryohei you want take?
his flawless skin!!! lolx! and his breakdancing skills..and his voice..and his personality! lolx..

anything of ryuichi you want take?
actually this one i'm too sure..his guitar playing skills!! lolx..i wanna play guitar..

haha..that's all liao loh..i need to sleep..=P GOOD NIGHT! haiz..

some quiz thingy

2005-07-27T17:49:00.000+08:00

hey..this little girl has to rush cuz' she doesn't have much time..and yeah..i know i said i would make a w-inds. temp..but no time..i already took 3 hours to finish up this one lah!! -.-'''' and it's taken from someone else somemore..haiz..so anyway..tomorrow and friday performing at kallang theatre..so i very busy lah..yeah..i still have homework to do..and i have to pack my bag..and i intend to sleep by 8 too..-.-''' ok! i shall continue..with the quizzie..lolx..next time i update more lah k?

[ ] I am a university student.
[x] I am a cuddler. (wah? i like to cuddle.....)
[x] I am an okay dancer. (if i wasn't, would i be in chinese dance?
[x] I am a huge fan of lists. (kinda..haha..i like making lists..it's called procrastinating..)
[ ] I am a morning person. (no! i'm not a morning, night or afternoon person! i'm a sleep all day person!)
[ ] I am a perfectionist.
[ ] I am a Republican.(wah?)
[ ] I am allergic to something deadly. (i hope not)
[ ] I am an only child.
[x] I am Catholic.
[ ] I am content as of this moment.
[x] I am currently in my pajamas.
[ ] I am currently pregnant.(what a joke..)
[x] I am currently single.
[ ] I am embarrassed to be seen with my mother or father. (only if they start doing weird stuff..)
[x] I am currently suffering from a breaking heart. cuz' my 'hubbies' don't really love me..haiz..)
[ ] I am okay at styling other people's hair.
[ ] I am left handed.
[ ] I am married.
[ ] I am obsessed with my myspace.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I am procrastinating by filling out this list. (haha! yesh!)
[x] I am resentful that I have to grow up. (i wanna be a baby forever)
[ ] I am very shy around the opposite sex.
[ ] I am, or was, pigeon-toed. (what is that?!)
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I can be paranoid at times.
[x] I carry a weapon with me everywhere I go. (is a pen-knife counted?)
[ ] I collect picture frames.
[x] I currently have a crush on someone.
[ ] I consider myself to be a 'nerd'.
[x] I currently regret something that I have done/am doing.
[x] I curse frequently. (trying to get out of this habit though..)
[ ] I do not believe people are inherently good or evil. (i don't understand..)
[ ] I don't hate anyone.
[x] I enjoy country music.(kinda..)
[ ] I enjoy ...jazz music. (NO!)
[x] I enjoy smoothies.(wah? are they like mlik shakes?)
[x] I enjoy talking on the phone. (depends on who..)
[ ] I have a ...car.
[x] I have a mobile phone.
[x] I have a hard time paying attention at school.
[ ] I have a hidden talent. (i have no talent..-.-''')
[x] I have a hobby.
[x] I have a lot to learn.
[x] I have a pet.
[x] I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
[x] I have a tendency to fall for the "wrong" guy. (isn't it sad?)
[ ] I have all my grandparents, none of them have died.(never even got to see my maternal ones..-.-'''neither did my dad see them..die so young..haiz..)
[x] I have at least one brother and/or sister.
[ ] I have avoided work to play with my myspace.(WHAT IS MYSPACE?!)
[ ] I have been in a real relationship.(ha..ha..ha..)
[ ] I have been in a threesome.(EEEWWWWW!!!)
[ ] I have been rejected by someone.(haven't even confessed before..)
[ ] I have been the "psycho ex" in a past relationship. (never even been in a relationship)
[x] I have been to another country.
[ ] I have been to an anime convention.
[ ] I have been to Europe.
[ ] I have been to Las Vegas.
[x] I have been told that I am very smart. (by ignorant people..)
[x] I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor. (in a way..i do..)
[ ] I have broken a bone.[ ] I have Caller I.D. on my phone. (MY DAD CANCELLED IT! so sad lah..)
[ ] I have changed a diaper.(i'm not sure about this one..i might have changed my sister's diapers..)
[x] I have changed a lot over the past year. (people change..)
[ ] I have cheated on a significant other. (ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND?!)
[ ] I have counted down the days until the summer. (no summer in singapore..)
[ ] I have dated my best friend's ex. (my best friend and i have never had bfs before..)
[x] I have done something illegal. (i really regret it ok...so don't rub it in..)
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.(i do not intend to ever dye my hair)
[x] I have gone scuba diving/snorkling. (at club med after much persuasion..but i freaked out in there..)
[x] I have had major/minor surgery. (haha..4 times in one year..i love operations..)
[ ] I have had my hair cut within the last week.
[ ] I have had sex with someone I was not in a relationship with.
[ ] I have had the cops called on me.
[ ] I have kissed someone I knew I shouldn't.
[ ] I have kissed someone of the same sex.
[ ] I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past.
[x] I have mood swings.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I have rejected someone before.(no one even likes me for pete's sake..)
[x] I have seen The Lord of the Rings trilogy.
[ ] I have seen the television show The O.C.
[x] I have swam in the ocean.(i'm not too sure about this one..wait..i have..lolx..)
[ ] I have tried a drug that is illegal.(EEEWWWW!!)
[x] I have tried sushi.
[ ] I have watched Sex and the City.
[x] I have watched the television show Spongebob Squarepants. (XDDDD who lives in a pineapple under the sea!)
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I like being the center of attention.
[x] I like eating Ramen noodles.
[ ] I like my handwriting.(it sucks)
[ ] I like Shakespeare.(it's called torture..)
[x] I like the taste of blood.(THIS ONE DEFINITELY TRUE! waijean can be my witness! XDD)
[x] I like to cook.(depends on what i'm cooking..
[x] I like to sing.(haha..XDD)
[ ] I like to vacuum.
[x] I love learning foreign languages.(JAPANESE!!!)
[ ] I love Michael Jackson.
[x] I love my friends.(sad ain't it? what is it called? unrequited love?)
[ ] I love olives.
[x] I love rain.(stress reliever..I LOVE THE RAIN!)
[x] I love sleeping.(definitely..i wish to sleep forever..)
[x] I love to play computer games.(depends on which computer games..
[ ] I love to shop.(makes me feel sad..)
[x] I miss someone right now.(haha..aint' gonna say who..=P)
[ ] I own 100 CDs or more.
[ ] I own a home.
[x] I own and use a library card. (doesn't everyone in singapore?)
[x] I play a musical instrument.(i wanna learn guitar and violin though..)
[ ] I practice a religion that is not considered mainstream.
[x] I read books for pleasure.
[ ] I shave my legs.(haha..no..going to have lasar treatment when i get the money..
[ ] I sleep a lot during the day.
[ ] I strongly dislike math. (only graphs lah..)
[x] I think Britney Spears is pretty. (but i'm still straight!)
[ ] I think long strings of html code look cool.
[ ] I think that Pizza Hut makes the best pizza. (haha..yes!)
[ ] I think the world would be a better place if people just smiled more often.(like that would help..)
[x] I was born in a country other than the USA.
[ ] I watch more TV this year than last year.(i watched more last year..)
[ ] I watch soap operas on a regular basis.(EEEWWW!)
[ ] I wear contact lenses. (i would love to..but too expensive..)
[ ] I will try anything once.
[ ] I work at a job that I enjoy.(who enjoys being a student?)
[ ] I would classify myself as ghetto.(what's a ghetto?)
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.(NO WAY!)
[ ] I like orange kool aid.(never tried it before..)
[ ] I can name all 7 of the dwarfs from 'Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs'.
[ ] I like being at school.
[ ] I always love wearing sweaters.(only when it's cold)
[ ] I love water polo.
[ ] I am currently wearing socks.
[ ] I am being nostalgic right now.(i forgot what that is..)
[ ] I hate summer.(HOT! but singapore no summer anyway..)
[x] I am tired.(VERY TIRED..>.<)
[x] I love to paint/draw/sketch/sculpt (HAHA!)

I have....

[ ] smoked pot.
[ ] done ecstasy.
[ ] done coke.
[ ] done crack.
[ ] done heroin.
[ ] done opium.
[ ] done PCP.
[ ] done LSD.
[ ] done CCC's.
[ ] done prescription narcotics for recreational purposes.
[ ] huffed air-duster.
[ ] been to a rave.
[ ] been to a real party.
[ ] kissed someone.
[x] ridden in a taxi.
[ ] jumped a ramp with a bike.
[ ] been dumped.
[x] been used.(haha..yes..very sad..)
[ ] shoplifted.
[ ] ran from the cops.
[ ] been in a room of your school that you could get suspended for being in
[ ] been fired.
[ ] been kicked out of a movie theater.
[ ] snuck into a movie.
[x] been in a fist fight.(eh...not really..but i have been in fights..wait..yes i have..)
[ ] got hit by a car.
[ ] fired a real gun.
[ ] snuck out of your parent's house.
[ ] been arrested.
[ ] gone in a mosh pit. (wah?)
[ ] stolen something from your school.
[ ] celebrated new years in times square.
[ ] gone on a blind date.
[x] lied to a friend.
[x] had a crush on a teacher. (EH...*dies* don't ask..it was EXTREMELY short-termed..)
[ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[ ] been to europe.
[ ] skipped school.
[ ] thrown up from drinking.
[ ] played 'clue'(have i?)
[x] had a sleepover party.
[ ] gone ice skating.
[ ] cheated on a bf/gf.
[ ] been cheated on.
[ ] had your tonsils out.
[ ] been exposed to laughing gas.
[ ] had a car.
[ ] driven a car.
[ ] Totaled a car.

Do you...

[ ] feel loved.
[x] feel lonely.
[ ] feel happy.
[x] hate yourself.
[ ] have a dog.
[ ] have your own room.
[x] sing along with your music.
[] dance around the house in your underwear.
[ ] listen to Hawaiian Music.
[ ] listen to underground hip hop.
[x] listen to rap.
[ ] listen to classic rock.
[x] listen to new rock.
[ ] listen to country.
[ ] listen to reggae.
[ ] listen to techno.
[x] listen to hardcore punk.
[x] listen to pop.
[x] listen to r&b.
[ ] listen to jazz.
[ ] listen to crooners.
[x] listen to bands that can't be put into a category.
[x] have hobbies.
[ ] skateboard.
[ ] do aggressive inline.
[ ] snowboard.
[ ] ski.
[ ] surf.
[ ] skim board.
[ ] have more than 1 best friend.(i don't even know if i have one..)
[x] get good grades.(relatively lah..to others..but not to myself..)
[x] play an instrument.
[x] have slippers
[ ] wear boxers
[x] wear black eyeliner.(only for performances)
[x] like the color blue.
[ ] like the color pink.
[x] like the color red(sort of only..)
[x] like the color green
[x] like the color black(YES!)
[x] like the color purple
[ ] like neon colors(they hurt my eyes..)
[x] like to read.
[x] like to write.
[ ] have long hair.
[x] have short hair.
[ ] have a laptop.
[ ] have a pager.

Are you...
[x] bored.
[ ] happy.
[x] bilingual.(not effectively unfortunately)
[ ] Hawaiian.
[ ] blonde
[ ] a brunette
[ ] a redhead
[x] a darkhead
[ ] Samoan.
[ ] Filipino.
[ ] Korean.
[ ] British.
[ ] Australian
[ ] Italian
[ ] white
[ ] black.
[ ] Inuit
[ ] Mexican.
[x] Asian.
[ ] a Christian(i do not consider myself a christian)
[ ] a Muslim
[ ] a Jew
[ ] a Hindu
[ ] a Buddhist
[ ] a scientologist
[ ] an atheist
[ ] satanist
[x] short.
[ ] tall
[ ] just right
[x] realistic
[ ] an emo kid(wah?)
[x] sick(got the flu from my sister..-.-''')
[x] mad
[x] lazy.
[ ] talking to someone.
[ ] IMing someone.
[ ] buzzed
[ ] high
[ ] caffeinated
[x] sleepy.(EXTREMELY)
[x] annoyed.(at certain stuff)
[x] hungry.(REALLY REALLY)
[x] thirsty.
[ ] on the phone.
[ ] in your room.
[ ] drinking something.
[ ] eating something.
[x] ticklish.
[ ] listening to music ( i was! listening to DBSG..but it stopped..)
[x] a virgin.

hi

2005-07-24T15:08:00.000+08:00

i really wanted to blog on friday..but i got so upset after finding out that i lost my kinokuniya vouchers that i changed my mind and just went off the comp..i'm going to change my template to a w-inds. one cuz' i've kinda gotten over the DBSG fling..and i am totally obsessed with w-inds. once again..lolx..i've gone without DBSG for 3 days and i don't miss them at all..wanted to take them out of my mp3 earlier..but was too busy watching w-inds. so i kept forgetting..lolx..sorry waijean..i guess it's like i already knew that i would get over them very soon when i started listening to them..but..they still lasted 4 weeks didn't they? which is much more than i can say for the rest of my in-between fandoms..so..i guess what i'm saying is..w-inds. still totally rules my heart..hm..i guess you guys don't know much about me now..haiz..there is this SYF closing ceremony thing coming up next fri..which is great cuz' we get to skip cluster arts..cluster arts ca be such a bore sometimes..cuz' no one ever comes..and then there was speechday on friday..where i got the geography prize..oh yeah..and i finally quite piano..XD =P haha..ohoh! and i'm released..as in..i don't have to go to my psychiatrist anymore..=PPPP haha..can't really say i'm cured though..=P but it doesn't work anyway..(although my psychiatrist might be reading this..) OMG!! i am so psyched! they reinstalled the gallery in IT!! AHHHHHHH!!!! *dies* i love the gallery!! i wanna go back and scan through all the pics! XDDDD gawsh..i'm fangirling again..haha..w-inds. w-inds. w-inds.! by the way, keita looks so totally hot in his new hairstyle..SO HOT! i want him to keep his hair that length! XDD it makes me stop thinking about those gigantic muscles of his..keita should NEVER keep long hair ever again! lolx..and keita says he will stop wearing ear-rings..which is kinda sad..haiz..he looked so pretty in them..i mean..stop wearing dangly earrings is ok..but earrings altogether?! *cries* I WANNA CRY EVEN MORE!!!! the w-inds. section of the gallery can't seem to work!!! WHY?! how come the other sections can work and the w-inds. section can't?! grrr...anyway..keita and ryuichi intend to learn english together..ain't that sweet?! and there was something else..i forgot..oh yeah..keita says he will never date a girl who doesn't like his muscles..-.-'''' keita sweetie..it's not that we don't like your muscles..it's just that your muscles obsession is getting way too freaky..omg..ok..i don't think i'm allowed to post the picture here..and i don't know if guests are allowed to visit the IT galleries..but there's this super hot member in there..LOLX! i'm serious! go to the AAA - Natsu no Shounen Contest section of the gallery..and look for pictures posted up by wil_01d2..XD *drools* he looks totally hot..lolx..and i bet he knows it..i mean it's like..SHIRTLESS?! *dies* haha..so funny..he has the highest ratings so far..i still don't like the fact that the w-inds. section is down..-.-'''' and i forgot how to search..lolx..nevermind..oooo..found out..lolx..anyway!!! there have been rumours that w-inds. might come to singapore..so i don't know..good thing my scars are fading i guess..lolx..the only thing left of my upper wrist are really faint white marks..ok..i guess i forgot to put paragraphing..nevermind..NYEAH! off to look at user pics and make new temp! BYE!

stuff..hehehehehehe

2005-07-12T19:19:00.000+08:00

Who's the pickiest with girls?

micky: Whenever a really pretty girl goes by and all the members are like "Wow.." Max is the only one that doesnt say anything.

Max: It's not that, it's just that i dont FEEL anything.

Xiah: That's not true...

Hero: It's because he hasn't gone through puberty yet.

Max: Next question please...

[OH NO!!!! max doesn't like pretty girls..good for me! XDD because i ain't pretty..WAHHAHAHAHA!! but this guy is definitely hard to please..]

Who sleeps the most in DBSG?

uknow: It used to be Micky, but now, I think it's Max.

Micky: Handsome guys are sleepyheads.

Max: Uh.. haha.

[really?! o.0 but changmin doesn't really sleep a lot what..]

What do you not like about your body/face/ etc?

Max: Well, I dont like the fact that I have more than enough hair on my head.

Micky: Yeah, its true. He has so much, he doesnt even need a pillow.

[XDDD OMG..why is changmin answering most of the questions?]

How would you propose to the girl that you like?

Max: Well, I never even had a girlfriend before so its something that I cant even dream about doing. But if there is something that I would want to do with her is to wake up at around 4-5 AM and go jogging with her. That's it!

[-.-'''' 4-5AM?! man..at that rate..i would have to sleep REAL early..and they say changmin sleeps the most..i wonder how little the rest sleep..]

What would you want your girlfriend to call you?

Max: I have no jealousy towards those things. Just "Hey" or something like that. Something that's comfortable and friendly.

Hero: No, he's lying. He wants to be called something like "cutie~"

[XDDCUTIE!]

What would you do if the person you loved didnt love you but loved another member from DBSG?

Max: I would just never see her again.

Micky: See, Max puts us first before girls and almost everything else.

Max: Yeah.. that's true...

Hero: Are you saying that we're 2nd place?

Max: Of course not, you guys are always 1st<3

[dang..but at least he is like realistic..]

What type of girls do you like Changmin? You seem like the type that would like pale, pretty girls. Innocent girls...

Max: Well, not really. I actually like cute girls.

Hero: That's the same thing!

Max: Oh yeah.. and a couple of days ago, I saw a movie and there, the actress was speaking english and I was like "Wow..." so I would like it if the girl spoke english well.

Hero: Max, it's because youre still young. You think everything is so "wow" when its spoken in english...

[HAHA! i'm good in english changmin!!! that's because it's my first language..-.-'' i think he would want his gf to major in korean?]

1.) Name: Kim Junsu

2.) DOB: December 15th, 1986 [o.o!!! one day before keita's b'day! right? OH NO!! i forgot keita's b'day!!]

3.) Nicknames: Borisu, Chicken...etc... [CHICKEN?! what does borisu mean?]

4.) Bad habits: I clench my jaw a lot. [as in...when you get angry? does that mean you get angry a lot?]

5.) Religion: Christian [XDDD]

6.) Fav. Quote: Give my all to things I'm working on. [wah....so unlike me..]

7.) Bloodtype: B

8.) Height/Weight/Shoe Size: 170 cm, 49 kg, 265 mm. [THIS WAS 2001..he has grown taller now..by 8 cm..LUCKY! and so cute..his shoe size same as jaejoong..]

9.) Family: Dad, Mom, Hyung, and Me [hyun his is twin bro. junho]

10.) School: Neung Gok MS. [what does MS stand for? middle school?]

11.) Hobbies: Piano, singing, dancing...etc... [piano..argh..]

12.) Specialties: Singing, arguing with Hyukjae. [HAHA! hyukjae is his bestfriend..tsk..argue with hiis bestfriend so much..]

13.) Sleeping Habits: Using my arm as a pillow. [o.0 later the nerves get cut off..then get pins and needles]

14.) Something good about myself: Everything, I'm too perfect. [-.-''''' why does this remind me of brandon?]

15.) What I think of myself: Perfection. [XDDD SERIOUSLY...]

16.) Fav. number: 2 [YAY!!!!!]

17.) Fav. Season: Autumn [GOOD! i love autumn too! and winter! aki and fuyu!]

18.) Fav. Food: Almost everything. [cow's tongue? XDD]

19.) Least Fav. Food: Most of the things Hyukjae likes to eat. [HAHAHAHHA! oh man..and you start to wonder how they can be best friends..]

20.) Fav. Singers/Celebs: Kangta, N'SYNC [YES! N'SYNC! their songs nice k? and jaejoong likes kangta too!]

21.) Fav. Sport: Everything, especially soccer. (But the kids don't let me play with them.) [XDDD duh...you are too old to play with them..why don't you go play with w-inds.! XDD]

22.) Fav. Flower: Pumpkin flower [what is that?]

23.) Fav. Colors: Blue, Purple. [i respect your decision..as long as it's not weird colours like pink or brown....]

24.) Thing I do to pass time: Play computer games. [tsk..do you wear specs?]

25.) Places I go most often (excluding home): SM, School. library, book stores... [you seem to like reading a lot..]

26.) Most confident thing I can cook: Ramen [JAPAN!! XDDDD]

27.) Songs I like these days: Polaris- Kangta. [eh?]

28.) What do you prefer: coffee, milk, soda: I don't like them all, but from that list: soda. [o.0 HOW CAN YOU NOT LIKE MILK!]

29.) Most important being in my life: Myself... [how true..]

30.) Person I like least: Hyukjae [ARE YOU SURE YOU GUYS ARE BEST FRIENDS?! sounds more like arch-enermies to me..]

31.) Kinds of people I detest: In one word: LEE. HYUK. JAE!!! [o.0 weird relationship..]

32.) Something I'm worried about: Hyukjae keeps talking back to me. [maybe it's because you do it too..]

33.) What I think I was in my past life: a prince! [lolx..imaginative fella..]

34.) If I could be reborn: a woman. [*AHEM AHEM*]

35.) When I want to get married: when I'm ready and my life is all in order. [life ain't in order now?]

36.) What I do when I'm mad: Go and beat Hyukjae. [poor hyukjae..physically abused..]

37.) Places I want to fix on my face: I'm too perfect, there's nothing to fix. [-.-'''''''' KIM JUNSU! argh...]

38.) My dream/goal: Singer, song writer, owner of a managing company.[go take over SM..XDD]

39.) Dream Salary: 100000000000000000000000000000000000 won. [i have no idea how much that is in SG dollars..]

40.) My least liked feature: I like everything. ^0^ [haiz....]

41.) Something that happens everyday: Hyukjae steals my clothes! [LOLX!]

42.) I like/love someone right now: Nope!!! [hah..]

43.) Jinxes: None. [what does jinxes refer to?]

44.) Something I could go back and do: Go on the stage while singing and dancing. [HUH?!]

45.) What I most regret in my life: Not hitting Hyukjae when I had the chance. [oh man.........]

46.) If I left a will before I die: hi!! Hyukjae!! ^0^ (TN: I have no clue what that is.) [somehow..i am starting to think...that this guy..is a little..twisted..]

47.) Prized Posesstion: My cell phone. [ok.......]

48.) What I want to say to people full of themselves with Prince/Princess Syndrome: Keep going on like that and you'll die!!! [haha..it kinda sounds like you...]

49.) My ideal mate: Someone that gives me a strong feeling. [that's more of lust..]

50.) -

51.)What do you think of ladies who try and find seats when there are none in Sibways or Buses: ..... [haha..]

52.) Do you ever want to beat a small kid: Only if they're like Hyukjae. [-.-''''']

53.) What kind of kids scare you: bad kids. [haha..]

54.) If you were to dye your hair, what color would you dye it: Black. [GOOD! don't dye it anyway..anymore..it's bad for your hair..]

55.) Most memorable Movie: titanic, armagedon [SO TRUE! i remember i cried a whole lot during titanic..]

56.) Most memorable day during MS: First day of school. [MS again....middle school?]

57.) If you were to be in a drama what kind of character would you want to play: Hyukjae's older brother. [haha..so you can order him around?]

58.) When do you most not like your friend: When he talks back (ahem, Hyukjae, ahem.) [i have this weird feeling that he orders hyukjae around a lot..]

59.) What do you think of guys who wear makeup: it's okay as long as they don't wear a lot. [true..somehow..i think it's because he makesup for photoshoots..XD]

60.) Makeup vs. No makeup on women: no makeup. [GOOD!]

61.) favortie book (comics can be included): Slam Dunk, I read it with Hyukjae... [a hint of friendship..but slam dunk rocks!]

62.) What can you make with green onions and eggs: ramen [there is such a thing as green onions? chong?]

63.) Country I want to visit most: France, the city of love and art~ [uh huh..France isn't technically a city..]

64.) If I could get any domestic animal: Dog (I want to name him Hyukgoo) [i think he's obsessed with hyukjae]

65.) Favorite song to sing at karaoke: I hate singing karaoke. [why?]

66.) Things I stress over most: my voice. [cute voice..]

67.) Someone I want to meet the most in the world: Korea's first king. [korea has a king?]

68.) What would you do if you found 1000 dollars in the street: I'd give it to Hyukjae, aren't I sweet? ^0^ [HAHA! another hint of friendship..]

69.) Something different about it being 2001: One more year and it's world cup time baby! [uh huh......that world cup wasn't all that great..another one next year right?]

70.) Do you believe in ghosts: Yeah, no wait, no I don't. [haha..too hasty with his answer..]

71.) -

72.) Do you think there's a time in your life when you can be happy anywhere and anytime: YES! [riiiiight]

73.) Do you sleep over at people's house a lot: Not really. [usually hyukjae right?]

74.) Something I need right now: Synthesizer, things I can compose music with. [go get it then..i have a feeling he has it already..]

76.) What game am I best at: Anything, Hyukjae always loses to me. [that's only hyukjae sweetie..]

77.) What would you say to someone who's about to die: BYE!! [BYE!!]

78.) When did you ever feel like cursing yourself?: When I lost an arguement to Hyukjae. [HAIZ..this guy is totally obsessed..]

79.) What do you do when you can't fall asleep: I just stay awake, what else can I do. [eh..call hyukjae?]

80.) What would you do if you were walking and you farted when it was a quiet: God, Hyukjae that's nasty! [MEANIE]

82.) Good/bad thing about our country: Hyukjae. [is that good or bad?]

83.) Foreign language I want to learn: Japenese. [YESH!]

84.) My complex: My voice sounds like Park Kyunglim's. [what's a complex?]

85.) What is there you want to do: I've done everything I want, so nothing! [no sweetie..you want to get a synthesizer..]

86.) Do you find anything wrong with your face or personailty: Nope! [yes i do..your obsession with beating up hyukjae..]

87.) What I do when I'm stressed: Beat Hyukjae [*groan*]

88.) Have you ever wanted to commit suicide: Nope, that's bad. [heh..]

89.) What kind of teacher do you hate: Any teacher that's like Hyukjae. [AND AGAIN!]

90.) Who's a person who gave you the most hope etc: Duhkhyun hyung. I miss you! [WHO?!]

91.) What would you do if someone grabbed your things and started running: I'd made Hyukjae run after it for me. [tsk..slave eh?]

92.) What would you do if you saw a pervert on the street: I'm used to perverts cause my bestfriend is one. [LOLX..]

93.) What I think of losers/outcasts: I hate the word. [hm?]

94.) -

95.) Are you willing to live your life to the fullest: YESSIR!! [so enthu....]

96.) Rain, Snow, Sunshine, Cloudy, Windy which do you prefer: Sunshine!! [what an optimist..windy nicer..rain also..XD]

97.) Have you ever been attracted to someone you've chatted to online: No. [haiz..]

98.) What you want to say to your friends: I'm finally done answering 100 Q's!! [HAHA!]

99.) Future plans: Living life to the fullest. [ok...]

100.) You've finished! How do you feel: GOOD!! [i feel exhausted..]

quick one again..

2005-07-10T13:35:00.000+08:00

geh..i wanted to do a lot of stuff here..but i can't..so HAIZ..problem with being so busy..-.-''''''' anyway..just going to type in some stuff..i just made a list of goals! XDDDD haha..could call it mid-year resolutions..

1)stop swearing (so that i can be a good girl for my darling changmin, keita and ryohei..XD)

2)learn Japanese (so i can write to w-inds.! XD must try to start learning Korean too..but it's kinda ok since DBSG know how to speak english..XDD omg..their english is like so good!)

3)get into triple science (YES! must work hard woh...got a lot of competitors)

4)become pimple-free (hah! yes..i want to..who doesn't? will be kinda hard though..because of my genes and all..)

5)get rid of eczema (which means putting cream everyday..*dies* and i'm already being a good girl and letting my mom put cream for me..cuz' i can't stand to touch the cream..hehe)

6)keep cupboard neat at all times (STARTING TODAY! i just cleared my cupboard at like 11.30..)

7)be more organised (considering that all my baobeis/hubbies are like neat freaks..XD must learn from them..besides..waijean has kinda rubbed off on me..and now i see the need to be more organised..which means a lot of lists..one a day..-.-''')

8)not get distracted when doing work on comp(which isn't really working very well right now as you can see..HAIZ........)

9)work before play motto (ALSO not working..*dies* i need to get rid of my bad habits..old habits die hard..)

10)stop being a procrastinator (WHICH! is also not working..GEH.......cuz' i'm obviously procrastinating right now..)

11)achive the following grades in 2005:
-chinese: A2
-English: A1
-Maths: 90+
-Science: 85+
-History: 85+
-HE: 85+
-Art: 80+
-Lit: A2

12)stop cutting (you know what i mean..the scars are like so getting on my nerves..i just realised how ugly they are..-.-''''')

13)love friends and family (HAH! i kinda love you guys now anyway..but this is inspired by changmin and jaejoong..and also keita..XD hehehehehehe..because they all treasure their friends and families so much..)

14)be more trusting (cuz' i have GOT to open up more..or else i will just end up cutting again..which is not good cuz' i bet none of my baobeis/hubbies like that..)

15)lose 2-3kg (CUZ' I AM TOTALLY FAT! XD ok fine..not really..but i think i am..when i look at my limbs..i think i'm too skinny..when i look at my stomach or even think about it..i start thinking "GREAT! pot-belly.." XDDD i just measured my waist today..i think i lost 1 inch on it..no wonder my pants have been hanging on my hips nowadays..or maybe it's just that they have always been that way and i just never noticed..)

16)grow up to 170cm (SEE?! i reduced liao..PLEASE LET ME GROW! *dies* i feel so short around other people..)

17)drink at least 2 glasses of milk a day (this is to help me grow and not get osteoporosis..XD milk is also nice anyway..)

those are my goals..lalala~ see? who says fangirling is bad? it has inspired me to make all these goals..XDDDDDD now..i just need to keep them..HAIZ...have to study now..XD bye..by the way..i dreamt of changmin and his english last night..haha

really random stuff

2005-07-09T22:34:00.000+08:00

which dong bang shin ki member will be your lover? by kazen88
name
member	Micky
location	tent
position	bottom
topping	honey
toy	hand cuffs

Quiz created with MemeGen!

which dong bang shin ki member will be your lover? by kazen88
name
member	Hero
location	movie theaters
position	top
topping	honey
toy	hand cuffs

Quiz created with MemeGen!

which dong bang shin ki member will be your lover? by kazen88
name
member	Xiah
location	bed
position	top
topping	whipped cream
toy	hand cuffs

Quiz created with MemeGen!

XDDDD whatever...why micky?!

omg..i have some micky thingy going on..

what's with all the hand cuffs? and why can't i seem to get max?!

Which Dong Bang Shin Ki Member Is For You? by MyXiah

Name

Age

Favorite Color

DBSK Member

Which Dong Bang Shin Ki Member Is For You? by MyXiah

Name

Age

Favorite Color

DBSK Member

Which Dong Bang Shin Ki Member Is For You? by MyXiah

Name

Age

Favorite Color

DBSK Member

Which Dong Bang Shin Ki Member Is For You? by MyXiah

Name

Age

Favorite Color

DBSK Member

FINALLY A MAX! XDD

who's ur dbsg husband by pinkxcherry
Name
Color
Bday
Husband	U-know
Married Date	November 2019
Kids	thinking about it

Quiz created with MemeGen!

WHAT THINKING ABOUT IT?! you mean yunho doesn't want kids?! *dies*

2 only?

which one of us is infertile?

WHERE IS MY MAX!

MEET YOUR DBSG~* by lalalaland

Color

Fav. DBSG song

You Will Meet

wah? who will i meet?!

anyway..i have to go..haha

just some random stuff...

2005-07-08T16:05:00.000+08:00

FIRST! the quizzies..heh..from steffi..

ELvish or OrcishWhat Language Are You?

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You are a very open, loving person, who likes to laugh. People enjoy your company because you make things fun without trying. You are very warm-hearted and a good listener, yet distinctly quirky at time. You have many loyal friends. The Cakes Quiz

this was SOOOOOOOOO hard to choose! so many nice cakes!

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Cuteness and loveliness is your game to win the hearts of those around you. Although you seem artificial, stubborn and shallow at times, deep down, you're all about courage, friendship and love. What Kind Of Anime/Manga Are You?

ne..DIAO..

What Drink Are You?

HAH! shit..i closed my livejournal thing for the second time in 10mins..-.-'''*stabs self* and now for those from charm

http://www.quizdiva.net/shortestpersonalitytest/black.jpg"> %20color="#000000">You are elegant, withdrawn, and brilliant.Your mind is a weapon, able to solve any puzzle.You are also great at poking holes in arguments and common beliefs.
For you, comfort and calm are very important.You tend to thrive on your own and shrug off most affection.You prefer to protect your emotions and stay strong.

World's Shortest Personality Test

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to do more for you.

With respect to money, you spend as little as possible.

You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be methodical in your ways - with trouble adapting to the rules of society.

You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends.

Who's" the True You?

EH..as far as i know..most of the stuff ain't true..-.-'' and there aren't any other quizzies..excuse me while i eat (or try to) my big mac..man..they make big macs WAY too big! i can't fit them into my mouth..my mouth is too tiny..-.-''' i have to munch on the sides first..cuz' i can't fit the middle part in..-.-''''''' and the sides are hard too..so i have to flatten the thing..BLEARGH..now i remember why i don't like big macs..but i'm still a greedy pig..XDDD and they put too much veggies in there..they keep falling out..-.-''' anyway..a big THANK YOU!! ARIGATO GOZAIMASHITA!! XIE XIE!! and MERCI!! to yuechin!! i love you loads yuechin!! haha! she help me buy junon 04..XDDDDDD GAWSH! i can't wait to see the adorable keita pics! i am totally in love with keita..and on a SUPER DUPER EXTREMELY SAD note..i lost my w-inds. keychain..*CRIES HEART OUT* i am damn upset about it..not really..but even more upset that i was such an idiot..you see..i have been having problems with the thingie attatching it to my wallet for sometimg..cuz' it keeps dropping..yeah..but i stil hung it out of my pocket out of habit..and guess what?! it dropped on the bus..and when i noticed it was gone while tapping my card on the scanner, i wanted to go back and check..but then super embarassing..and i thought i left it in my pocket..so i was like "nevermind.." but it was on the seat! i wanted to rush up to the bus and try and get it back! but i too scared! *CRIES AGAIN*

let's have some funny stuff to cheer me up......

Ms Kang and the heat...(08.07.2005)
ms kang: ...then the air-con will go to waste..geography students will know that geography is a heat releasing...?
hall: *bursts into laughter*
ms kang: a heat releasing what?
hall: XDDDDDD
ms kang: ...oh..*frown* (something to the extend of saying sorry) geography students will know that CARBON DIOXIDE is a heat releasing...?
hall: GAS! *giggles*
ms kang: and biology students will know that when we breathe out we give out....?
hall: CARBON DIOXIDE!
girl (directly in front of ms kang): OXYGEN!
ms kang: XDDDDDDDDDDD this girl in front of me..says that when we breathe out we release OXYGEN..
hall: *bursts into laughter*
ms kang: ...no..we release carbon dioxide when we breathe out..

NE! XDDDDDDDD and another one!

Water bottle incident 1...(24.06.2005)
sharon, grace, me and sharon's friend (i forgot her name) are chatting on the stairs in front of NJ's hall..before the math test..
sharon's friend: *drops water bottle*
me: XDDDD (cuz' it reminds me of myself) *bends to pick up bottle* (bottle rolls down stairs) *my two water bottles in my bag drop out* *dies*
guy below: *bends down to pick up the girl's water bottle and passes it to me*
me: eh..thanks..*tries to chase after own water bottles while passing the girl her bottle*
guy: *picks up one of my bottles*
me: *picks up the other one*
guy: *hand bottle to me*
me: eh..thanks again..*dies*
sharon/grace: are you jealous of *insert girl's name here*? there must be some better way to get to know that guy right?
me: IT WAS AN ACCIDENT!
sharon/grace: can't be..
sharon/grace: yes it can..she can't plan it so perfectly right?
me: *dies again*

Water bottle incident 2...(08.07.2005)
me: *moves hand and hits water bottle*
the water bottle drops off the table (a perfectly normal occurence to me and waijean..-.-''' i drop my bottles REALLY often)
waijean: *cracks up*
me: argh...*bends to pick up bottle* *takes bag up* (i think i had to take something..from my bag)
water bottle in bag drops..
waijean: *cracks up and laughs even harder*
me: argh!! *frustrated look*
waijean: *still laughing..bends down to pick up bottle*
me: *leans back in frustration and hits dorothy's bottle making it fall* ARGH!!!!!!!!
waijean: *comes back up still laughing*
me: i just banged into dot's bottle and made it drop..
waijean: *dies laughing*

see what an evil friend i have?

steps (08.07.2005)
me: *slips on steps* AHHH (or something like a weird animal howl..)
waijean: *grabs my arm* careful girl..
me: *cracks up and can't stop laughing* that was funny
waijean: *weird look* no it wasn't.......

ha..that wasn't really funny..don't know why i thought it was..must be the howl..-.-'''

mr lim HAHA (30.06.2005)
now..i know mr lim has a lot of funny lines like "tuck in your chairs.." and stuff like that..but this is the most recent..i think..cuz' i can't really remember what he said yesterday..no wonder he has earned the nickname "lim HAHA" XDDD

mr lim: you know..got a lot of new teachers around ah..so i am the oldest teacher here..
class: *cracks up with mutterings of "yeah..so true"*
mr lim: ...as in..i am the most old around here..as in..i am the most senior teacher lah!
class: *still laughing*

mr lim really needs to brush up on his grammar..

beauty sleep (10.06.2005)
now i'm not sure if you will fine this funny..but i was seriously amused by it..
me: *turns around to see what green 4 is talking about*
zestin (to guy beside him): all girls need their beauty sleep..and this girl (points to me) and these two girls (points to his female team mates seating next to him) have a lack of it
two girls: *glare*
me: *blank expression* (but inside i was really amused by his wit and i wanted to say "yeah..i wanna sleep all day long..")
zestin: *looks at me* eh..no offense..don't take it seriously lah..
me: i'm not..

ME NEED BEAUTY SLEEP! hahahahaahhahaha! sorry..i am extra hyper..no wait..have been extra hyper this few days..have you heard me whining? XDDDDD those not in my school/current class who claim that they have..ARE LYING..because they haven't seen the worse like my class..i can't remember who said..i think it was jayne..that it sounded like a mosquito..XDDDDD LAST ONE! it was funny for me at least..

clemence: i said already..i spend a lot of time with ziwei..alone..in a room..
me: o.0 wah?
clemence: ....with a machine and a nutty professor..(did i spell that right?)

HEHE! it sounded so damn sick loh..cuz' we were on the topic of he and his gfs and his DATES..and he claimed that he spends a lot of time with guys too..then i was saying that ziwei was jealous because he spends more time with *ahem* and *ahem* than with ziwei..and i was going on about him two-timing *ahem* and *ahem* then he told my mom "teresa says i'm two-timing *ahem* and ziwei" XDDDDD and my mom was like "huh?!" sorry..can't put in the names anyway..haha..later my bro kill me..but i thought he was going on a date today anyway..o.0 but he's at home..wonder why..

and i feel like murdering that johnathan chan now..because of him and his stupid "let us pray" thing..everytime i imitated the priests i would be like "ARGH! what a freaking idiot! i wish i could murder him" in my head..and i would picture myself stabbing him to death..while the rest of the school burst into laughter..i'm sorry..but i feel very strongly about this because it is MY RELIGION and i feel that it is TOTALLY wrong to make fun of it the way i feel that it is TOTALLY wrong the way people insult other races by imitating them..the way i feel it's totally wrong the way people blame Japan for WWII when it is already over and the new generation are like biased against all Japanese..that's why i don't really like studying history..but i shall perservere..cuz' i intend to take it next year..and the textbook lacks info..hah! and the history teacher doesn't know..geh..i need a better history teacher..like my primary school ones..even mr yip is better..so i still feel PISSED at him..and if i ever see him again..i think i might blow my top..i could just shout at someone..that's all for today..oh yeah..list of things to be done:

1) get 36 bucks for beanie froggie project
2) learn er shang for test on tuesday
3) colour the icon whatever thingy..
4) english "the giver" book report
5) IPW blog thing (CRAP LAH!)
6) call waijean to ask about hw
7) learn Japanese
8) surf net
9) Pack HE stuff to bring to school by monday (just in case you forget on monday night)
10) do kumon
11) read books
12) Do HE 2+2 innovation thingy
13) Do HE journal

13 things..lolx..and there's still the christmas prezzies to buy..can i do the colouring at waijean's house on wednesday? heehee..a lot of stuff due on tuesday loh..

*edit: apparently the quizzie pictures can't come out..

some email sent by chermy

2005-07-06T20:13:00.000+08:00

Have you ever, at any one time, had the feeling that life is bad, real bad, and you wish you were in another situation? You find life make things difficult for you,everything seems to go wrong... Read the following story... it may change your views about life:

- After a conversation with one of my friends, he told me despite taking 2 jobs, he brings back barely above 1K per month, he is happy as he is. I wonder how he can be as happy as he is considering he has to skimp his life with the low pay to support a pair of old parents, in-laws, a wife, 2 daughters and the many bills of a household. He explained that it was through one incident that? he saw in India... that happened a few years ago when he was really feeling low and touring India after a major setback. He said that right in front of his very eyes, he saw an Indian mother chop off her child's right hand with a chopper. The helplessness in the mother's eyes, the scream of pain from the innocent 4 year old child haunted him until today.

You may ask why did the mother do so; had the child been naughty, had the child's hand been infected ?? No, it was done for two simple words TO BEG! The desperate mother deliberately caused the child to be handicapped so that the child could go out to the streets to beg.

Taken aback by the scene, he dropped a piece of bread he was eating half-way. And almost instantly, a flock of 5 or 6 children swamped towards this small piece of bread which was covered with sand, robbing bits from one another. The natural reaction of hunger.

Stricken by the happenings, he instructed his guide to drive him to the nearest bakery. He arrived at two bakeries and bought every spent less to obtain about 400 loaves of bread (this is less than $0.25 per loaf) and spent necessities. Off he went in the truck full of bread into the streets. As he distributed the bread and necessities to the children (mostly handicapped) and a few adults, he received these unfortunate.

For the first time in his life he wondered how bread which cost less than $0.25. He began to tell himself how fortunate he is. How fortunate he is to be able to have a complete body, have a job, have a family, have the chance to complain what food is nice and what isn't, have the chance to be clothed, have the many things that these people in front of him are deprived of...

Now I begin to think and feel it, too!? Was my life? really that bad ? Perhaps... no, I should not feel bad at all... What? about you? Maybe the next time you think you are, think about the child who lost one hand to beg on the streets.

1)牋 "Contentment is not the fulfilment of what you want, it is the realization of how much you already have." [this is me! haha..this is actually true..lolx..unfortunately..mankind is greedy..LIKE ME! XDDD so yeah..]

2)牋 When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us. [ne......i guess this is KIND of true..lolx..but must persevere obviously..]

3)牋 It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. [like yeah........haha..SEE JESSICA?! XD]

4)牋 Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back! Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours. [EH......riiiiiiiiiight..haha..i will never REALLY get married]

5)牋 It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. [-.-''' WHAT A DAY?! -.-''''''' WHAT AN HOUR?! HAIZ HAIZ HAIZ!! i take like 3-6mths before i decide 'yes..i love him' see waijean..changmin and the other DBSG guys are called INFATUATIONS]

6)牋 Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile. [yeah waijean..don't be so shallow..XDD see? i go for w-inds.! because w-inds. makes me laugh my head off even when i'm depressed! and they are so wonderfully DORKY..XDD and they are so sweet too! ]

7)牋 There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real! [YESH! like keita-kun! and changmin..and ryohei! XDD]

8)牋 Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do. [one life..LAH~ and i'm going to waste it away..]

9)牋 May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy. [NE~ me don't want sorrow..or stuff like that..]

10)? Always put yourself in other's shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the other person, too. [yeah..but people don't usually care]

11)? The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. [eh....i guess..but those are optimists..and i ain't one..]

12)? Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives. [yes..like i appreciate w-inds.! the happiness lies for those who cry part reminds me of the time i laughed while i was crying..]

13)? Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches. [ne..let's edit it a bit..love begins with keita's grin, grows with that wonderfully imaginery kiss in your head and ends with the truth]

14)? When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying. [HAH! i will live my life such that when i commit suicide things will be the same way as when i was born..]

Please send this message to those people who mean something to you, to those who have touched your life in one way or another, to those who make you smile when you really need it, to those? that make you see the brighter side of things when you are really down, to those who you want to let them know that you appreciate their friendship.

And if you don't, don't worry, nothing bad will happen to you, you will just miss out on the opportunity to brighten someone's day with this message.

AND I'M SUPER INSANE AND HYPER TODAY!

CLINGY CHANGMIN!

2005-07-04T18:44:00.000+08:00

geh..me need to upload those pics..haha..that can like put them on the DBSG forum too..XD HAH! me going to upload now..but looking at pics at the same time..HERE: (yeah..the first pic is on the first page..XDD)

these are the pictures where changmin is SUPER clingy..i ignored others where he is holding 'normally' but the others are just standing still..XDD

hehe..this is also one of the pics where jaejoong looks like he's about to bite someone's ear off..

LOOK AT THAT PINK BAG CHANGMIN'S CARRYING!

and he loves clinging to jaejoong..XDDD

clingy changmin..HAHA!

and changy's getting a TAD too clingy...

XDD jaejoong again..

slightly different from an earlier pic..SEE JAEJOONG POUT!

NE! changmin is possesive of jaejoong...

and jaejoong is biting again..

HEH! that's all..and here's somemore pics of jaejoong biting..XDDD:

XDDDD he has a biting obsession..and here are some pics which pronounce them as GAY! XDDD

hehe..jaejoong can't let go of max! XDDDD and yunho is jealous..look at his fist..XDD

look at the two couples! micky kissing xiah and jaejoong and yunho so close to each other..i wonder if max every feels left out..

see micky leaning into xiah? and see jaejoong getting so close to changmin? and see yunho's jealous face? XDDD i bet changmin is holding jaejoong's drink for him..

and this! is where..yunho misses jaejoong..XDDDDD

and these are some bonus pics..:

the heart shape brothers..XDDDD

baobeis!

the dorkiness of my darlings..

see?! saboing each other!! poor changmin..the victim of this whole thing..

BABY JAEJOONG! LOLX!

and my absolute favourite:

NE! XDDDD kawaii!!!!!! the crazy folks..

haha..i'm taking one or two days off chinese dance..cuz' my muscle really hurts..and now must go back to doing chinese so can sleep early..DAMN HAPPY! waijean lending me tri-angle tomorrow..*huggles her* hehehehehehe..by the way..i dreamt of changmin last night again..*dies* and my mp3 is out of batteries..*cries*

redid quizzes..and other stuff..

2005-07-03T23:46:00.000+08:00

CheaKang-ChangMin': Congratulation~!!!! u LUv
cheakang the most in DongBangShinGi ~!!! u
should be glad that u r luving a perfect guy in
DongBangShinGi. Since he is so perfect than
anyone eles in the world.... u can not stop
luving him~!!!

Which DongBangShinGi member do u LUv the Most??? ( ONLY girls Who Knows DBSG)
brought to you by Quizilla

I AM SO HAPPY! HAHA! my darling changmin!!!!!!

uknow-yoonho: u r very LUCk that u know LIke u the
best~!!! I'm sure that u know will protect u if
something horrible happeneds to u~ and Don't
forget.. U know LIkes u the Best and HIs gonna
protect u untill u die~!! u R very LuckY

Which DongBangShinGi memeber will like U the most than any other fanZ??? ( Only for Girls Who Knows DBSG )
brought to you by Quizilla

dang..see my mildly disappointed face? -.-'''''''''''' i want changmin..or jaejoong..haha..(or keita..or ryohei..just jk..)

youngoung-jeajeung: HahA... well he might not be
good at kissing u.. adn he might be shy.... BUt
it's ur JOb to make him not shY.. gooD LUck~!!

which DongBangShinGi member will u Kiss??? ( korean Girls who KNows DBSG )
brought to you by Quizilla

hehe..not bad..not bad at all..YEAH! i get to kiss the prettiest guy on earth!

Micky-yoochun: ur personality is pretty cOOl But
except that ur kinda over reacting... BUt good
thing about ur personality... U make people
Laugh...!!! LOL that's also micky's
personality~!! don't forgeT..^^

which DongBangShinGi member has similar personality as u??? (korean Girls ONLY )
brought to you by Quizilla

oh no..*dies* ah well..he DOES have a nice voice...

mickY-YoochuN: HAHAHA U match W/ LovelY mickY.. he
is very FunnY.. and while ur with HIm.. u'll
have the nicest time~! PEople who luVz mickY
will be jealous Of U..bC U match w/ MickY the
BesT~ LOL

whiCh DBSG member wiLL match w/ u ?? ( GirLz OnlY)
brought to you by Quizilla

oh no..AHHH!! *stab stab* haha..just joking..WHY!!! what happened to my CHANGMIN! ah well..totally in love with changmin now..especially after the hug mv..haha..i just totally died when he appeared..and i'm still seething over the girl hugging jaejoong..grrrr..and changmin did the keita wink! *dies* hahahahaha..ok..changmin's b'day is like 1 month before mine! me ish happy! haha! and he's only 17 somemore..me even happier..lolx..love him..

on another note..i overstrained my right upper thigh muscle and my right foot muscle..*dies* how to do chinese dance now..haiz...shall go fangirl somemore..NYEAH!

ah...hehe

2005-07-03T14:19:00.000+08:00

ne....i wanted to update yesterday..but couldn't..*glomps* cuz' i was too depressed..geh..it's like yesterday i was so horrible..how could i do such a thing to my own sister!! *cries* i'm so stupid..i feel so guilty..i cut her hair......if you are bewilded..you obviously do not know me well enough..i was horrible!!! i go and cut..until..until..her fringe was so short and went straight across..and now she looks so weird! and i feel so bad..i scared later her friends laugh..bleargh..so i tell her everyday must gel it to the side..*glomps* i'm such a bad bad bad bad bad sis..so bad..so bad..i can't stand myself..i was like looking at her..and seeing how innocent she looked (at that moment) and then she was like "nevermind" and making jokes about it..and i felt like crying..haiz....then afterwards kinda got over it..after deciding to buy her a chocolate bar every week until her hair grows back in order to make it up to her..yeah..then went to do my chinese newspaper articles..AND GUESS WHAT?! silly little me went to close the document without saving..this is how it went:

i closed the doc and this pop-up appears asking if i want to save the document..i decide i don't want to close the doc after all and read the statement as "do you want to close the document?" and i clicked "no" and then...

me: AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! oh no oh no oh no!
mom: *stare* what happened?
me: I CLOSED THE DOCUMENT WITHOUT SAVING! (close to tears) and i just did two translations somemore!!
grace: can retrieve one
dad: yeah
me: HOW?! quick tell me!
dad: go show her

after awhile..

grace: uh-oh...i don't think can retrieve yours..
me: AHHHHHHHHHH!!! *cries*

then i frantically try to see if there is some other way..and i can't find one..so i scream again and start crying again..of course they didn't see me cry..

mom: so can retrieve or not?
grace: eh....judging by her 'ahhhh!!' i guess not?
me: *glares* *offs comp and goes to room*

NE! i so upset about it..and i couldn't stop crying until like 1 hr later..GEH..haha..the funny part was that brandon called and i was like laughing and crying at the same time..and then my maid came in..and i just said something..and she was like "what?" hahahahaha..ah well..eh..i kinda forgot what i was going to say..-.-'' i'm innocent!!!!! haha..OH YEAH! i just remembered..i am making a christmas shopping list..yes now..don't complain..and don't go like "why so early?!" cuz' i'm a bloody procrastinator..besides..i need to get my secret santee's gift by like mid-november so i can send to her and it will reach her by christmas..haha..and since i don't really want to spread out my shopping..i intend to buy them all the same day..=P i hope november got discount..haha..i also need to know how much i have to save mah..and it's like..if still got money then i will either get something for those not so close friends of mine..or get some w-inds. stuff for myself! HEH! most likely the latter..so your must quickly quickly tell me what your want! and this only applies to certain people..namely..the following..

1) family members (6 loh!!!!)
2)yuechin
3)samantha
4)chermaine
5)zoe
6)rachel
7)limyu
8)nicolette
9)andrew (+baby)
10)brandy
11)kevin
12)george (even though like not very close..but he's still my kor mah..)
13)dorothy
14)waijean
15)cosina
16)lois
17)jessica
18)jayne
19)sammie
20)shanshan
21)stefanie
22)junying
23)charm

THAT'S ALL!! ok..and this is like what i have so far..

Kevin - T-shirt (size: depends, colour: white)
Andrew + Baby - one of those couple things where the girl gets one thing and the boy gets another thing. If unable to find, get a couple card. (preferably PINK! Bleargh..)
Clemence - T-shirt (size: depends)
Zoe - Small toy or soft-toy
Mom - Blouse or Jewellery
Xavier - Computer Game or Macadamias or Olives
Dad - Fountain Pen refill
Grace - ??
Stefanie and Jun Ying - J-POP/ROCK stuff
Dorothy - anything (preferably in the colours of Black, lime green, purple, orange and hot pink)
Jessica - wFL stuff (preferably Ryohei or Akira)
Ino - Lead pics and stuff (preferably Keita or Akira) and a letter
Samantha - ??
Chermaine - accessories (preferably something with dolphins or puppies)

haha..yes..see?! like that i will most probably go broke liao..glomps..i hope my mom will be kind enough to give me some money to spend for christmas..hmm..i forgot the other thing i wanted to say..i know it's something about w-inds...ahh!!! cannot remember..nevermind..next time then put..buh bye..

some random w-inds. stuff!

2005-07-02T13:59:00.000+08:00

YES! i have not forgotten about my baobeis! i still love them! hahahahaha! and i love them lots lots lots! more than DBSG! cuz' i don't really know DBSG's personalities except that changmin is super dorky and blur and ADORABLE! haha..ok..here..interviewing ryuichi..

Q: Is it true that you've kissed Ryohei at Hokkaido's (dance)school before??

A: Yes, I have. Why? Because I like Ryohei. No, I guess I was just being a clown *laughs*. I don't remember it that well, but after the lesson I was playing around with Ryo, and I remember forcing Ryohei down onto the floor and forcefully kissing him. Even now, I could still kiss. I could kiss Ryohei, or kiss Keita. I actually do that with guy friends to bring up/keep up the highness*laughs* You can do it if there's love!

NE! cute right?! HAHAHAHAHA! so funny..i need to post more and stuff at idolthoughts..but unfortunately..i can't seem to find the right words to say..and i don't really like repeating stuff that other people say..bleargh..so i usually don't post..which is very sad..let's hope they won't delete my account..i need to start posting more in DBSG forum also..later they delete..*glomps* the thing is..i don't know what to post..but ryuichi is so adorable! and poor poor poor ryohei! always getting kissed by GUYS..3 guys kissed him liao..HAHAHAHAHA! that is like totally adorable..poor poor ryohei..guys just can't resist his hotness can they? the interview makes ryuichi sound gay though..LOLX.. AND ANOTHER ONE! kawaii....

Reporter:What is something that you would always do before you sleep?
Keita:Stretch,bathe,tuck Ryohei in with his blanket...
Reporter:Tuck Ryohei in with his blanket?
Keita:Cause he always kicks his blanket around!So I'll be the one putting it into place!
Reporter:So...would you share a room with Ryohei?
Keita:uhm!Yes!
Ryuichi:This guy always sneak up on Ryohei.
Reporter:As in??
Ryuichi:He would always wait for Ryohei to sleep then....(Keita suddenly covers Ryuichi's mouth)
Keita:Ryuichi!You can't say it!!
Ryohei:Huh?I'll be sneaked up on when I'm sleeping??Say what is it!!(going closer to Ryuichi)
Ryuichi:uuhmff uhmff..Kei....Ta...(Keita lets go)
Ryuichi:Whew~Yes,Keita always sneaks up on Ryohei when he is sleping and kisses him!!
Keita:I don't!!
Ryuichi:YES YOU DO!!
Repoerter:Ryuichi?Is it true?
Ryuichi:I SWEAR!Keita really did kissed!
Keita:RYU-I-CHI-0-GA-TA...
Ryohei:Can't stand this two kids(smilling bitterly)
Reporter:After asking so many questions,Keita and Ryohei's relationship really gives people a wrong thinking(smiles)
Keita:Really?(smiles)
Reporter:So!Do Keita really like Ryohei?
Keita:Isn't this question too straight forward?(smiles)
Reporter:Then...I'll asking Ryuichi first!What do you think of Ryohei?
Ryuichi:ummm...Ryohei is a really cute kid...always day-dreaming.
Ryohei:Is this a compliment?I'm older then you eh!
Ryuichi:Then...Ryohei-niichan?(bursts out laughing)
Keita:Please give me some place to talk.Reporter,ask me some questions.
Reporter:You want to answer that much?(smiles)Then...Where have you kissed Ryohei at?
Ryuichi:To be precise,he kissed Ryohei everywhere!!
Keita:People is asking me!
Ryohei:My whole body?Who kissed it before!!(eyes gets really big)
Keita:hehe...You ask Ryuichi,he's the one who said it...
Ryuichi:Of course it's our Tachibana-niichan!Didn't I say that he sneaks up on Ryohei?
Reporteri:Then from what you said,you mean..its Keita??
Ryuichi:Of course!It's obviously not me!
Reporter:Keita...Do you treat Ryohei as a girl?
Ryohei:(snatching to answer) I'M A GUY!!
Keita:Ryohei is really cute...Don't you thinks?(looks at Ryuichi)
Reporter:ummm...It's okay if you don't want to answer.Let's move on to the next question.
Keita:But Ryohei is really cute!
Ryuichi:We know!!(smiles)

HAHA! doesn't this make keita sound gay?! LOLXLOLXLOLX! so what i really want to know is whether ryuichi is telling the truth or not..HEHE..but i can picture their expressions here..so adorable! people keep interrupting keita and not letting him answer..HAHAHAHAHA! i wanna pinch their cheeks..actually..i want to kiss them! LA! hehehehehehehehe..i envy resha--w-inds' cousin....saw w-inds. 7 days in a row liao..even get to see them recording new single..geh..so jealous so jealous so jealous..and they remember her..haha..keep talking about her..geh.....

all credits to www.idolthoughts.com! hehehehehe..can't wait to get the videos and pictures..POUT KEITA POUT! if you wanna read more about the sightings, go to the above website! lalala~ hehehehehe..it's in cute facts about keita..there are 16 whole pages on the sightings liao..WOAH!

new temp

2005-07-02T12:27:00.000+08:00

haha..as you can see..i have a new temp..yeah..the design was by someone else..but i had to make a lot of adjustments and all..it took like 2hrs..-.-'''' AH WELL! hehe..gtg soon..cuz' i have tuition! bleargh..and i'm still obsessed with w-inds.! don't worry..haha..oh yeah..wanna show you guys something..the credits is at the bottom don't worry..but i think only people who know DBSG will understand it..i cracked up while looking at it..XDD it's so damn cute/funny! poor little changie is innocent..haha..and poor xiah..XDDD funny yunho! lalala..it's so damn funny! i think even if you don't really know them you will laugh a bit lah..

HEHEHEHE! oh yeah..so weird..yesterday was the day for fangirly dreams..i dreamt about DBSG when i was having a nap..CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?! i have only known them for ONE week and i am already dreaming about them..but i can't remember what the dream was about..=P then at night i dreamt about w-inds.! *squeals* can't really remember what the dream was about either..then i woke up in the middle of the night and went back to sleep..then.....i dreamt about w-inds. and DBSG! OMFG! hahahahahahaha! it was so damn cool! ryohei KAWAII NE! i think i might have been drooling in my sleep..you know waijean..when i said your subconscious mind was sick..i didn't expect my subconscious mind to turn competitive and become even sicker..-.-''' yes..(keita was in the nude! i swear i tried not to stare! instead..i turned my eyes to ryohei and started laughing at him..weirded out..but keita looked like hero..-.-''' GEH!) and the funny thing was..ryuichi was being bashed up with this toilet bowl..and someone threw keita (while he was still dressed!) and then ryohei..got thrown too..and he flew..HAHA! ah well..gtg..BYE!

NEW FANDOM!

2005-06-30T20:13:00.000+08:00

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just for fun

2005-06-25T17:52:00.000+08:00

-- Name: Teresa
-- Birthdate: 18-03-1991
-- Current Location: In my living room
-- Eye Color: VERY dark brown
-- Hair Color: some are really black..some are dark brown..
-- Height: 160cm..*groans*
-- Righty or Lefty: RIGHT RIGHT (hehe..)

LAYER TWO:
-- Your weakness: short temper, love for blood, procrastinator (yeah..like i'm supposed to be doing my holiday homework now..), etc.
-- Your fears: heights, having a death i'm not prepared for (i don't mind suicide but accidental ones or murders just ain't right..), failing a subject, being rejected (not only in relationships), people not liking me, etc.
-- Your perfect pizza: TOTALLY CHEESE PIZZA! (oh..the primary school days..)
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: hmm..that's a tough one..die tonight in my sleep, donate blood, donate my organs when i die, stop procrastinating, get 2nd in level, have kids (i don't care if it's biological or adopted..), go Japan, get a job that i will enjoy myself in, etc.

LAYER THREE:
-- Your most overused phrase(s) on AIM: eh..i take it yor mean MSN..LOLX?
-- Your thoughts first waking up: oh man..i wish i could sleep forever..
-- Your best physical feature: fingernails!
-- Your bedtime: eh...depends on what time i'm tired..between 8-2..
-- Your most missed memory: the days when we went back to malaysia a lot when we were younger..when ah yin and ah yong still had time to play with us..when i used to tag along behing ah yong..and be fascinated by whatever he does..OH NO! i miss melaka already....

LAYER FOUR:
-- Pepsi or Coke: no preference..
-- McDonald's or Burger King: hmm..BK has nice burgers..and they have onion rings! and pies! BK!
-- Single or group dates: group when first starting out..and single when the relationship is closer..
-- Adidas or Nike: no pref..
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: i don't like lipton..and i've never tried nestea..my fav is GREEN TEA! chinese tea also!
-- Chocolate or vanilla: VANILLA! YUM!
-- Cappuccino or coffee: cuppuccino..more flavour?

LAYER FIVE:
-- Smoke: NEVER IN MY LIFE!
-- Cuss: eh..i think every teenager does?
-- Sing: yeap! EVERYDAY! yay!
-- Take a shower every day: i do not want to stink..do you?
-- Have a crush(es): YES! haha..smart..put the (es) behind..hehehehehe..
-- Do you think you've been in love: probably..KEITA-KUN!
-- Want to go to college: duh...
-- Like high school: eh....nope?
-- Want to get married: YESH! actually..not too sure..haha..even keita might not make me want to marry him..(though i do right now..i mean if i get to know him personally)..if i find the right person lah..
-- Believe in yourself: not really..
-- Get motion sickness: YESH! most of the time..haha..me need the pills from initial d..GIVE ME YOUR PILLS GIRL!
-- Think you're attractive: NUH-UH!
-- Think you're a health freak: haha..no..but i care for my health..(once in a blue moon..like when i see my dad suffering from kidney stone..HE GOES FOR OP ON FRI!)
-- Get along with your parents: usually..
-- Like thunderstorms: no..i get freaked about the lightning..and sudden loud thunder makes me freak even more..and then i wake up during thunderstorms too..I ONLY LIKE THE RAIN!
-- Play an instrument: yeap

LAYER SIX:In the past month . . .
-- Drank alcohol: no..SAD RIGHT!
-- Smoked: nuh-uh
-- Had sex: o.0 i'm underaged and unmarried
-- Made out: with who?
-- Gone on a date: YEAH! with my girl friends! haha..
-- Gone to the mall: yesh..SHOPPING IN MISE! haha..(imagine if you ask a Japanese "where is mise?"! haha..most people won't get the joke..)
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: nah..
-- Eaten sushi: i wanted to go sushi shop..*sniff* YESTERDAY! closed..*sniffs somemore*
-- Been on stage: EH..let me think..no..didn't even run up the school stage to play..
-- Been dumped: haiz..no..GOOD LOH! haha..no boyfriend better than getting dumped
-- Gone skating: no..my skates don't fit me liao..
-- Shoplifted: ARE YOU NUTS!
-- Changed who you were to fit in: hehe..NO LAH!

LAYER EIGHT:
-- Age you hope to be married: hehe! wah..i plan liao leh..kinda..2013! which is when i'm 22!
-- Numbers and Names of Children: 5 kids by 32..hehe..hopefully will have more..both biological and adopted..will decide on the names when they come lah!
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: eh..hmm..quiet wedding..on a hill..like not in a proper church or anything..(HEY WAIT! i know where this is coming from! -.-'' when i was planning andrew's wedding with whoever..i even named his kids..haha! forgot the names liao..only can remember Chloe..and i remember the chickens..HAHA! live chickens..) ok..in Japan? haha..don't know lah..see how first..
-- How do you want to die: EITHER in my sleep..like sleep forever..or suddenly get murdered but i'm asleep so i don't know, etc. OR those triple injections thingies they give to criminals..first injection to make the criminal stop struggling..second to make the criminal numb so he or she won't feel any pain..and third to kill the criminal off..MUAHA!
-- Where you want to go to college: eh..don't know leh..
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: EITHER a pedeatrician, a psychologist OR a biologist..lalala..
-- What country would you most like to re/visit: JAPAN AND KOREA!

LAYER NINE:In a guy/girl . . .
-- Best eye color: EH..one that suits him?
-- Best hair color: suits the guy..but i kinda prefer brown and black..hehe..
-- Short or long hair: preferably short..
-- Height: preferably 175 and above..but i don't really care..as long as i love him..height doesn't matter..but it would be nice if he was tall..(like keita..lalala..)
-- Best weight: not overweight..and not too underweight..(LAST TIME KEITA WAS FINE WITH ME!)
-- Best articles of clothing: really baggy pants and tee! haha..but as long as he looks good in it it's fine..
-- Best first date location: no idea..
-- Best first kiss location: wah?

LAYER TEN:
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: none
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: EH..i don't know?
-- Number of CDs that I own: EH..very few..hehe..10?
-- Number of piercings: one on each year..
-- Number of tattoos: none..don't think i ever want any..
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: hmm..many times..because of mother teresa and blah blah blah..
-- Number of scars on my body: i think my left arm has more scars then the rest of my body? because my eczema is worst there and the cutting thing..but in total..i have at least 100 scars on my body?
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: more than can be counted..

AND TODAY! sammi taught me how to make screen shots! LOLX..me wanna know how to make screen shots from the pvs and lives..*glomps* wait..is screen shot even the term for it?

today....

2005-06-23T20:27:00.000+08:00

hmm..woke up at 8..went to school..lalala..sharon lost a lot of weight..which is not good for her..cuz' she was originally already thiner than me..and then urm..oh..discussed about our CIP..but most of the time we were just talking rot..ms lum extended the dateline for the reports..and then left at 11.30..took the bus with sharon..then just as i passed shaw centre, yue chin called and said that we had to meet at lido..DIAO..then the bus already left the next stop..so i had to get off at heeren and walk and walk and walk until shaw centre with my heavy bag and all..then went there..met li ann..then bought the tix..then troubled over kevin..then dumped my bag with li ann and rushed to cine..haha..reached there 12.30 exact..then kevin still never come..so i started to panic..cuz' the show started at 12.45..then he finally came 2 mins later when i called yue chin..and the both of us ran all the way back to shaw centre..then just as we reached..yue chin also reached..

then went to watch the movie..dropped my bottle cap and stuff..bleh..the movie was super nice..cried at the last part..then couldn't stop crying until the credits ended..haha..then went to kino..lalala..fangirled over w-inds...saw mint's and arena 37 degrees celsius..debated over which one to buy..(DAMN EX LOH! arena cost 20.30! and mint's which is a completely new mag costs 15.20!)..in the end decided to buy arena..then yue chin called her mom..then decided to buy both on sat..by the way..at school..xun qi was going on and on about w-inds.! haha..didn't know she was that obsessed now..all i did was chat with her about them loh..and now she looks out for their pvs..o.0 then went over to mise to fangirl..haha..first we go HMV..and then fangirled over w-inds. again..then went mise...and fangirled somemore..and i bought 3 things that yue chin wanted..haha! too bad darling..i saw them first..then left my hp on the counter..thankfully the kind lady brought it to me..haha..then went to look at the stuff we bought..and fangirled somemore..then went back to hmv..and fangirled even more..this time over various artistes..especially orange range..and i found out that hmv was giving a discount on their albums..*sobs* i want the albums! unfortunately i don't have the money..

then went home with yuechin..where we proceeded to squeal over arena..and people were muttering "kuku liao..shenjing bing.." -.-'''' and we started singing to w-inds.'s songs..haha..lalala..bye..gotta go get rid of some stress..

gah bu ba..haha

2005-06-22T20:09:00.000+08:00

i think i did this before..but heck..WAHHA!

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Teresa
2. trees (my sis again..)
3. xue li

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. twee91
2. The C-R-A-Z-Y
3. bog

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my eyes? they are kinda big..haha..i like the double eye-lids..
2. MY FINGERNAILS! *beams* i adore my fingernails..haha
3. ears? not too big..not too small..

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my poppy-outy veins..so weird..but kinda fun..like jelly lidat..
2. the whole lot of hair i have on places i don't want them to be..
3. PIMPLES! haha! got one big one now..got the urge to poke it..

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Singapore
2. Chinese
3. Melaka

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. evil ghosts
2. people ill-treating w-inds. stuff..
3. going to hell

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. my mp3 player..haha..(which is currently filled with w-inds. songs..except for one se7en song..)
2. lots and lots of water..i dehydrate quickly
3. a bathroom..my bladder super weak..haha!

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. pooh tee
2. goofy tee
3. shorts

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. w-inds. w-inds. w-inds. w-inds. w-inds.! *dies*
2. Lead! hahahahaha!! baby running wild! so cute!
3. Orange Range! their songs so nice!

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. trust
2. true love..(not lust..yes..i'm talking to you teresa..WAHHAHAHA!)
3. understanding

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
1. I have an orange water bottle
2. I'm listening to Orange Range
3. I love chinese

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX(es) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. LIPS haha..keita has delicious lips..
2. HEIGHT! lalalala..must be like above 170 at least woh..but if short and cute like ryo, i still can..haha..
3. dreamy puppy-dog-like eyes..

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. listening to music
2. drinking! (WATER LAH!)
3. stoning..(wait..that's under listening to music too..)

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. read JUNON
2. GO JAPAN! *sobs*
3. GET MY ALBUMS BACK FROM TEACHER JENNIFER! *sobs* 2 more days twee..2 more..

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
1. pedeatrician
2. biologist
3. psychologist

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. JAPAN JAPAN JAPAN! hahahahaha..me wanna go so badly..
2. KOREA! (haha..i'm in love with it..it was so nice that time..*sigh*
3. eh....dang..ran out..haha..france? i used to love it alot..

THREE KID'S NAMES YOU LIKE:
1. UHUHUHUH..Keita?! hahahahaha
2. ASHLEE! haha..kinda like it..i will most probably name my first child that..(cuz' i'm gonna adopt a girl..hopefully a.s.a.p.! like maybe once i get a proper job..)
3. ALYSSE! (i don't know? haha..it's nice what..)

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. go JAPAN! hahahahaha
2. go for a w-inds. concert..*sobs* chances of that are VERY LOW!
3. DONATE BLOOD! me wanna donate blood! i wanna donate now liao..i will like donate once every month once i'm 18!

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. i HATE shopping..
2. i usually wear bermudas?
3. EHH...i love soccer?

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A CHICK:
1. i squeal when i see cute boys like KEITA! haha
2. i love cute stuff!
3. EH.....ok..i'm really stuck..REALLY..o.0 what do chicks do or like? i whine?!

anyway..news about today..went to get my junon from andy..hehehehehehe..very excited sia..then went too early..cuz' i overestimated the time taken to get there..so smsed andy..ask him come earlier loh..hehe..then went macs to buy fries..then he say he coming..ask me to wait at taxi stand..you know what? got like one whole line of taxis..then got another line of people..and they just standing there..don't know what they doing..then i thought they waiting for taxi..then saw people just walking up to the taxi and getting into them..so i confused sia..then suddenly saw andy..at first i don't know it's him..then saw his mom waving my junon..(i freaked out..MY JUNON! ahhh!! because i scared bent or scratched..) then i suddenly realised that andy was driving the car..and my face was like O.O..hehe..and i started pacing and going "OH MY GOD! what the hell?!" over and over again..haha..then afterwards he called and say got police so ask me to go carpark..then me confused sia..then in the end he asked me wait there..and me being a naughty girl..wandered off..and then suddenly spotted andy from the other end of macs..and just walk towards him..heehee..he looked so blur..lala..love my mag! hahahahaha..ok..bleargh..dot just called me..and then i just realised i got a lot of homework left..AHHH! haiz..anyway..quick one then..chinese dance was ok..i guess..got bruises..sweat like mad..and then a lot of complaining..and laughing at the guy teacher..yeah..ok..BYE! oh yeah..have to link some people..haha..

quick one

2005-06-19T19:59:00.000+08:00

just going to make this quick..cuz' i have tons of homework to complete:

1) presentation on indian culture
2) science report
3) science file
4) 2 english book reports
5) promoting book webbie (GACK! i forgot about it..)
6) 10 chinese newspaper reports
7) KUMON!

haha..*dies* i'm doomed..omg..now i feel like watching initial d also..AHHH!!! but got my darling edison and shawn..poo.......and it's set in Japan isn't it? =PPP aiyah..don't tell me go watch two movies..hui puo can de leh..*sobs* and i also have a lot of homework to finish..DO YOU WANNA DIE TERESA?! -.-'''' actually....yes? heeheehee..i cleared finish my cupboard today..SERIOUS! i took like 10 whole hours..-.-''' haha..but now it looks super neat..problem is..i didn't really clear the entire thing..i got two more mini cupboards, one space full of plastic bags with stuff in them (at least 5 plastic bags..-.-''' LARGE ones..), my dad's computer table, the inside cupboard, my study cupboard and the table..AHHHHH!!!!!! now you know why i don't usually clear my stuff..

anyway..lending my ageha and bestracks albums to teacher jennifer tomorrow..bleargh..i scared spoil..or cover scratched..or she bend the pages..or smudge..or dirty..AHH! omg..i'm bloody freaking out..*sobs* now i'm scared of lending it to her..but she's responsible right?! but what if she's clumsy? or careless? or what if she leaves it at home and her son or daughter finds it and drops it?! AHHHHH!!!! must warn her then..somehow..haha..hopefully her english ain't that bad..but i don't think it is lah..man..

yesterday went swensons..nice..haha..chicken a bit hard to cut..i had peach flavoured ice cream! and i stole the orange umbrella from my sis..WAHHA! and i was actually freezing in there..here's some stuff..from idolthoughts..the [] ones are me..the () ones are the translator..

W-inds's Facts (w-inds.)

Keita’s facts:
1.He likes to pierce his ears, and always feel that he is too thin. [wahha! you aren't too thin! you were..like 2 years ago..but not anymore..and you don't wear your pretty ear-rings anymore..]
2.When W-inds first debuted, he was as tall as Ryuichi. But now, he is much taller. [haha..growth spurt..]
3.Keita doesn’t like shrimp and fish and he hate cruel people the most. [YAY! i don't like seafood too..but i thought you loved fish? at least that's what i heard some place else..CRUEL PEOPLE SUCK!]
4.Man who is ‘cool’ for him is a man who knows how to do healthy fight. [eh..i think she meant fair fight..]
5.Keita actually wear glasses, probably because he play to much PS2 ^_^ [KAWAII NE! i love men with glasses..XDD and you look hot in glasses..BELIEVE ME! yes i've seen him before..]
6.What he want now: make his own music and…traveling to Indonesia! (translator note: yes babeh! That’s my country! XD) [wow..go indonesia! that's my second most visited country!! i've been there at least 5 times liao..WAHHA! go medan! it's gorgeous! at least the mountains are..]
7.Keita admitted that he shaving regularly and wash his face before and after sleep to anticipate if the next day he’ll meet a beautiful girl. [i like a man who keeps himself neat and tidy..dirty things just kinda freak me out..]
8.The ideal place for the first date is a theme park. [YEAH GOOD! then i can snuggle up with you and you can comfort me when i'm scared..which is alot..]
9.Keita’s first love was in his 6th grade with a mysterious girl. [as in you didn't know the girl?!]
10.When he was still a kid, his nicknames are “Ta-chan” or “Kei-chan” (translator note: Ta-chan is one of my nicknames too! XDXD) [lalala..can we still call him that?]

Ryohei’s facts:
1.He likes to wear hat or bandana. It’s because he think he have a bad shaped head, so he like to cover it. [your head ain't oddly shaped!!]
2.He could dance since kiddo but he got serious into it when he was 15th. He even dreams to be a dance teacher someday. (TN: I would like to be your student Ryo-sensei!) [haha..with a teacher like ryohei..i'm sure i'm fall in love with dancing..]
3.Ryohei really hate tomato and pea beans. [i hate peas too!]
4.If he have time, he want to do a part-time job. He wants to work in fast food restaurant. (TN: just imagine! Ryohei and food!! *slurps*) [but fast food restaurants don't pay much.....]
5.If he is alone, he’ll call his sister in Hokkaido. [why only when you're alone?]
6.First love Ryohei was when he was at the first grade with his schoolmate. (TN: hey! Mine too!!) [uh..i had crushes in k1? ehhehehehe..]
7.Together with Keta, he love to tease Keita [ he say all the idea are from Keita ^_^] [eh..i think that was part of the original text..]
8.The ideal place for date is in the house, watching film. [SNUGGLE SNUGGLE! romantic..]

Ryuichi’s fact:
1.He really likes his hairstyle, so he doesn’t want to change it. [but he changed it liao..]
2.Ryuichi always feel his time is not enough. “If can, one day should be 48 hours…!” [haha..and then we will have more time to suffer in school..]
3.He really like winter because it always remembered him of his first love ^_^. [SO SWEET! when did you become so romantic?! BUT I LOVE WINTER TOO!]
4.His most precious things now are his notebook computer and an old guitar from his father. (TN: my notebook is my life too. Hella! All my cute boys in there!) [awww..sentimental value?]
5.Ryuichi really likes to read books. No wonder he know pretty good English. [BOOKWORM! like me!]
6.2 things that he dreamed: meet with Ayumi Hamasaki and holiday in Hawaii! [wah..i'm sure ayumi wouldn't mind meeting him..]
7.Wanna know what he thinks onstage? 70% happiness, 10 % how he must act, 10% what he must say, 5% mimics that he must show, and the other 5%...”ne…actually I’m already tired…” [haha..so cute..]
8.He admitted that he was a naughty when he was kiddo, but because he was (and is) cute and funny, lots of people like him! [eh....he was cute? i think ryohei cuter leh..]

Added: January 26th 2005

anyway..i better get on with my work..although i'm distracted with IT..haha..
Translator/Submitter: MutaKu

stuff again

2005-06-18T22:26:00.000+08:00

1.Name?* Teresa

2. How old are you?* 14 years and 3 months EXACTLY..and a few hours and minutes and seconds lah..

3. Do you have any nickname?* yes..HAHA!

4. What's your favorite songs?* don't ask questions like that..i have a lot..Forever Memories is no. 1 though..

5. general of music you listen to?* j-pop/rock and english stuff..and i listen to chinese too..and christian music..and techno..and classics...forget it..i listen to everything..but my fav is j-pop/rock

6. How are you feelin now?* amused..and urm..that's all?a bit sad..although i'm not sure why..

7. How many pets do u have?* 1 hamster..(shit..call SPCA..have me hanged! i've been neglecting it..*Cries*)

8. Sour, spicy or sweet?*ehh..sour..

9. What would you do during your freetime?* silly quizzes like this and read and listen/watch j-pop/rock..and sleep and a lot of other stuff..

10. Obsession?* w-inds.! XDDD

11. Do you have a club in school?* uh..not really..

12. Who u with?* o.0 my family?

13. What are your favorite magazines?* JUNON!!!

14. Are you a drinker?* i like..but my dad doesn't really allow me..

15. How much money will you bring* to where?

16. Car, Diamond or Money?* money

17. hu are with u right now??* o.0 ISN'T IT THE SAME?!

18. Coffeebean or Starbucks?* uh..no preference..don't really drink coffee..

19. Where do you stay?* Singapore..but go back Melaka at least once a year..

20. What is your favorite food?* UH..don't know..HAHA

21. Crush? * TACHIBANA KEITA! and Chiba Ryohei, Ogata Ryuichi, Furuya Keita, Nakadoi Hiroki, Taniuchi Shinya and Kagimoto Akira..LALALA~

22. Chocolate, Sweets or Cake?* UH.....chocolates..hehehe

23. Can your ears move?* no....

24. Do you dye your hair?* no..........

25. What languages do you speak?* english..my chinese is horrible..and i haven't mastered Japanese yet..so..english..WAHHA!

26. How many phones in your house? -* 1......how many you expect? not like my cousin house..my cousin house got 7 phones..-.-'''' conference call! WAHHA!

27. How many toilets?* 2...actually used to be 3..but we renovate..

28. When you are doing your business* UH..when i feel the urge?! -.-''''

29. Do you swim?* no..haha..used to..but now i don't..

30. Do you gamble?* no..for fun..yes..like black jack, taitee and bridge..but never with money..

31. What is your favorite sport?* badminton or soccer..

32. Love, techno or classical?* what's love? is w-inds. music under love? XDDD LOVE!

33. What is your favorite drink?* water..but i'm fine with green tea and milk too!

34. What is your temper?* uh..depends on my mood..HAHA! ok..seriously..sometimes i don't get mad at all..sometimes i get mad for no rhyme or reason..

35. What kind of person are you?* whacko..

36. What would you wear when you goto bed?* 2 tees and shorts..AND OF COURSE UNDIES!

37. What is the first thing to do whenyou wake up?* look at my watch, lie down awhile..then quickly jump out of bed..

39. Favorite TV shows?* UH..dramas..and sitcoms..lalala~

40. Who do you want to meet?* w-inds.! or any of my idols..=PPP

41. Read the bible?* uh..used to..but i read every sunday!

42. Where do you like to go?* Mise S*clusive at Heeren

43. California or New York?* what's the diff?

44. When is your birthday?* 18 March...8 months before ryohei's..

45. Do you buy branded goods?* no....

46. How many hours do you spendtalking on the phone?* i hardly talk on the phone..

47.Will you reply to a stranger if they talk to you?* if you don't..it's just plain rude..or paranoid..

49. Do you watch romantic movies?* yesh..and i usually end up crying..

50. Who was the last person texted you?* Melody..

did you notice that they skipped 38 and 48?

__Basics__

1. Full Name: Kng Xue Li Teresa

2. your nick name: twee, tweezers, bog, trees, etc.

3. Birthday: 18 March

4. Place of Birth: Singapore

5. Zodiac Sign: Pisces

6. Male or Female: Female

7. Grade: uh..8..?sec 2..

8. School: smss..

9. Occupation: student

10. Residence: pine grove

11. Screen Name(s): twee91, bog, teresa, lost_forever, The C-R-A-Z-Y, etc.

__Your Appearence___

12. Hair Color: really dark brown..

13. Hair Long or Short: pretty short..about chin length..(YES! i cut again! =PPP)

14. Eye Color: very dark brown..

15. Skin Color: very tanned..(they keep mistaking me for indian!)

16. Height: 160..SHORT!

17. Weight: 45? can't remember..i'm overweight..*sobs*

18. Shoe Size: 6

19. Braces?: no..but i'm supposed to get them..

20. Glasses?: THICK black-rimmed ones..

21. Piercings: ear holes..

22. Tattoo: eh...those that i inscribed on my wrist? are they counted? *looks around*

23. Righty or Lefty: right....wrong..right! haha

___Your 'Firsts'___

24. First Kiss [ not frm ur family based] : none.....unless you count those where i go crazy and kiss the manga characters or j-pop/rock people in magazines?

25. First B.F/ G.F: in my dreams...i have a lot..HAHA!

26. First buddy: as in those in p1? forgot her name..

27. First Award: EH..memory faulty..

28. First Sport u joined?: never joined a sports cca..

29. First pet: the goldfish from science centre..long long long time ago..which died from over-eating the next day..

30. First Vacation: melaka?!

31. First Concert: memory faulty..

___ Favorites___

33. Movie: spirited away..

34. TV Show(s) : uh..none actually..

35. Color: black and orange

36. Band: kinda obvious right?

37. Song: forever memories..w-inds.!

38. Food: none..

39. Drink: water..green tea and milk..

40. Candy: HMM...gula melaka?

41. Sport To Play: badminton or soccer

42. Sport To Watch: soccer..very amusing..

43. Brand Of Clothing: none..

44. Store: Mise

45. School Program: those which give you all kinds of surveys to find our your personality..

46. Animal: rabbit..but i generally like most animals..

47. Book: (BASTARD! how can you put that shitass book?!) none..i guess..i like most books..

48. Magazine: Junon..

___Currently___

49. Eating: zilch..

50. Drinking: nothing..

51. Typing: this

52. Online?: yeah

53. Listening To: some weird music from the tv..

54. Thinking About: what a crap ass weirdo he is,..

55. Wanting To: sleep..

56. Watching: this..

57. Wearing: what i wear to sleep..

___Your Future___

58. Want Kids? DEFINITELY

59. Want to Get Married?: not so keen on it..

60. Careers in Mind: doctor, biologist or psychologist..

__Which is Better frm e Opposite Sex___

67. Cute or pretty: uh..let's see..i kinda like fairly pretty guys..(like w-inds.!)..so both?

68. Lips or Eyes: UH..lips?

69. Hugs or Kisses: both also nice..

70. Short or Tall: TALL! like keita!

71. Easygoing or serious: someone like Keita..HAHA! mostly easygoing lah..

72. Romantic or Spontaneous: wah?

73. Fatty or Skinny: skinny..like the old Keita..

74. Sensitive or Loud: DEFINITELY sensitive..like KEITA!

75. Hook-up or Relationship: UH?!

76. Sweet or Caring: eh? what's the diff?

77. Trouble Maker or Hestiant One: in between?!

___Have You Ever___

78. Kissed a Stranger: UH..never even kissed..

79. Drank Alcohol: -.-''' what a silly question..yes..

80. Smoked: BLEARGH!

81. overnight: mhm..

82. Broken a Bone: nuh-uh

83. Got an X-ray: at least 5 times..

84. Broken Someones Heart: HAHA! NO WAY! no one even likes me..

85. Broke Up With Someone: wah? how to break up when i've never been with anyone?

86. Turned Someone Down: uh..no..

87. Cried When Someone Died: yes..even in tv shows..

88. Cried At School: EMBARASSING LAH!

___Do You Believe In___

89. God: yeah..kinda..

90. Miracles: yes..

91. Love At First Sight: not really..

92. Ghosts: yeah

93. Aliens: kinda

4. Angels: yeah

95. Heaven: kinda...

96. Hell: kinda..

97.Yourself: HEEHEEHEE! not really..

98. Kissing on The First Date: unless it's someone i really really like a lot..no..

99. Horoscopes: nopes..but fun to read..

___Answer Truthfully___

100. Is There Someone/thing U Want Butu Know u Can't Have?: DEFINITELY! w-inds.! *dies*

and that's all..cuz' i have to do science report liao..BLEARGH..everyone say hi to katherine! HI KATE! =PPPPPPPPP

I WANNA SLEEP!!! and kiss keita..*muax*

food for thought

2005-06-17T20:18:00.000+08:00

Name: Kng Xue Li Teresa
Nicknames: tweezers, twee, bog (VERY OLD LIAO LAH!), trees (stupid sis)
Starsign: pisces
School: smss
Location: Malaysia..just joking..Singapore..
Email address: bogof6h@hotmail.com, revitalised@gmail.com
Colour of eyes: dark brown (IDIOTS! your eye colours ain't black!)
Hair colour: dark brown, very..
Shoe Size: 6..can you believe my aunt's is 3/4? -.-'''
Brothers/Sisters: 2 each..BLEARGH..middle child..
You live with: parents, siblings and maid..

------------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------

Missed school bcoz it was raining: no...that's a pretty lame reason if you ask me..
Put a body part on fire for amusement: eh no? but now that you mention it.....it sounds kinda fun..haha..
Been in a car accident: no..i'm hardly ever in a car..like once or twice a year?
Been hurt emotionally: urm..don't be daft..who doesn't know the answer?
Kept a secret from everyone: yes..many in fact..lolx..
Had an imaginary friend: EH.....WAHHAHAHA! not really..i've had imaginary pets..and i have an imaginary ghost friend now..weird? i don't even know whether it's a real ghost or just my imagination..-.-'''
Cried during a Movie: MANY MANY MANY times..i get emotional..
Ever thought an animated character was hot: WAHHAHAHA! SASUKE-KUN! GAARA!! XDDDD yes..many many many many many many times..
Been on stage: uh..yeah..i think everyone in singapore has..

------------------FAVORITES---------------

Shampoo: either organics or pantene..=PP i'm fussy..
Fav colour/shade: orange and black..
Summer/Winter: WINTER!! XDDD lalala~
Drink: uh..water..followed by milk or green tea..you know in malaysia? the only drink i ever ordered was tea, tea and tea..
Movie: SPIRITED AWAY! (hey..anyone wanna catch the new Japanese movie with me? MELODY!!)
Ice Cream: vanilla!!
Subject: uh..maths! XDDD
Animal: rabbits..actually i LOVE all animals..(usually even insects..unless they fall onto me..)
Person: KEITA! but if you want me to be realistic..hmm..my family members..WAHHA!
Girls's name : uh..don't know? will decide when i get a kid or a pet..
Guy's name : same same..

---------------RIGHT NOW------------------

What color underpants: beige?
Drinking : just drank water..haha..
Thinking: about my team mates..
Talking to: joshua and urm..you could consider kevin too..i guess..-.-'''

---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------
Cried: uh....maybe..can't remember..might have cried while reading that 4th of july book..
Met someone new: UH..no..haha..
Cleaned your room: XDDD kinda..i cleared my stuff from my cousin's room..XDD messed up her room man..
Drove a car: WAHHAHAHAH! my aunt asked me if i wanted to..XDD

---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN------------------

Yourself: not usually..i suppose..although i think i have a real big ego deep down inside..
Santa Claus: haha..nah..but my mom is the santa claus in my house..
Tooth Fairy: nopes..but my mom is also the tooth fairy in my house..(now i realise how lucky i am..lolx..)
ghosts : ehh..yeah..HAKU!! XDD i rather believe in good than evil..but i can't help believing in both..
Angels: yup..i used to dream about my guardian angel..
UFO's/intelligent life in space: yes..somehow..

--------------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------

Do you believe in soul mates?: UH...not really..where's my aunt's one?
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: hmmm..in my dreams..LOLX..
Do you like anyone?: XDD isn't it obvious?
Who have u known the longest of your friends: eh..lim yu..known her since p2..WOW! 6 YEARS!
Who's the loudest: uh..me? EHHEHEHEHEHE! and the most embarassing..
Who's the weirdest: o.0 me? WAH LAO..ok..think harder..HMMM..no seriously..i can't find anyone weird..cuz' i'm normal..
Who has seen you cry: MY WHOLE P2 class..embarassing sia..my family..uh..whoever goes to sad movies with me..or is around when i'm reading touching stories..

-------------ABOUT GUYS FOR GIRLS TO FILL OUT---------------

Boxers or briefs: boxers..lolx..
Long or short hair: short..(BEAR THAT IN MIND KEIKEI! XDDD)
Good or bad guy: good! haha..but bad guys tend to turn me on too..*winks* -.-''' i love bad guys..somehow..
Hat or No Hat: o.0 what kind of a question is this? no? cuz' it blocks out his beautiful hair..(XDD talking about keikei again..lalala~)
Accent or not: Japanese accent is cute..XDD but accent is fine lah..only if it gets hard to understand..

--------ABOUT GIRLS FOR GUYS TO FILL OUT --------------

Painted nails or not:
Cute n' mysterious or wild n' crazy:
Dark or blonde hair:
Hat or no hat:
Good or bad girl:
Intelligent or average:
Jewelry or none:
Tall or short:
Curly or straight hair:
Pants or dress:
Tan or fair:
Freckles or none:
Accent or Not:
Shy or outgoing:

-----------------FOR EVERYONE TO FILL OUT-----------------

Silver or gold: what's the diff?
Diamond or pearl: uh..no real preference..but diamond is better i guess..
Sunset or sunrise: SUNSET! me not good at waking up early..=PP
Have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone: uh..no? heehee..hope i will never..
Do you have any piercings?: ear-holes..lalala~
Rain, sun or snow?: RAIN! RAIN RAIN RAIN! XDDD
How is the weather right now?: uh..quite ok..kinda hot?
Do u like cookies?: certain kinds..(definitely not the ones my sis makes..BLEARGH)
What makes you happy?: w-inds.! keita smiling! lalala~ uh..and a lot of other things..which i shall refrain from mentioning here..
Are u too shy to ask someone out?: XDD yup..i haven't admitted to anyone that i liked them before..
What's the stupidest thing u have ever done: uh.....i've done a lot of stupid things..mental block..haha..

Well, now it's your turn...good luck! (do leh.....)

lalala..visiting ting's blog again..it's so cool! got pictures of w-inds. manga! WAHHA! here's her webbie..http://tingwinds.blogdrive.com/
anyway..uh..OH YEAH! visit andy's blog too..read the one on the black man and the white man..REALLY meaningful..to me at least..so don't judge people just because they are a different race..

anyway..my dad got me new headphones! lolx..kinda nice i guess..didn't expect him to..haha..PIPPIN HAD TO GO TO THE VET! *gasp* ahhh..anyway..got so many things happen in melaka..can't really be bothered to write..lolx..just going to put some stuff..

why i sometimes think keita and i are fated to be together (I KNOW WE CAN NEVER BE TOGETHER! don't have to remind me..):
1) we both have 14 letters in our names
2) our initials are T.K.
3) both our names end with the letter 'a'
4) my favourite number plus his favourite number is his age..(13 + 7=20)
5) my fav no. plus age = his fav no. plus age

that's where it all ends..a girl can DREAM can't she? anyway..i keep wondering why my cousins haven't gotten girlfriends yet..face it..they are both cute..funny..kind..and all the things most girls would want..right? so why haven't they gotten girlfriends yet? ah well..must be because they don't like anyone..at least anyone who likes them back..-.-'''

ah!! i wanna go watch movie next thurs..lalala..i shall sneak out..maybe..or maybe i just go watch movie and quickly rush back..or maybe i should ask my parents first..BLEARGH..wait..they said yes! WAHHA! ok..now need to check the timings and stuff..BUH BYE!

fangirl stuff

2005-06-15T20:27:00.000+08:00

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!! w-inds. is 26th place in the global album listing!!!! GLOBAL GLOBAL GLOBAL!!! i am sooooooooooooooooooo happy for them!! WTF?! they beat maroon 5, U2, Moby, Will Smith and many others! WAHHAHAHAHHAHA!! do they rock or what?! somemore it's a new album on the chart! SEE?! w-inds. beat all those crappy taiwanese bands! NYEAH! I LOVE THEM!!!! hehehehehehehe..by the way..I CAN'T BELIEVE I FORGOT KEIFU'S B'DAY!!! ALAMAK!!! 13th june!!!!! DIAO DIAO DIAO DIAO DIAO! so anyway..HAPPY B'DAY KEIFU!!! *muax* another year older, another year wiser..*beams* and you my dear, are SOOOOOOO much more matured now!! WONDERFUL! wahha! buh bye..

in melaka

2005-06-15T20:04:00.000+08:00

WOAH!! i'm still in melaka..haha..and here i am..sitting on this weird chair shaking my legs..XDD lala..guess what? during all the nights i've been here, i have deduced three things..

1) i miss my maths and science camp!!! (i have dreamt about my camp mates ALL THE NIGHTS)

2) i dread going back to school! (3 out of my 4 nights here i have dreamt about school stuff and something bad happening)

3) i miss w-inds.!! i totally dreamt about them..XDDDDDD

anyway..tonight and last night i watched this show called war of the roses..it's so cool!! it's this korean show..and the main actor seems familiar..one of the four heavenly kings or something..but it's such a nice nice nice nice nice show!!! so i'm trying to get my mom to buy the chinese channels again..heehee..but it's so so so nice! i roughly get the plot lah..and it's in chinese..so me happy..wahhahahaha! uh..ok..that's about all i wanna say..except that the njip reply is supposed to come today..and i'm still in melaka..and i told my dad to go to check when he returns to singapore..and he said yes and that he would call..but he hasn't called!!!!!!! *dies* ah well..gtg..bye..oh..and the owner of the tingwinds.com thingy i forgot the webbie..is in singapore! WAHHA! and she was supposed to go to smss! and she's in sec 2!! WHY DIDN'T SHE GO TO SMSS!!! WEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! *ahem* bye..