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so anyway..i initially had a post..but ah whatever..LOOKIE! i joined a community..and i think the admin has some contacts with jaejoong or something..o.0 muaha..yay? but she likes him anyway..so...they gave jaejoong a fanbook..and he wrote back a message..AWWWW... *freaks* so he knows the existance of that community..so the rest probably know about it too! *glee* anyway..here's his message..that's his signature up there! isn't it just so...scrawly? XDD but his handwriting's pretty! anyway..the message..
길어 나는 더욱더 지치곤 해...
더 많은 아픔들로 힘겹겠지만
이젠 혼자서서 울진 않을꺼야
맞대고 우린 모두 친구야
오랜 슬픔에 혼자였다면
부디 내 가슴에 털어내요
그림....
오늘 하루 맘껏 볼게요
너의 해맑던 미소 다시 한번 너를 나에게 보여줘
너무 감사해요
때론 외롭거나 지쳐 견딜 수가 없을 때 나를 일깨워 준 건 우리 하나라는 걸
THANK YOU 사랑을 느끼게 한 너에게 나는 고마워
Sometimes I feel really exhausted and tired.
Whenever I’m feeling sad or I’m hurt,
I know that I’m not alone.
All of us are friends.
When I’ve been sad for a really long time,
please make my heart feel better.
The pictures.....
I will look at them all day.
Please show me your bright smile again.
I’m grateful.
I couldn’t stay down when I was exhausted because you had faith in me.
Thank you, I’m grateful for all of the love you’ve let me feel.
yup! so here's the forum *hints to waijean* *glee* http://livejournal.com/community/dbsg/
heex..anyway..i've been sitting at home on my butt for damn long..so whatever..i watched EOER on monday..damn freaky..still freaked about it..somewhat..hahahaha..so..argh..sleeping in my mom's room for now..*frowns* but even sleeping in my mom's room freaks me..i face my mom's bed..block up the space between the bed and the floor with a bolster (i used to do this when i was younger too..in my own room..cuz' i always sleep on the bottom side..that time it was a pull out bed..so..i would take these big red pillows which i still have and block up the space so i wouldn't have to look under the bed..i was scared of the bogey man..) and then i would close the bathroom door and make sure not to look at the doorway..and then i would clog up my ears with my mp3 and try to fall asleep..XD i suck..but this will have to do for now..haiz....
anyway..i downloaded the rising sun album..*evil grin* it rocks! so....GUESS WHAT?! i'm so going to buy the album! ok..so i decided to buy it long ago..but since the songs are so fab (and they are so hot..XDDDD) i have more reason to buy it..hahahahaha..my mom will probably kill me of course..she scolded me for buying this month's issue of JUNON..argh! she said that it was a "waste of money" and i just stared..then later i told her.."hey look..people spend money on luxury right?" and she was like "yeah" so i continued "so..just take it that JUNON is my luxury..i'm actually paying quite little for my luxury now..PLUS..it helps me in my CHINESE..AND..it is at least more worth it then your $3000 ruby ring......." and she was like "but i can sell the ruby ring in the future.." and i was like "you still make a lost you know...." and she was like "gems can increase in price" and i was like "*SNORT*" then she said "i can pawn it next time for your education" me.."when you pawn something they give you less right? so you might as well not buy it...."*glee* haha..so i won..anyway..i have to thank my sister for standing up for me SOMEWHAT..she told my mom right after she said that JUNON was a waste of money that "it's only once a month" yay! so whatever..and now i shall proceed to do survey thingies..(one day i shall translate the full JUNON article..haiz..)
[spell your first name backwards]
aseret (gawsh..this reminds me of something..i can't remember what..i was talking to one of my kors..and this came up i think..ahhh..haven't talked to any of my kors in such a long time..)
[the story behind your msn name]:
EH?! cool..i just changed it..the old one was..the three Japanese words are Ryohei's three favourite words..and the to love is to forgive one came from this book called oceans apart..i just thought it was interesting..my current one..hmm..yukiri is my Japanese name..and DBSG and w-inds. ARE hot..so no comments about that..XDDD *glee* and..hmm..the personal message thing..is..because tomorrow is ryohei's b'day! *glee* YAY! *claps hands*
[where do you live?]:
on earth..MUAHA! quite obvious where i live what..like duh...
[3 words that sum you up]:
crazy. unpredictable. insulting. (XD hehehehehe..it's true isn't it?)
{DESCRIBE YOUR}
[Wallet]:
blue..eh..cream and blue-striped button thingy..filled with reciepts..pictures of w-inds..sadly..little money left..HAIZ...(given to me by HUIMIN last year on my b'day..whee~)
[Hairbrush]:
eh...don't have one..? XD those close to me will know..*glee*
[Jewellery you wear daily]:
i don't wear jewellery..only on..special occasions..hahaha..
[Pillow cover]:
currently..blue and white-striped diagonally..
[Shoes]:
eh..i have a black and white power one..and a white and blue eh..forgot the brand..i know got this N at the side..=P and this pair of brownish-creamish coloured heels..
[CD in stereo right now]:
no cd in the stereo now..but i am listening to DBSG's rising sun album..*glee*
[What you are wearing now]:
khakis and two tees..my normal home clothes..i love the tee i'm wearing on top! and on the bottom too! XD elmo and a "it's morning and i can't get up" tee..whee~
[Hair]:
hmm..about chin length..not layered..non fringe..BLACK..i'm going to cut fringe soon though..in december when i go back to malacca..i'm going to cut it such that it is layered..and it goes diagonally across my face..length is on the left side at my cheekbone..on the right side at my brow bone..whee~ can't wait..XD
[In my mouth]:
describe your in your mouth?! eh..saliva..lots of tastebuds..my teeth? =.=''''and this left-over taste of apples..
[In my head]:
eh..hehehehe..ok..i think a lot about..scary stuff (NOT MY FAULT!)..and i also think a lot about w-inds...and now DBSG..and..*ahem* an unspeakable..IT'S NOT SICK BY THE WAY! hahahahaha..it's just my crush..*whacks YOUR head*
[Eating]:
oooo..i was munching on apples a while ago..and i'm not a health FREAK! =.=''''
[Some of your favorite movies]:
spirited away! *glee* and urm..don't know? XDDDDDDD
[Something you're looking forward to]:
NOVEMBER 18TH. <-------andy (oh..i probably should stop using andy..cuz' now there is an andy in my class..=.=''' ANDREW..)wrote this..and i'm glad..cuz' it's the date of ryohei's b'day! *sings songs* XD and also december 16th (OMFG! i'm going on a DENTAL appointment on keita's b'day..most would say..what a way to spoil a great day..cuz' beethoven's born on this day too! but NO! i dont' care..i can't wait for my dental appointment..XD i'm getting BRACES! ORANGE AND BLACK! *glee*)..and december 17th (ryuichi's b'day!) and december 1st/2nd/4th (going away for holiday in china's moutainous area! heck about birdflu! FRESH AIR! FINALLY! i love mountains..it's undecided about the date we leave though..have to wait til' my mom comes home) december 10th? (GOING BACK TO MALACCA!!! *squeals* can't wait can't wait can't wait! GOD I LOVE MAlACCA! i love all my cousins there!) NOVEMBER 23rd! (yakusoku kakera's release date!!!!!!! *SQUEAL* *SHRIEKS* *JUMPS UP AND DOWN*)
[The last thing you ate?]:
APPLES! (i only eat fruits because my maid cuts them..lolx..the only fruits i will eat are papaya, banana, apples, watermelons, honeydews and i think that's about all..OH! mangoes!)
[Something that you are deadly afraid of?]:
the devil..haiz......stupid show..
[Do you like candles?]:
they're ok..i guess..haha..don't use them though..
[Do you believe in a thing called love]:
DUH!!! =.=''''
[Do you believe in soul mates]:
not sure...
[Do you believe in love at first sight]:
NO! that's LUST! *whacks your head*
[Do you believe in forgiveness]:
yes..to love is to forgive..whoever doesn't believe in forgiveness is an utter IDIOT!
[If you could have any animal for a pet]:
eh...i don't want any thank you? i can't be bothered with the responsibilities of having a pet..
[What are 3 places you wouldn't mind relocatingto?]:
JAPAN! XDD *glee* of course that will be hard..and..don't know where else..LOLX..i don't like USA..cuz' it is USA..crime rate high i guess..isn't it? and then..i don't like britain..cuz' the stuff there are SUPER ex..i really don't know lah..
[What are some of your favorite pick out foods?]:
pick out?! WHAT IS THAT?!
[What's something you wish you could understandbetter?]:
why things are the way they are..how bout that? XD
[Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a longtime]:
eh..miss..yes? haven't seen in a long time..yes too..HAIZ..i miss a lot of people lah..
{In the last 24 hours, have you}
[Cried]:
nopes..nothing to cry about..LOLX..
[Gotten sick]:
nooo..haven't gotten sick in a long long time..
[Sang]:
yes..if you could consider it singing..XDDDD LOLX! a little bit here and there lah!
[Eaten]:
DUH! i can't even stand a few hours without food.. (in fact..i'm hungry again..*faints*)
[Felt stupid]:
i believe so..HAHAHAHAHAHHA
[Hugged someone]:
eh..virtually hugged steffi..and sharon (just did..LOLX! so toot..so coincidental)..and limiyu..XDbut no one in real life..
[Wanted to tell someone you loved her]:
EH..NO! i don't really have a close relationship with my family..and..i'm not les..and i don't have any really close friends..yeah..XD WHY HER?! but maybe i have..hahahaha..not sure..my memory's faulty..
[Fought with your parents]:
nooooo...my dad's not home...i don't fight with my dad anyway..more like get scolded..and my mom..well..she's gone by the time i wake up (i wake up at 12 everyday..XD) and when she comes home..we just watch tv and she goes to bed at about 9..nothing to fight about..
[Dreamt about someone you can't be with]:
YES...so...ARGH! frustrating..whyyyyyyyy...must things be this way..haiz..and then it's like..ARGH! XD don't know what's wrong with me..i dream about..him..everynight..TOO MUCH MY DEAR! TOO MUCH! and i dreamt about w-inds. too! XDD WAHHA! love them! but that dream was WAY to weird..in it..zhengxuan was keita's FATHER(?!) in one life..and then his best friend in the next..WAY TOO WEIRD! lolx..*amused* and no..you guessed wrong..zhengxuan isn't my crush..i just happened to talk to him that day..XD
[Are you center of attention or the wallflower]:
i believe i'm a bit of both? hahaha..sometimes..i like to make everyone listen to ME..and pay attention to ME..but most of the time it's not like that..HAHAHAHAHA..wallflower? yes..sometimes..i just hang around by the side..observing..like this invisible figure observing from the sidelines..like no one will notice those kind of thing..
[What type of vehicle do you drive]:
NONE..i don't want to drive anything ever..
[Would u rather be with friends or go on a date]:
DEPENDS..on who the date is..and who the friends are..hahahahahaha..if the date is keita or max..or one of my idols for that matter (and like it's a once in a lifetime opportunity..)..and the friends are normal everyday classmates..(actually..no matter who the friends are..) I WOULD GO ON THE DATE! keita-kun!!!
[Do you attend church]:
yup..hehe
[Do you like being around people]:
depends on what people..i HATE crowds..muaha! i do..XD they make me frustrated, paranoid, breatheless and blah blah..i think i have a phobia of crowds..lolx..but i don't really like the idea of being completely alone..(my paranoia at work again..)
[Who have you known the longest (friends)]:
HMMMM......HMMM...and let me repeat that again..HMMMMMM....LOLX! i honestly don't know..i dont' keep in touch with my primary school friends anymore..so they are out right? then...actually..technically..i dont' keep in touch with ANYONE anymore..*whacks own head* ok..probably...waijean? HAIZ....what..two freaking years only..i suck...and it's not my fault..i DO try to keep in touch with old classmates..OH DANG! FREAKING DANG! HOW COULD I FORGET!? LIMIYU! DUH....i knew her since p2..LOLX..in CO..haiz..the old days..
[argue the most with]:
eh..i actually argue with a lot of people..so i can't answer this question..HAIZ...too many liao..can't tell who i argue with the most..
[Who do you always get along with]:
nobody..LOLX..i think i actually argue with every one i know..even if i just met them..XD
[Who has the coolest siblings?]:
ME! because..all my other friends seem to have super sucky siblings..but that's how things work right? people always portray their own siblings as the worst on earth..haha..
1.Popularly known as?
~ ehh..by my priamry school friends..bog? by current people..hmm..just teresa i guess..or twee..or to my penpals..yukiri..
2. AGE?
~ 14 years..7 months and 30 days..(I AM EXACTLY 7 YEARS AND 4 MONTHS YOUNGER THAN RYORYO..AND 3 YEARS AND 1 MONTH YOUNGER THAN CHANGMIN!)
3. BIRTHDAY
~ 180391
4. WHAT'S YOUR ZODIAC SIGN?
~ pieces! ajhdajhosjaklj..i just spelt it wrongly..LOLX..didn't i? i can't remember how to spell it..sadly..pices? BLEARGH..
5. Who is your cutest girl friend?
~ eh..cute as in ugly but adorable? LOLX! hmmmm....waijean? her actions are damn cute..and she's ugly too! so she fits the bill! just joking..waijean darling..you aren't ugly! *pinches your cheeks* LOLX..i am whacko..
6. Can't live without..
~w-inds.? XD lolx..utter exagerration i think..water, food, air and LOVE..(AND MUSIC! I TOTALLY DIED LAST NIGHT WHEN MY MP3 DIED ON ME!! I NEED BATTERIES!)
9. Choice of music?
~ i like any kind of music actually..EXCEPT blues, techno and jazz! grrr...lolx..the rest are cool..even classical and OPERA! *glee*
10. Food trip?
~ HUH?! XD wah?
11. Fantasy female/male?
~ eh...funny, understanding..well-to-do..gorgeous (in my opnion at least)..kind..humble..witty (i especially love sarcastic wit)..strong enough..fabulous voice..smart..ingenious..handy..sincere..partial romantist..able to hold intelligent conversations with..caring..have similar opinions to mine..or at least for topics that i care about..like ABORTION..and many more qualities..hey look..you asked for my FANTASY male right? XD
12. What kind of bf/gf are you?
~ HMMMMM......we will see when i actually become someone's girlfriend..
13. What will make you fall for a guy/girl?
~ sincerity..sarcastic wit..(XDD) good looking of course (AHHH! my baobeis!!) and just anyhow pick some stuff from up there lah!
14. Turn-offs?
~ EH...the opposites of those up there? XD
15. If you had a million bucks, what would you spend it on?
~ i would take my time to decide..what is needed and stuff..probably save most of it..and donate some to charity..yeah..
16. Longest time you've ever spent on the phone?
~ 2 hours i believe..haha..
17.Did you get tired of it?
~ nuh-uh..usually i only get off the phone because my parents are scolding..or because my battery is dying..hahahaha..or some other reason..
18. The one thing you try to do everyday?
~ EH....try ah? haha..get on the comp? XDDDDD
19. Vegetables or fruits?
~ FRUITS! i'm quite certain they are the only things keeping me alive now..LOLX..i sort of hate veggies..
20. Favorite soundtrack
~ wah? XD no idea..don't listen to soundtracks..
21. Night out or night in?
~ in? lolx..nights are times to watch tv!! *glee* lots and lots of nice nice shows to watch..
22. What's scarier, ghosts or aliens?
~ ghosts? i hate them (except haru of course..XD)
23. Finish this sentence: If I could be anyone in the world for a day...
~ i would be Tachibana Keita's wife and mother of his children..*daydreams*
what happened:
24. today?
~ woke up at 12..read a bit of evolve or die..while watching winx club (only because my sister was watching it..) went to shower after like 30mins..then watched a bit more of tv..turned on the comp..at about 12.45..and have been on it since..LOLX
25. On your last birthday?
~hmm..i believe we ate cookies and cream ice cream cake from swensens..and that's all we did..i think..
26. Yesterday?
~HMMMM..woke up at 12.30...watched tv while waiting for my bro to get off the comp..showered..played the comp..and eh....watched malcolm in the middle..had dinner..watched famous friends of friends..watched a special on genghis khan..watched medical investigation..watched CSI: Miami..watched CSI..the orginal one..then went to bed..in my mom's room..lolx..
27. Last weekend?
~ HMMMM...let me think......had tuition..played comp..had cathechism..and..my sister was confirmed as a catholic..yay! haha..
28. Last christmas?
~ eh..i recieved this necklace from clemence..among my christmas presents..i think..hmm..i got an angel candle holder from samuel..i can't quite remember what sammi gave me..although it must have been some piece of jewellery or fashion accessory..HMM..honestly can't remember anything..celebrated the 1st death anniversary of darwin? lolx..
29. New year's eve?
~ EH...heck cared about the celebration on tv and went to bed i think..LOLX..
30. Halloween?
~ eh..i believe we went to school as usual..HAHAHA..and then..at night..we just sat around and watched tv..
31. Valentine's day?
~ met samuel..i think..yeah..exchanged gifts..and that's all i can remember..deborah's b'day..lolx..and someone elses..XD
32. What's the last thing you ate?
~ APPLES LAH!
33. Thing you drank?
~ water...
34. Thing you wore?
~ THE USUAL LAH! my two tees and shorts..happy?
35. Last place you went to?
~ EH......as in went out went to? watch EOER loh....
36. Last person you saw?
~ clemence..he is perpetually in my field of vision..haha..
37. Last person you talked to?
~ EH..i think..HMM..can't remember..lolx..my maid! yes..i was asking her to put the apples down beside me..
38. Last song you heard?
~ last song i HEARD..h,mmmm..RISING SUN! lolx..love that song..right now..i'm listening to...unforgettable..track 4 of the rising sun album..
39. Right this VERY SECOND what areyou eating?
~ my dead cheek cells? *amused* hahahaha! it's true what!
40. What are you wearing?
~ SAME THING........
41. Any shoes on?
~ i'm at home........
42. Listening to?
~ hahahahahaha..track 4.....unforgettable..DBSG...rising sun album...
43. Talking to anyone?
~ nuh uh...
44. Are you a vegetarian?
~ no way.......
45. Are you a b!tch?
~ probably am..XD
46. Are you artistic?
~ nopes..i don't think anyone in my family is..we are more of math and science oriented..
47. Do you write poetry?
~ used to lah..sucked at it..
48. Are you a fast runner?
~ nopes..never was and never will be..
49. Can you ski?
~ nopes..
50. Did you ever give barbie a haircut?
~ HAHA! no..but i did trim my sister's fringe before..it looked HORRIBLE..
51. Are u naughty?
~ i guess..perhaps..XD
52. Do you own a hot pink shirt?
~ NO WAY..
53. How about orange pants?
~ yes..my mom bought it..haha..it's for sleeping in!
54. Are you evil?
~ i'd like to think so...
>>HAVE YOU EVER<<
slept the whole day?
nooooo...the longest i ever slept was 15 hours..XD
run naked?
NAH...i don't even think i did that as a toddler!
made out with a stranger?
EEEWWWW! i'm not so...ARGH! slutty!
sung a song for someone?
hahahahaha...how bout happy birthday? XDDDDD and you are my sunshine? XD stupid....
cursed?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA!!! quoting nicholas..little girls should swear..but then again..i aint' little..so..DUH! what kind of question is this?!
been so crazy in love?
....maybe?
hated someone?
XDDDDDD i believe so...*nods head*
admitted you were wrong?
HAH! don't think so..maybe i did..but i can't remember..
worked without sleep?
NAH!!! i need my sleep! grrrrrr...
been drunk and passed out?
XDDDDD maybe..you could consider it that way...i just fell asleep k?! twice..lolx..didn't faint..decided to go to sleep..XD and everyone says i was drunk at that time..so whatever..both times..
slapped someone?
heex........ME! XDDD it was so amusing..
been dumped?
NAH.......never even dated anyone..
broken a promise?
DEFINITELY..*snigger*
been so mad?
hmmmm..there was one time..i grabbed a chopper and..urm..started waving it at my brother..lolx..most of the time it was just knives..yeah..haha..that was in the past..everytime i did that my siblings would ring up my mom and freak..lolx..they sorta got used to it after awhile..now..it's just..taking it out on my wrist..
>>WHAT DO YOU DO<<
when you wake up?
try to go back to sleep..maybe drink a bit of water..
after a bath?
eh..whatever i planned to do earlier on?
when a child cries?
depends..if i know the child..i would comfort him or her..if i don't..i would just be very sad..haha..and just stare..XD
on a sunday?
go to church..and then laze around for the rest of the day..maybe finish up some homework if i have to..
on a hot date?
HUH?! like with.....keita? XDDDD probably have a nose bleed..hyperventilate..then faint..or fake faint..and have him carry me to the hospital..oooo..his warm..strong..arms around me..XDDDD
when someone says you're not attractive?
HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA...funny..i would laugh..and then go "yeah..like i didn't know that.." *amused* XDDD that's what i always do..and then i would proceed to give more reasons why i look unattractive..
when you see an ex?
EH..go up to the person..say hi...and then chat i guess..lolx..
when you feel like crying but you don't know why?
WHEN WIll THAT HAPPEN?! *laughs maniacally*
when you can't sleep?
i listen to my mp3..focus on the lyrics and the songs..and block out any other thougts..close my eyes..try to get in a comfortable position..and stay there..
when you're angry?
shut my mouth..before i get violent..and then probably start self-mutilating..HAHAHAHAHA!
after a break up?
eh..no idea actually..we shall see when the time comes..
AND THAT WAS YESTERDAY (November 17th!)..let's take a break before the next quiz..TODAY IS RYOHEI'S BIRTHDAY!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYORYO! CHIBA-CHAN! WHEE~ you have finally turned 21! that's like legal age in singapore! of course legal age in Japan is 20..but WHATEVER..it's still cool..XD *pats head* I BET YOU WILL BE CELEBRATING WITH KEITA AND RYUICHI! *envies* I WANNA COME TO YOUR PARTY TOO!! hahahaha..so anyway..yakusoku no kakera pv is OUT! *joy* YAY! i am freaking happy! downloaded it..and gawsh! it's great quality! HEY! the only way poor little girls not in japan like me can watch PVs is to download it..ARGH! so damn sadded..lolx..BUT! OMFG! THE PV IS SO SENSUAL! *dies* SO TOTALLY SENSUAL! *faints* look at them move those hot bodies!! eeks! and GAWS! I LOVE KEITA WITH EARRINGS! AND HE'S BACK TO WEARING TWO ON HIS LEFT EAR!! *squeals squeals squeals squeals* AHHH! i could so totally die happy now! XDD KEITA -SAMA!! CHIBA-CHAN!!! RYUICHI-KUN!!!! eeks! i must say! RYUICHI IS BLOODY HOT IN IT!! BLOODY HOT! AND RYOHEI! GET THAT HAT OFF! YOUR HEAD ISN'T BADLY SHAPED! *dies* they are all so hot in there..i am so totally drooling..XD hahahahaha..
1. What did you do a few minutes ago?
BLOG...=.=''''
2. Why did you do that?
because i feel like it?
3. Who's on your mind right now?
the creator of this..=.=''' and also w-inds. and DBSG..HAHAHAHAHAHA
4. Do you miss school?
hmmmm..let's see..NO! XD i'm enjoying this wake up at noon, play comp til' evening..watch tv til' midnight thing..XD
5. Where r your mom n dad?
my mom's at work..and my dad..is either in isreal..or taking a flight back to singapore now..from..kuwait i think..can't remember..haha..
6. Do you have any younger bro/sis?
yup
7.Do you love your younger bro/sis?
can't say that..i guess normal sisterly love..but..they just FOUGHT..and i had to go there 3 freaking times trying to get my sister to say whatever my bro wanted her to say..and i got so stressed out..because my stupid sister just refused to say it..ARGH! YOU CAN'T SAY I'M A HEARTLESS SISTER JUST BECAUSE I DECIDED TO IGNORE THEM AND GO BACK TO THE COMP..i'm not wasting my precious time trying to complete an impossible task..
8. Are you sometimes moody?
hmm..i think i'm always moody..*glee* depends on my MOOD i guess..XDDD *dies* i don't know lah..probably..
9. Where do you really-really wanna go to?
EH....JAPAN! MOUNTAINOUS AREAS! KEITA'S HOUSE! and find my way to his heart..*huggles him* (this so totally reminds me of the pick-up line that senior taught us..beware: hey girl. do you have a map? girl-no?/yeah guy-cuz' i need one to find my way to your heart. i guess the second part depends on how the girl answers eh?)
10. Which one do you prefer..msn or ym?
i have only used msn..and aim..yes..
11. what is your fav drink?
WATER! you need water! MUAHA! or milk!! i love milk!! OR! GREEN TEA! i love the taste! *dies* AND I AM STILL NOT A HEALTH FREAK!
12. What best describes you?
WHACKO! hahahahahahahahahahahaha..
13. Are you picky?
i should think so...haha..yes..very picky..about food especially..
14. Do you love shopping?
not really..depends on what i'm shopping for..like..if it's for w-inds. stuff..i wouldn't mind..but i don't think i love shopping..
15. Where do you usually go shopping?
eh..orchard?
16. What are the 3 best things you'd like to do?
HUH? i don't know..help all the children in need of aid in the world? lead a happy and comfortable life? and..of course..BE THE WIFE OF KEIA AND THE MOTHER OF HIS CHILDREN! *dies*
17. How many times a day do you shower?
once..shower once when i wake up..bathe once in the evening/when i come home..that's my policy..of course..on special days..i could shower more often..
18. How long do you shower?
10mins..15mins max..
19. If you happen to spot a brand new wallet, watwill u do?
why would i care about a brand new wallet..i've got all i need..
20. If you happen to win 10 000 dollars, what will ubuy?
must buy ah..hmm..all the w-inds. merchandise i can get..XDand..for the leftover money..i will probably think it over..
21. What makes you freak out?
LOTS of things..lolx..
22. Where do you live?
on planet earth..
23. Are you the president of any clubs?
nooo..being a president is SUCH a stressful job..
24. Are you a prefect at school?
nooo..prefects..have it BAD....
25. What's your opinion on chocolates?
depends on what kind of chocolates although they are generally delicious..good for depressed people..LOLX..
26. What color is your room's wall?
eh..white on three sides and lavendar on the last side..
27.who cleans ur room?
my maid..
28.Who was the last person who yelled at you?
i honestly can't remember..i haven't been yelled at in a while..
29.Last testimonial to who?
zhengxuan..because he wrote one to my DEAD friendster..lolx..baka..
30.How are you feeling right now?
my butt's sore from sitting on a hard chair too long..other than that..i'm fine..
31. What time did you wake up this morning?
EH..hahahahahaa..about 11-something..
32. What time u slept yesterday?
EH..ok..i went to bed at about 10.30..tossed and turned on my bed for about 1 hour or more..and then my mp3 DIED on me..and then..hmmmm..i went searching for a battery for my mp3..and then i tossed and turned somemore..i think i slept at around 12? or maybe earlier..
33. How many times have your profile been viewed?
eh..DEAD friendster remember? lolx..if i myself can't bother to look at my friendster..who would?
34. What's the most annoying thing a person coulddo?
not sure...there are many annoying things people could do..how bout keep asking stupid questions?
35. If a stranger girl/boy happens to smileat you, would you smile back?
AWWWW..a little girl/boy smiling at me!! OF COURSE I WILL SMILE BACK!! *pinches kid's cheeks*
36. What does Donald Trump mean to you?
don't give a damn about him..
37. Lastly, what are you going to do after this?
do more surveys..
38. Ever think of getting married?
duh..like married to keita?!or ryohei?! or changmin?! or even ryuichi!! *faints* i do think about it a lot..
39. What's ur greatest regret?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! I LOVE THIS ONE! how bout to be BORN?! XD other than that..i don't really have much regrets..at least not at the moment lah.. actually..i just thought of one..i really regret doing that..i feel like apologising to that dude..but he doesn't come online..and i don't have his hp number..dang..
40. Ever think of commit sucide before?
yes..and i like to think that i almost succeeded even though i didn't..haah..because those PATHETIC little cuts probably wouldn't even have made me faint..i need a good swiss army knife..lolx..
FIRST thing to do before going to sleep:
- get waterbottles..OH! yeah..yeah..get water bottles and my other stuff like medication..etc..
FIRST pet:
- i think it was this goldfish..each of us got one free from science centre..when my younger sister wasn't born yet..my one died the next day though..ate too much..we buried it and planted and orange tree over it..for years the orange tree was mobbed by caterpillars..haha..
FIRST primary school:
- GAWSH! I WAS ONLY IN ONE PRIMARY SCHOOL! XD henry park lah..lolx..
FIRST alcoholic drink you had:
- hmmm..red wine..i still remember that episode clearly..XD my dad forced me to drink it..LOLX..imagine that! yes..so i decided to drink it..and i fell in love with it..XD i have a family of wine lovers..
FIRST time you entered a bar:
- too young..and i don't ever want to enter a bar..
FIRST time you were sent to the principal fordisciplinary action:
- XDDDD p4..yes..not really considered disciplinary action..more of counselling..gawsh..he has a WHOLE lot of CANES..like in various sizes..lengths..thickness..WOAH! it was because i did below standards in p4..failed 4 subjects..lolx..but if you want disciplinary action..hmm..that will be the vp..in p3..that was horrible..lolx..because..haiz..don't know how to explain lah..
FIRST record you bought:
- HMMM...HHMMMM....i can't think..westlife! yes..turnaround..and coast to coast special thingy..bought both at the same time..
FIRST musical instrument you learned to play:
- the recorder..LOLX..*glee*
FIRST concert you watched:
- EH...concert..first concert..hang on..OO-ER! my kindergarden concert..when i was in N1 probably..lolx..they held concerts every year..only K2s are allowed to participate..and when i was K2 i switched kindergardens..ARGH!! to one that held concerts every year too..but every level had to participate..i miss my first kindergarden..
FIRST sport you played:
- *frowns* not sure..maybe soccer..lolx..probably..
FIRST terrible fight:
- HAHAHAHA! no terrible fights so far..only fights..with siblings and all..and with one person..hmm..the fights with my oldest bro was the worst of course..always ended up with me injured and him perfectly unharmed..UNFAIR! at least i learnt my lesson..lolx..injuries attained? cut on my stomach..pulled leg muscle..hmm..bruised stomach..haha..lots of stuff lah..
FIRST best friend:
- i think it was samantha huang..in p2..or maybe not..i think that was after i decided to quit jessica's gang..
FIRST wedding you've attended:
- my uncle's wedding..i think i was damn young at that time..lolx..not even in primary school..
FIRST person who greeted you on your last birthday:
- my MOM! no one remembered my birthday this year..lolx..big surprise? not even my dad..he was like "today 18th meh? no what!!!" haiz..*sadded* and my mom..she only wished me at night..cuz' she only came home at night..
FIRST collection:
- stamps..with my sister..
FIRST time you saw a ghost:
- HEEX! i dreamt of ghosts before..never actually saw one..i think..i hope..i hope i never ever see one..unless it's my darling haru of course..*sigh*
FIRST roller coaster ride:
- in korea..when i was either 1 or 2..i was so excited that i could finally seat roller coasters..i went about sitting every single one i was allowed to sit on..which came up to a mere total of three..lolx..it was at lotte world i think..
FIRST ambition:
- i think it was in p1..when i wanted to be a teacher..
FIRST job:
- hmmm..too young..will get one when i'm 16..probably..
FIRST thing you bought today:
- eh..didn't even go out..asking my mom to help me get batteries though..
FIRST person you hated:
- hahaahah..i remember clearly..i don't remember her name though..XD it was in kindergarden..my new kindergarden..actually..i think i hated quite a lot of people when i entered my new kindergarden..lolx..
LAST concert you watched:
- eh..in my school i think..or maybe it was something else..haha..can't remember lah..
LAST book you bought:
- BOOK! hahahahahahaha..i don't think i buy books..ooooo..clemence's last year's christmas present..i don't think school books are counted right? XD yup..clemence's and xavier's..they both got books..
LAST thing you bought:
- EH..the very very last thing ah..HMMM..oh..the music box thingy and 3-D tic-tac-toe this monday..yup..bought both at the same time cuz' they were from the same store..lolx..
LAST tv show you watched:
- winx..sadly..i didn't watch the whole show though..just watched a bit while waiting for this comp to load..haha..cuz' my sister was watching it mah!!
LAST movie you watched:
- The Exorcism of Emily Rose..on monday..haha..
LAST time you traveled out of the country:
- HMMM...june..went back to malacca..
LAST song listened:
- track 5 of DBSG's rising sun album//can't read the korean words..but the english words say "love is never gone" so..whatever..
LAST argument:
- probably too long ago or too insignificant to remember..
LAST thought:
- haha..what to write for this?
1. Fallen for your neighbor?
yeah...lolx..it's not my fault..he is hot..polite..kind..and..well..mature? and then recently i saw him again..and he's even more mature now..*whacks own head*
2. Made out with just a friend?
NOOOOO....
3. Been rejected?
haven't even confessed to anyone before..
4. Been in love?
maybe..
5. Used someone?
probably
6. Been used?
yes..definitely
7. Been Kissed?
by my parents..=.=''''
8. Done something you regret?
defiinitely..
*****Who was the last person...
10. You talked to?
online..waijean..offline..my mom?
11. You hugged?
my dad..offline..lots of people online..
12. You instant messaged?
waijean!!
13. You kissed?
online..lots of people..offline..my dad..
15. You yelled at?
dn't know?
16. You laughed with?
XD lots of poeple lah...
17. Who broke your heart?
hahahahahahahahahah! my heart is still being broken at the very moment..
18. Who told you they loved you?
EH...can't remember..lolx..honestly..girls tend to do this kind of stuff what..
19. Made out with?
never kissed anyone before..
20. Have a Birthmark?
on my right knee..kinda faded..
21. Have any piercings?
two..one on each ear..
22. Have a 6 pack?
nopes..keita does..and so does ryo..and ryuichi..and all my hot darlings! CHANGMIN!
23. Own your own house?
nuh huh
24. Own a nice car?
NOPES..i am stil young..
25. Speak any languages?
english mandarin..and a bit of japanese..
26. Cook your own Dinner?
hahahahaha..i don't..
27. color your hair?
NO! it ruins your hair..lolx..maybe one day..
28. Have green eyes?
nopes..
*****Have you / Do you / Are you...
29. Stolen anything?
sadly..
30. Smoked?
gross no!
31. Taken drugs?
hmmm..i take pop a pill every night..i sniff drugs like twice daily..and stuff like that..it's called my MEDICATION..
32. Obsessive?
maybe
35. Panic?
yes..a lot of times..
36. Anxiety?
maybe..
37. Depressed?
not really..bipolar?
38. Control Freak?
NAH!
39. Obsessed with hate?
maybe..
*****Questions
41. If you could be anywhere, where would you be?
eh..in keita's house?! XDDDD WITH KEITA!
42. Can you do anything freakish with your body?
nopes..don't think so..
43. What feature do you find most attractive ongirls/guys?
not sure about that..hahahahaha..lips don't hold much..hmmm..honestly not sure..their generally look i suppose..
44. Vote a woman candidate forpresident?
if i find that she is qualified and capable..
45. Would you marry for money?
nah..unless i'm really desperate...
46. Have you had braces?
not yet..getting them in december..
47. Do you wear lip gloss?
don't like the feeling..
48. Do you sing in the shower?
when i feel like it..
50. Could you live without a computer?
dun think so.doubt it..
51. Do you use AOL, MSN, Yahoo?
msn.
52. If so, how many people are on your list?
190
53. If you could live in any past, where would it be?
beach. hee.eh..don't want to live in the past..
54. Do you wear white socks?
noo..not even for school..cuz' we have school socks..lolx..
55. Do you wear shoes?
quite obviously..
56. What is your favorite fruit?
papaya..
57. Do you eat wheat bread or white?
white bread..
58. What is your favorite place to visit?
moutainous areas..
59. Fave DVD?
hmm..let me think..PoL tour? FM tour? SoA tour? w-inds.tv? i can't decide..hahahahahaha..w-inds. related DVDs i guess..
60. Do you kiss on the first date?
nah..that is just plain slutty..
61. Are you photogenic?
don't think so..lolx..
62. Do you dream in colour or in black and white?
Colour..
63. What are you wearing right now?
the usual...
64. Do you eat a lot of fruit?
not really..depends on what fruits my maid cutes..
65. Do you have any dimples?
i think so..
66. Do you remember being born?
no. -.-quite obviously no...
67. Why do you take surveys?
cuz im bored.cuz' i feel like it..
68. Do you drink alcohol?
occasionally..when i am allowed to..
69. Did you like high school?
i'm still in junior high..
70.What is the best accent?
i don't know?
71. Who do you want to kiss?
keita!
72. Do you like sunsets?
i guess..
73. Do you want to live to be 100?
nah..
74. If not why?
i said depends, not no.because i don't want to suffer when i grow old..
75. Do you or have you played with a ouija board?
NO WAY!
76. Are you loyal?
maybe..
77. Are you tolerant of other peoples beliefs?
yes..as long as they don't start insulting my religion
78. When you watch movies, do you like the lightson or off?
off?
79. Do you like your nose?
noo..it's fat..
80. Do you think you can draw well?
definitely not..
81. At what age did you find out that Santa Clausewasn't real?
i think i always knew that santa clause wasn't real..
82. How many pairs of shoes do have in yourcloset?
3
83. Do you like to wear the same shoes everyday?
i guess it's fine with me..
84. Do you write poetry?
used to,.,
85. Sing?
yup..i intend to join the choir next year..
hmmm..do i have anything else to say? oh yeah..i find it amusing that Japan's old capital was kyoto.and it's current capital is tokyo..is lik.you just switch the syllables arond..and blogger is being lag..so i think i shall stop now..argh..
2:53 PM
actually..i honestly have a whole chunk of stuff to write (that's what happens when you are cooped up in the house all day with your bro hogging the comp like practically 24/7 and you do nothing but READ) but then again..my dad's breathing down my neck (not literally of course) so i have to be quick and all..WHICH MEANS...no writing too much..ARGH! all my plans for this entry..WASTED! *sniffle* and it's not like I spend as much time on the comp as the bro of mine..i mean it's like HE spends the whole day..from before i wake up til' evening time playing the comp..and when i get a chance to play..my dad starts shouting at me for playing too long..haiz....ok..let's be quick about this then..soooooo...i've been reading a lot of books lately..cuz' my mom borrows them from the library..and of course i recently read finish september's and october's junon..so...i have a lot to say about those books..it might get a bit eh..don't know how you spell it..(how amusing..) but anyway..just bear with it..of course..technically..i'm talking to no one here..since no one reads my blog *amused* sooooo..
there were those horrible history books..and the horrible science and whatever (still not done with them) did you know..that everytime you frown, millions/billions of dead skin and bacteria and other microscopic creatures fall off? so see? frowning is good for you..although yeah it does cause you those nasty wrinkles..but still..don't frown all the time..cuz' it ain't gonna help you and ti's just probably going to cause more microscopic stuff to get stuck in those crevices..and then.did you know..that everytime you flush the toilet, billions of microscopic water/pee/shit comes spurting out of the toilet bowl? and no..it doesn't help to close the cover cuz' apparently, these just spurt out with greater force when you do that..haha! so now i just flush while standing one arm's length away and run off after i flushed..XD and did you know that 1 in 5 toilets have microscopic bits of poo on them? GROSS! so totally GROSS..and you can't help but wonder if that's true for outside toilets..those DEFINITELY have the DIRTIEST door handles..XD it's like..you can't even wash your hands BEFORE you open the door..so you are bound to leave gross bits of bacteria and whatever on the handle..but hey..it's like..you have been doing it for years already..and since it hasn't harmed you so far..no point worrying right? XD and then..hmmm..oh yeah..this weirdo guy from the roman's times..drank a little bit of poison every day because he knew the romans were going to try and kill him..so he wanted to be immuned to poison when they tried..and then..on the day he heard the romans were coming..he tried to kill himself by drinking poison..XDD so amusing..it's like you build up an immunity against it and you try to kill yourself by it..TOTALLY ABSURD..of course he didn't die..he killed himself using a sword in the end..XD so enough of these little bits..OHOH! you can also kill yourself..by leaving yourself in an enclosed room..and putting a micture of clorax and ammonia in a bucket..you will slowly die from poisoning..hehe..but..it's more painful then dying in your sleep by carbon monoxide..i should think..anyway..you can also get diarrheoa (sp?) from swallowing cleaning liquid..and drinking ammonia will make your throat have an air bubble..so you can't breathe..and you start choking..until someone comes up and slaps you hard on the back..so you burp and the air bubble comes out..soooo..ENOUGH
and then there was this other book i really liked..it's called oceans apart..interesting you know..it's this whole book about forgiveness and faith in god..a lot of crap about hearing voices and god repeating the words "your ways are not my ways" basically stuff from the bible..i think the only character i can really trust or something in the book is ramey..she's like a non-believer turned believer..and all because of the death of a friend..hmmm..but she's cool..you can really tell she loves max..she even starts praying for him after all..and then..hmmm..at first..you are probably bound to hate the michele evans person..but she's ok i guess..she just finds it hard to adjust and all..and the kids..sure..they seem innocent and naive enough..but they too can't be trusted..and for pete's sake! why is a 10 year old girl speaking like a little kid trying to act smart? she sounds like she's 7 or something..=.='''' i mean when i was 10..i was all avoiding my parents and everything already..and she's still 'pure' and 'innocent'..ah well..XD i don't really feel like talking about this anymore..
ok..anyway..keita is back to wearing ear-rings! *rejoices* it's so fab! he's wearing them again! *dances around* he looks so totally awesome with ear-rings..of course now he only wears them on his left ear..but that's still cool..XD i love hot guys with ear-rings and specs..it makes them hotter to me at least..XDD *rejoices* yay yay! and keita wears black rimmed specs too..XD so amusing..he looks so dorky in them..which is so adorable..i initially wanted to translate an article in JUNON for you guys..but my dad is still going to stop me..but i'm going to try anyway..after awhile..soooo...KEITA HAS THIS MOLE ON HIS CHEST..it's like the only reason i can see it is because he keeps wearing these low-neck shirts..XD so hot..so anyway..hmm..the only reasons why i read junon is to read the w-inds. articles..and..read the survey thingies..and the look-a-like part..and the give-away part..and flip through and look at pictures..and oogle a bit at Lead..and frown at FLAME (like they haven't been doing ANYTHING..so why are they still in JUNON?!) and..then..i..look at the fashion parts (like september's one was about hairstyles..kinda cool..i decided to cut one of their hairstyles..basically..the only thing i'm going to change is to layer my hair and cut a fringe..just below my eye level..so i can flick it to the side when i don't like it..) and then..i also read some other articles if they are interesting..look at the latest japanese dramas..read the horoscope part..the part where they ask the artistes questions..hmmm..read the one about byebye virgin life (only for the survey questions..did you know that the average age of losing your virginity in japan is 16 on the dot? o.0 and did you know that they even do it in PARKS..and apparently on ROOFTOPS too..it's like WOAH?! then they say one thing they have to worry about is no..not about whether they look/smell good..but to watch out for people approaching..o.0) and read the story of the month if it's interesting..ooo..and look at neoprints and the pictures the fans draw..i love their handwritings..*daydreams* wish i had handwriting as need as them..so anyway..let's translate the article! note: some of them may be just rough translations cuz' i might be too lazy to check the dictionary..hehe..
Problem 1:
I have fallen in love with a good friend of a person who has once told me "I like you". That person shouldn't hate me, yet he doesn't seem to like me either. Under these circumstances, should i confess to him? (20 yrs -Working)
Answer: It's alright to confess to him, but if I were him, I would definitely reject.
Ryuichi: You can go according to your priorities to arrange the order [no idea what he's referring to..but this IS the literal meaning], and decide if you want to confess. If you really like him, then you can confess to him, if you don't want to hurt the person who told you, "I like you", then don't confess. No matter what the ending, anyway the only person who will regret is you. Even so, if you don't want to regret, it's best if you don't confess, then you won't make anyone confused. [great advice mate! haha..so straightforward..i believe she knows that already..]
Ryohei: Just like
Keita: I bought 3 movie DVDs woh...doesn't seem to have any connection, so sorry. [EXACTLY! that was REALLY random..=.='''] Yeah~If it was me, and the girl Ryuichi [why not RYOHEI?! poor ryohei..*pats head*] likes confessed to me, I will definitely recommend ryuichi and say "Ryuichi's a very good person woh." [he definitely likes his "woh"s...]
Ryuichi: Keita's really a good person.
Ryohei: I will also reject.
Ryuichi: When that girl confesses to me, I won't really believe her already, because I will feel "My friend has already confessed to her, why did she still confess to me?".
Ryohei: Actually, if the relationship of the two friends turns bad because of this, then it shows that their friendship can't go on like this. [??] Even if the girl doesn't confess, the relationship between the two will also change, like this, confessing won't be a problem right? If later on you regret and say "If i had known, I would have confessed", then you might as well confess then get rejected, leaving you with less to regret right? [totally don't get it...the cheemness of adulthood..haiz..]
Problem 2:
My boyfriend is gentle and smart, I really like him, but he dress-sense is seriously too vulgar [another direct translation..i'm sure it just means..something like UGLY? or eh...don't know..]. He frequently dresses in black leather pants and checkered faded shirts [not too sure about the faded part..but why does this..sort of remind me of eh...RYUICHI?!], but then he says that being vulgar is paying attention to what you wear. How should I change what he wears? (21 yrs-Year 3 in University)
Answer:
Just tell him! [this is one of those rough translation thingies..cuz' it is a bit weird putting the direct translation..but if you want it..it's "The best way is for his girlfriend to tell him"..ok find..not weird..]
Keita: This guy is just like me, I also feel that being particular about clothes is very vulgar, {I'm} always wearing track pants and T-shirts.
Ryuichi: I also feel the same way, I feel that "For guys, it's the intention that counts, right?" But then, liking to dress up is also very fun [yes..we all know about your dressing up don't we, Ryuichi?], how to make a guy understand this point.....
Ryohei: (raises hand) I KNOW! His girlfriend should go and buy the clothes she wants him to wear, then let him wear. "Since you aren't particular about what you wear, then wearing this should pose no problems right?" [WHAT A BRILLIANT GENIUS! if i EVER become keita's gf or something..i am SO going to try that] Then you can counter towards operating [this..so..totally..doesn't make sense..=.='''' ARGH!]
~end~
HAHA! sorry..my JUNON magazine is currently somewhere else..and i have to go do other stuff too..=P soooo..anyway..i'm just going to start complaining..cuz' someone restarted the comp..or something like that..this is what happened:
Clemence: *enters room* hey..who restarted the comp?
Me: i've been in here the whole time *thinks that he means the basic restarting*
Clemence: no........someone rebooted the comp..the whole thing restarted..
Me: *blank expression* (i suck at this stuff)
Dad: what happened? *looks up from newspaper*
Clemence: everything's gone..my documents are all lost..even the WALLPAPER *emphasises* is different!
Me: eh..ok..*blank* *thinks that there's nothing wrong cuz' it's HIS documents which are gone* (oh i feel so stupid now)
Dad: so?
Clemence: don't know..someone must have done something *eyes me* (i AM known in my family for causing computer viruses and stuff like that..)
Me: WHAT?! i didn't do anything!! the last time i played the computer was this morning!!
Dad: who was the last one who used the computer?
Clemence: *eyes me AGAIN*
Me: probably Zoe or Xavier..Zoe used right after me..
Clemence: i think it was xavier..
Me: everything's lost?
Clemence: yeah..all gone..
Me: *suddenly realises what he's saying* AHHHH!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! MY STUFF! *whines* (yes..i'm a serial whiner)
Clemence: you go see for yourself lah! *jerks head towards...eh...outside the bedroom?*
Me: *dashes out* *ons comp*
Dad: so what happened? *looks at computer screen* *analyses*
Me: *dies* MY STUFF!!!!! WHAT DO THEY MEAN CAN'T FIND OUR USER!!! *freaks* *whines*
Dad: YOU PEOPLE AH! WHAT DID YOU DO TO MY COMPUTER?!
Me: MY STUFF!!! WHY DIDN'T I BACK IT UP EARLIER?!
Dad: XAVIER! is it you?!
Xavier: Nooooooo... (but he always denies everything anyway..PLUS..he was the last one to use it..suspicious..)
Dad: NO?! ZOE IS IT YOU?!
Zoe: Noooooooo......... (ALSO SUSPICIOUS! same character as my bro)
Me: *whines*
so..the end result is..at least my dad managed to find the files..but..the computer reboots everything you log off..like all your changes are lost..*cries* so...now..i have to resort to reuploading everything that i download..*sniffle* now..i have to quickly rush out to buy CDs before my comp really loses it..haiz..bye
9:10 PM
harloe..XD i didn't post my results here but then..if you know my lj add you can always go there and check it out..=D i still think they suck though..so....BLEARGH..so anyway...i think i'm like all with the whole chinese/fan ti thing..yeah..cuz'..i've been reading manga in fan ti for 2 weeks..and then i just watched 18 50mins discs of autumn in my heart (it's a korean drama) for 2 days while reading the fan ti subs..i'm probably going to watch another 16 discs of bo li xue (korean drama again) and read fan ti subtitles again..and then..i have two JUNON mags to read..in fan ti also..yeah..so..after all this..my chinese SHOULD improve right? =.='''' although i doubt so..haiz..anyway..let's talk about the autumn in my heart first..
FIRSTLY! the same actor for the teenage versions of the guys..yay! *muax muax muax* haha..and then..i don't want to talk about it anymore..=P except that..the problem with sad sad shows is that...after awhile..you tend to stop crying..because your tears can't flow anymore..yeah..anyway..the first day i cried like 30 times..or more..the second day..i'm not sure how many times i cried..but i think i may have cried like i don't know..70 times? it may sound like an exaggeration but then it's true cuz' it was really sad..and hey..it's quite a few hours so yeah..that's all! and..my eyes swelled up..=.=''' stupid..and because of the crying i think..i had nightmares twice..argh! so annoying..the first night was super scary..you would find it scary too if you had a dream about a ghost in your outside bathroom..and it was chasing after you..and the only place you thought was safe was this chapel or something..and it was only the basement area which was super dark..and then apparently the ghosts can still reach there..so..BLEARGH! somemore i work up in the middle of the night/morning (it was about 5am) and needed to go to the bathroom..*dies* and then..it's amazing how much you can dream in 1hr..i had a completely new dream..about another ghost..but it's a friendly ghost..my haru! XDDD eh..if you don't know already..it's the slamming ghost..the ghost i fell in love with and obsessed with..yeah..he gave me this gift..which i hung on my bed..and then i thought it was just some cheap trinket..but then it was actually this super cool device..*dies* so awesome..i think my dream about haru might have something to do with the fact that lately i've been thinking about him a lot..yeah? haha..ever since the lightning night..=P but i don't think your would know the lightning night..haha..it's on my lj too..anyway..the second night..hmmm..there was this super scary slide with holes..and blah blah lah..so anyway..that's all..yay! now we can talk about my expenditure..
hmmm...within two days..i have already spent 500 bucks..scary? plus..i'm not the kind of person who spends so much..so what made me do such a thing? HAHA! ok anyway..yesterday went clothes shopping..bought a black and orange jacket..=P and the large size is like so small lah..and my bro was like "you bought this jacket?" and then he tried to wear it..and my mom/sis was like "it's for slender (how to spell!!) people lah!" XD it so did NOT fit him..anyway..i also bought a peach top..i like this top a lot..it's sleeveless (all the tops i bought are sleeveless..)..and then it's got frilly sleeves thingy..don't know how to describe lah..WHATEVER..i think i like it cuz' it's peach..LOLX.. and then i also bought a white top..and another pink top..of course..i didn't really choose the pink top..the pink top is more of for my sister..it's just that my mom had ME try it since i was the only one there (other than my younger sis) and then..hmm..i bought a brown skirt (which goes really well with the peach top and the jacket =P gonna wear it on friday) and also a blackish-greyish plead skirt..which looks quite nice..plus it's long..MUAHA! and a couple of undies..because the undies were the main purpose in going there..lolx..yeah..so..the total for these clothes was 200-something..like 240 or something like that..and that is AFTER a $10 discount and a 15% discount..and then urm...yeah..so next is TODAY..cuz' i went to the hospital..*starts new para*
hmm..today..went to the hospital and the bill came up to A LOT..somemore it was just a routine check up for my ezcema..went to this guy called Prof Hugo Van Bever..interesting name..his eyes are nice..as in the shade..MUAHA! yes i notice these stuff..greyish i think..what i imagine draco's eyes to be like..except his will be more of silver then grey..yeah..(weird..i was thinking of joy chin cuz' she wears grey contacts and she suddenly came online..) and then..he asked me to describe whatever syntoms i have like with any problems..and then while i was describing..i realised i sounded like a sickly child..eye problem..nose problem..throat problem..lung problem..ear problem..skin problem..PLUS..4 operations from infections..and then i glanced at my hospital file and the files of the other patients..GUESS WHAT?! my file is like 100 times thicker than theirs..no kidding..cuz' theirs mostly have only a few sheets of papers inside..while mine have TONS of papers..from my ezcema visits, my psychiatrist visits, my operation visits, my check-ups on my post-operation conditions, etc. soooo...yeah..and i went for another allergy test which was horrible..it was super itchy..and the histamine one had horrible bumps..ARGH! anyway..the doctor's fees itself came up to 100++ dollars..=.='''' but it was subsidised so it became 50++ dollars..then my medication all came up to 208.15 dollars..that's like WOAH! so the total for these two days is 500..not counting additional stuff..lolx..my nasal spray stuff came up to 100++ dollars..then my pills came up to 50++ dollars..and then still got the wash and the cream..so..haiz..
anyway..i can't wait for wed, thurs and fri..XD wednesday is nj induction..should be fun..games, uniform fitting and planning of classroom decorations..XD and then there's the dinner under the stars..that's like WOAH! I LIKE! but then again..we probably have to sit in the football field..and stars can't really be seen in singapore..so basically, it's more of dinner under the invisible stars..haiz..then thursday and friday got chalet..should be fun too..lolx..bbq..and water balloon fight..and god knows what else..LOLX..can't wait..anyway..friday going for the rj play..haha..i made reservations DAMN late..too bad..ah well..anyway..apparently i still managed to get good seats..first two rows..so yay! and now i need to go to sleep..lolx..must take my pills and use my nasal spray..argh..don't know what it will feel like using the nasal spray and don't really want to know..=.='''
7:54 PM
hahahaha!! i'm going to type and type and type like crazy!! cuz' today was fun! and i'm probably going to die happy even if i die right now! XDDD *faints* ok! let's leave all the fainting to later on in the entry..*glee* eh..sorry mrs idil if you are reading this..it's going to be a bit vulgar and eh....weird? HAHAHA! *glee glee*
ok! today went to changi airport for a maths trail! *grin grin* can you believe it? who goes to changi airport for math trails? =.=''' first..we met our seniors in school (our class only!! cuz' we are supposedly the best in math XDDD) then my group got eileen, waijean, ruying and liru..and guess who was my facilitator? adeline! *faints* i was like: *whack head on table* "TIAN AH!!! wo kuai yao si diao le........" and then my seniors were: "HAHAHAHAHAHA!" and my group mates were either: *blink blink* "huh?" or : *frown* *scowl* "i don't like her....." heex..ah well..then we had to come up with a group name..eileen and i were all for japanese names..waijean was all for disagreeing with anything that came up..of course i disagreed too at times..=P but i did most of the talking anyway..like: "baka no sainto!!" eileen: *blink blink* "what?" me: "eh...BAKA NO SAINTO!!" *explains* (i decided it was too eh..weird and rude(?) to put here so...those who can guess can guess i guess...GUESS GUESS GUESS! XD diao...) eileen: "OOHHHH!! XDDDDD" yay! i know..a lot of imagery here..=P not my fault..read too much manga..and that will come in the LATER part of this post..can you believe it? i've only written about 10mins! haha!
then we went for reccess at 8.30...can you believe it?! SO EARLY! 8.30!!!! all of us were like: o.0 "wah?" and of course me being the weird extra one..made a sound i like to make when i'm annoyed..something like eh..how to spell ah? "krkrkrkrkrkrksskrk(?)" and then with the annoyed face i like to make..something like a mixture of a disgusted look and a squinty annoyed look. haha..yes..i know i'm completely different (almost innocent) when i go back to hpps..*glee* and then eileen i think it was eileen.. was like "HAHAHAHAHAHA!" and then we went down..=.='''' and i was busy trying to read my manga while hiding it from natasha..apparently we aren't supposed to read our manga in school..*raises eyebrow* the thing is..even the teachers don't mind..the only person who minds is....*points up* i always get scolded by her for reading manga in school..so...during the whole time while we were having our briefing..i was suffering from manga withdrawal symptoms..which include..horrible whining: "*whines* wo yao si diao le.......wo yao du shu.......*more whining* yao si ah...................*even more whining*" like that..the chinese speaking thingy is through influence from reading too much manga (see?! MANGA IS GOOD! improve my chinese! MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA! i tend to speak and think in the same tone, form and language as the book i'm reading..like when i was reading macbeth..that was scary......)
(i'm still at 8.30 by the way..LOLX!!) and then i ate nutella bread.....and drank a sip of eileen's green tea..green tea is good for your skin...and i think it makes your mensus end faster..not that i have mensus now anyway..and i ate one of eileen's strawberry ducky gummies..YUMMY! *licks lips* and then..i started reading my manga under my table..and whining somemore..(MANGA INFLUENCE!!!) me: "LAO SHI!!!! ZAI NA LI!!! *whine* wei shen me zhe me chi.........*more whining* lao shi ah.....lao shi......*even more whining*" (yes i was awfully whiney today...) and then..the horrible thing is...while we were waiting for ms lum and mrs khoo to come (LATE! 10 mins LATE! TEACHER SOMEMORE!! TSK!)..i screamed "LAO SHI!!!" and then....mr goh came...*blush blush* i didn't know he was there loh..and eileen was like "why you call him for what" thank goodness he acted like he didn't hear me..*wipes brow* then somemore got water closet down there..haha! *whispers "gay......"* *runs* then they finally came..and we left..wheee!!! i spent my time on the bus..reading manga until i got bus sick..and then i stared out of the window listening to my mp3..and then the sun got too piercing..me: *squeezes eyes shut* *thinks 'AHHH!!!! SO BRIGHT! SO BRIGHT!! MY EYES!!!!* and then we enter a tunnel...me: *still thinking 'AHHHH!!!! eh? dark?'* *opens eyes* *blink blink* *glee* and at that very moment we just had to exit the tunnel..=.=''''' so i had to shut my eyes again..then when we were reaching changi airport..waijean suddenly put her hand on my arm and pushed..my reaction.."I AM AWAKE!!!" *pissed* waijean: "but your eyes were closed" me: "I'M JUST BUS SICK LAH" waijean: ...... and then...we met our seniors..haha..with adeline..*faints*
so there was a briefing..which somehow i can't seem to remember much..oh yes..we went to the toilet! XDDD it's like the senior went: "OK! your can go to the toilet now" and all of us were like: *ZOOM* AHHH!!!! ME FIRST ME FIRST!!! (ok..i added in the me first part myself because it seems funny..XDD the truth is that we were competing with each other to get the cubicles..XDDDDD) i went in first..of course that's only cuz' i got a 1 or 2 secs headstart and my shoes were slippery..HAH! then we went out..and then..START! *faints* ran all the way to the arrival hall area..=.='''' and then we took the wrong escalator for our task..we were supposed to time how long it takes to go up and down..and then..in the end..they told us to go to the wrong escalator..*faints* so we went up..climbed up further..and then ran all the way back down before they told us we went to the wrong place..*dies* and then the other groups had headstart liao..still....we finished before the group which was competing with us..WAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!! cuz' we smarter..got more teamwork..AND! we are obviously faster at doing stuff..yay! *ego* but we messed up quite a number of times during the counting and the timing..still....we got the eh..correct answer i think..then we had to take the skytrain to terminal 2 and find the stupid triangle thingy..which was easy too..after that we never saw the group which was competing with us again..even though they had the same schedule as first..i suppose they don't go to the airport as much us..XDDDD *glee* a lot of measuring leh...=.='''' good thing i brought a long ruler..
then we had to run back to terminal 1..in the course of which ruying fell down and hurt her knee..and then we ran to the signboard..you know the one with all the arrivals and departures..haha..so far away lah..it was like at the other end..actually practically everything is at the other end..and then that station was easy enough..haha! finished it the fastest i think..the station master was complaining that we all finish the questions before we even reach there..then we went to the statue..the big oblang statue..which is fun to play with..that one was the most confusing!!! argh...hate that one..dont' get it lah..why? because i was rushing..and i don't like reading instructions..=P seriously..if i had read the instructions..i'm sure i would have done it much faster..ah well..my brain wasn't functioning either..=P then we ran back to terminal 2..haiz....then we did the graph station..which was the last station..where..we would have done faster if i hadn't gotten confused over the coordinates and written wrongly..=.=''' so many times somemore..then got this scary guy suddenly pop up behind me while i was busy..so i think i might have been quite rude..bleargh..it's like..he suddenly pop up and go "what are your doing?" and i was like "EILEEN!!! what is that coordinate..where am i? ARGH! THOSE WHO AREN'T IN THE FORMATION GET OFF THE GRID!!" and then i turned back to the guy and said "eh...math trail" with the others of course..and then the guy was like "how come do maths come to changi airport one? so weird.." and i completely didn't reply and started screaming and getting frustrated again..and then we ran back to terminal 1...and ran and ran and ran all the way to the meeting point..i overshot an escalator..and got out of breath..at least i lasted longer than the others..but boy can adeline run!! she was like: *ZOOM* and we were like: o.0 *run* *pant* "OWWW!!" *pant somemore* *stop* and then she was laughing..obviously amused..=.=''''' we suck alright..the others..run a bit then stop liao..at least i last longer..haha..and then we reached the meeting point first..so add 7 points to us! yay! *glee* and then the whole lot of us collapsed onto the floor still panting..and then they wanted to drink water but everyone who tried to drink water got a scolding from me..and then i walked around a bit to like cool down or something..we took a picture with adeline (whom through the course of the trail i found to be quite a nice person..i figure it's only the influence of rachel and weifen which makes her that way..eh..bitchy? =.='''' shan't say anymore...)
then we drank some water..and waited for the rest to come back..we reached back like at 11.41....more than 1/2 hr before we needed to go back..yay! then the rest slowly came back..(WE ROCK!) anyway..prissie's group cheated..BOOO!!! they skipped stations..tsk...TSK...TSK....and then we bought bk...i borrowed money from ruying..haha..after like 15 mins of sitting around...=.='''' and i was like "ruying...gen wo lai.." (manga reading influence again..i was reading manga) *glee* and guess what..i forgot to take a straw...and i didn't know how to order...=.='''''' so i reached back..and after like 20 mins (the teachers were LATE again..teachers ah...bad example)..i finally went "AHHH!! NO STRAW!!!" and waijean was like "huh?" and i was like "RUYING GOT STRAW?!" and she was like "throw away liao...." diao....so in the end...i had to go back to burgerking and take after asking permission from mrs khoo since we were going that way anyway..and ms lum was just sitting down there so i went to talk to her..after all..my class walks slow..and then we went on the bus..where i proceeded to close my eyes, listen to my mp3 and hold my drink to my mouth, taking occasional sips..*beams* and then ms lum suddenly went "is she sleeping?" and waijean POKED me..ARGH!! so my reaction was like *grouchy voice* " i'm not sleeping.................." and then i got a sweet from ms lum..everyone did lah..cuz' ms lum always give us stuff anyway..=PPPPP i think she's the only teacher in smss that i really like..and then somewhere during the middle of the trip, there was a smell of shit..and i was like "did someone fart?" and waijean was like "smells like vomit" and i was like " smells like someone shitted" and waijean was like " maybe someone got diaorrhea (how to spell.....) " ah well..the smell faded after a while..and i couldn't hear what the back people were screaming about (thank goodness for my mp3..) except that i did hear something like "AHHHH!!! SHIT SHIT!!!" and then when we were reaching school..waijean grabbed my arm again..and me..being irritated again..went "I AM AWAKE!" i think it runs in my family..my younger bro does that too..
and then i got off the bus..i think i was one of the last few..and i was like: *thinks 'wah..shuang ah! bag so light! feels like nothing at all..now i need to find a dustbin..dustbin? dustbin?' and i walked and walked..and then eileen was like "i need to go back to class.." and i was like "orh..." *thinks 'good thing i don't have to go back to class..got my bag here with me..haha..bag? BAG?! WHERE'S MY BAG?! AHHHH! BUS!'* and i ran back..to see ms lum picking up my bag and smiling and going "what i dont' understand is how you can remember to bring down your rubbish (my bk paper bags) and you still can't remember to bring down your bag..." *shakes head* *hands bag to me* me: EH...*sheepish grin* ehhehehehehehe....and then i walked down the bus..and almost fell down after trying to manoverue my way through plants..with ms lum going "CAREFUL!" and then went home with shan shan..haha! and someone called me..although i don't know who..heh..=PP *glee* so i called clemence..and he answered..and my reaction was like "hello?" *thinks 'CLEMENCE?! can't be clemence..sounds like nicholas..clemence voice wheregot so deep de?! *faints*'* and then..after awhile..i was like "are you clemence?" (stupid question to ask your own brother whom you just called..yes i know..=.=''' but he sounded like nicholas! like the way he talks somemore..) and he was like "yeeaaaaahhhh......" haiz..aiyah..nevermind..he don't know who called me anyway..apparently the person who called put down before the call got transferred to him..*sigh* then i walked home while singing w-inds. songs..*GLEE* so fab..i love them..then all the time at the airport i was imagining seeing them, shrieking and fainting..haha..
ok..since we are talking about w-inds. here..i saw keita strip! XDDD OMG! THANK GOODNESS FOR CLEAR VIDEOS! XDDD so hot can?! fine! so it was from FAR...and it was a side view..but still.....it was so totally hot!!!! *drools* *sweats* *nosebleed* *hyperventilate* *faint* haha..ok..so my actual reaction was shrieking, stamping my foot, almost jumping out of my chair, replaying the video..and of course...face flushing, drooling and hyperventilating..haha! BUT IT'S HOT! and ok..it was only for 1s...ARGH! but all three of them are supposed to STRIP! ok..go topless..nto strip..HAHA! so hot so hot so hot! i'm going to watch again after this..XD THEY BETTER PUT IT IN THE DVD! *dies* i hope the DVD shows the budokan performance not the osaka perf..even though the osaka perf is the last...still...they do go topless in the budokan perf..and of course that leads to more demand..XDDD and..i bet all the fangirls are hoping it's the budokan perf..i can die happy now! XD no wait! i must buy the ageha tour DVD first..i can probably only buy like next year or something..=.='''' haiz....anyway..keita's voice is getting worse..=.=''' i think his best voice is during 2002-2003...yeah..THAT voice..cuz' that voice was so totally hot..XD and now..his voice broke liao..so cannot really sing properly..coupled with his colds and his muscle building (this is just an excuse to insult his muscle building..not that it doesn't make him hot..but still..skinny keita looks nicer..HAHA! skinny keita cuter..*pinches fleshless cheeks* but still..if he builds it up somemore..we are all going to be scared off..thank goodness he's toning down..his ageha period muscles were so super scary..so big..) his voice has gotten worse..ah well...*cries* i still love your dorkiness keita!! and your cute little grin! (rectangular grin!) and your eyes! and your hairless chest! (of course i've seen keita topless before..don't be silly..just not a recent one of him topless that's all...) OH! and your determination..and your voice....*beams* haha..ok..shall stop fangirling..=P
i love MANGAS! *faints* now reading perfect girl..lalala~ it's so cool..so morbid..*dies* i love the skeletons..and the guts and intestines and internal organs..like the EYEBALLS! XDDDD so cool!! i especially love the torture weapons!!!! *dies* and best of all.......THE BLOOOOOODD!!! so cool! so much blood! she likes blood just like ME! XDDD so cool! blood blood blood blood blood! *faints* ah well..i skip here and there lah..not because i'm sian..more of because teng teng lend me in such a weird order..it's like..i read 7..then 1 and 2..then 8 to 13...then 4 and 5..then 3..then 6...and it's the 13th book already and kyohei and sunako still haven't gotten together yet! *faints* ah well..it's cool.. MUAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA! love sunako! XDDDD she's so warped..haha..and now i shall go and watch the clip again..and then go back to reading my manga..BOOK 14!! QUICK COME OUT!!
is it ok talk on the phone with a guy at least 1 hour a week...having spent about 6 and a half hours talking to him...having talked to him on the phone 5 times with maybe one or two 1 or 2 min conversations..i think i like him...
HAH! just kidding..*beams* i'm whacko..i have become an obsessive compulsive liar..=.=''' seriously...i've been coming up with stories like "i'm going to japan next year to continue my studies" which lasted for about 15 mins where at the end poor shan shan cried..=.='''' i didn't think she would be so upset...and the moving house thing..and my failing my subjects thing..haha! which reminds me..results for EOY exams:
English: can't remember the exact mark but i got a b4....*cries*
Chinese: 67!! (yay! bleargh for my paper 1..i failed it...other than that..my listening got 10/10..and my paper 2 got 40/55..which is superb for me..it's all my paper 1's fault..harumph..)
Math: 89 (paper 1: 46 paper 2: 43..actually i'm not so sure about the exact marks for each paper..)
Science: 80 (i'm super happy cuz' i actually got an A1 whereas most of the people in my class got borderline passes and some 70-somethings..stephanie of course got top with 88.5)
Home Economics: 81 (ok..considering that i didn't really study..only studied for a very distracted 45mins..this is very good..haha..stephanie is the only one i know who beat me..she had 85.5 i think..grrrr)
History: 68/80 (eh..i think this 85/100..eh..so anyway..not very happy about this..got failed cross reference..and stuff..bleargh..minus 4 marks because of that..minus another 2 marks for failing to elaborate further in my last question..and my short answer questions was horrible..i only got 16/20..other than that..the rest got full marks..well except the essay questions which minused one mark each for conclusions which ms soh did not find appropriate..haiz..then what conclusion you want..........)
Literature: 16/20, 15/20 and 16/20 (i'm very happy about this cuz' i managed to average an A1..i don't get A1s in literature silly..=P so...i'm really really happy..i think i'm one of the highest too..plus the fact that my 2nd question..the essay question was super lame..i did it horribly..=.='''')
ok..time to go watch w-inds. clip now..hahahahahaha..
3:24 PM
just to reminensce in the future..
went Japan watching today and yesterday..
things i saw yesterday:
-Isetan van delivering stuff
-Little Kids running about on their own..(the trust the Japanese have)
-Three hot Japanese guys playing tennis
~One of them had chin length brownish curly hair..very tanned..looked so cute..in my opinion he's the hottest
~Another one had normal length hair..i think it was a bit short..eh..yes..tanned too..XD HOT also..
~The third one i cant' really describe..except i think he was the tallest..and he had shoulder length hair which covered his face..so i couldn't see his face..so in other words..can't really say that he's hot..
Things i saw today:
-A whole group of Australian International School students (some quite hot)
-two middle-aged Japanese women (JAPANESE!! they were speaking japanese..XD)
-a whole bunch of Japanese women having 'tea' by the pool while they children leartn swimming from some guy (not sure if he's Japanese)
-Some Japanese school children (in a VAN again..)
-A Japanese mother with her two half-caucasian half-Japanese kids (she smiled..was it at ME?)
-two Japanese teenage girls going shopping (they looks so fierce)
-one japaneeshi/koreanishi-looking guy..
and..that's all i remember now..byebye
5:36 PM
koped from charm/steffi
10 YEARS AGO I:
- Stabbed a sharp pencil into my hand (the lead is still inside now)
- Was enjoying my innocent little life in PUB's childcare centre
- Was actually PRETTY with nice fair skin, really red lips, roughly rosy cheeks and cute big eyes..(what has happened to me?! =.='''')
FIVE YEARS AGO I:
- Hated my aunt like crap
- Already knew I didn't belong anywhere
- Had my first Holy Communion (Around this time I started to really believe in God)
TWO YEARS AGO I:
- Took part in SYF
- Fooled around the whole year resulting in horrible PSLE grades
- Started to really really miss my pre-school days (cuz' most of my pre-school days memories were those of freedom and tagging around with my cousins..who have somehow drifted from me already)
ONE YEAR AGO I:
- Discovered w-inds. (And the rest of the J-pop world..I LOVE THEM! they are like practically the only thing keeping me alive now..and kids..)
- Had 4 operations and loved each and every one..
- Started cutting myself for real (I really started when I was in P4 though..)
YESTERDAY I:
- Went to the Journey of Faith Exhibition at ACM and loved each and every exhibit (Especially "Il Riposo In Egitto"..I spent quite a few hours viewing the gallery itself..)
- Got freaked out when a painting of Madonna and Child started shaking by itself (still haven't found out the cause of it)
- Wasn't even missed by my family when i finished much later than them (they were about to leave when my dad pointed out that I was still inside..wowwee..i'm soooooo loved..=.='''')
TOMORROW I WILL:
- Study Science with Prissie
- Put on a false facade again
- Die from the literature paper and be screwed by Ms Tay for not doing my Zhuo ye
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
- Japan
- Australia
- Anywhere with good scenery and weather
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
- Help the poor and the orphans and the sick
- Be confirmed as a Catholic
- Enjoy myself properly
THREE THINGS I COULD BUY WITH $1,000:
- Every w-inds. merchandise I can get
- The lives of the poor (by sending them the money you dope)
- A Swiss army knife
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
- My nails
- My eyes
- And possibly nothing else...Maybe my bluntness..and my ability to make people laugh..(no matter how crazy others may think I am)
THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
- My horribly bad memory
- My repulsiveness
- My weak will
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
- Pain that I'm unable to control
- Going to hell
- The fact that I might actually be seeing things or experiencing things which are really not happening (in other words..GOING CRAZY..actually it amuses me more than scares me)
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
- Cow Tongue
- Work hard
- Fitting in
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
- I love myself for who I am
- I have an inability to accept the fact that Keita will never love me
- I hate people who are better than me
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
- Sleep and never wake up
- Die
- ...Go back to Malacca..I REALLY MISS MY COUSINS! (i wanna see baby rachel...*sniff*)
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
- Pediatrician
- Biologist
- Orphanage person (don't know what you call it..person in charge of an orphanage?)
kk..have to go liao..need to study and such..on another note..zheng has a really hard stomach..his stomach muscles are so fab..you can actually feel the pacs without trying..o.0 gawsh...
10:47 AM
hah..since i'm really an idiot..:
1.) Male or FML: Female
2.) Birthdate: March 18 1991. Around 8pm
3.) Family: immediate family ah...dad, mom, older bro, older sis, me, younger bro, younger sis
4.) Skin Tone: reddish brownish..more of brownish..
5.) Height: 160 *cries*
6.) When were you most sad: oh gawsh..i don't know..i get sad quite a lot..like when people die..
7.) When I was the happiest: EH..i don't know..i really don't..
8.) Musicians I look up to: w-inds., DBSG, Lead, FLAME (they are talented..), orange range and i think that's about all..
9.) Places I go most often: school, tuition centre, home, church, that's all?
10.) WHen do you watch the most movies: during the hols..the months one..not the weeks one..
11.) Tell us the meaning of your name: eh..wah? chinese one means snow something..haha..i think it's jade..i don't know..
12.) What kind of person am I: eh...weird? crazy?
13.) Favorite song to sing at Karaoke: i don't go karaoke..but the fav song i like to sing is Forever Memories by w-inds.
14.) First love: *ahem ahem* ok..i'm not sure if keita is counted..XD
15.) First Kiss: eh..as in? i kiss my parents? haha..ok..haven't had it yet..i hope it will be keita..XD
16.) Fav. Movie: spirited away..=P
17.) Favorite flower: i don't know..rose? i like the yellowish-reddish one i took a photo of at my church..
18.) Fav. TV show: EH..actually..this one i really have no idea..friends?
19.) What would you do if you weren't a singer: i ain't a singer! lolx..
20.) Favorite Books: hmm..most books are nice..i only don't like long-winded ones and those which end arubtly (ahh..how to spell?)
21.) Where I want to visit: JAPAN! i went to korea before..but i want to go back again..XD
22.) Fav. Food: eh..chicken cutlet! hehe..
23.) Fav. Fruit: PAPAYA! and banana! (all those that make you shit..lolx..
24.) Fav. Color: black and orange
25.) Nicest thing I did: EH..actually..i'm not a very nice girl..heh..
26.) My most important possession: my w-inds. stuff..XDD 27.) Something I want to say: I LOVE TACHIBANA KEITA! lolx..and the rest of my 'hubbies'..<3
28.) People I remember: my idols, my friends, my old school mates, my old kindergarden mates, some neighbours, teachers, certain people i see on the streets..(hehe..)
29.) People I think of: all sorts of people..
30.) If you died: then it would be the end..and i don't know..but i think at least my parents would miss me right? (hopefully not..)and i want to be BURIED..in japan? and i will give all my w-inds. stuff to yuechin?
31.) Good thing about yourself: i tend to make people laugh (because of my stupid remarks and my stupid actions..)
32.) Something bad about yourself: i snap at people..
33.) People you respect: people who are neat, determined, responsible..basically people who have all the good qualities i don't..
34.) Ideal birthday present: TACHIBANA KEITA! XDD ok fine..hmm..something to do with w-inds.? or chocos..or lollis..or actually..practically anything is fine..
35.) Hardest thing you had to do: i don't know....i do a lot of hard things..haha..
36.) ??
37.) hobbies: singing, fangirling, listening to music, reading, blogging, surfing the net, stoning, SLEEPING!
38.) Specialties: making people laugh? -.-'''' uh..science?
39.) Habits: procrastinating, complaining, messing things up? eating a lot..eh..scratching? XDD
40.) What I want to do for the person I love: mostly whatever he or she wants..unless it's WRONG to do it..(it's general ah..like family..)
41.) What I want to receive from the person I love: love, trust and understanding..
42.) What I want to do with the person I love: enjoy life
43.) Prized Possesion: o.0 wasn't this question asked already?
44.) Fav. Animal: RABBIT!
45.) How are you dressed: two tees and pants
46.) People I don't like: people who suck up, people who think they are the best, sexists, etc..
47.) When I look weak: when i'm sick..lolx..
48.) Stress reliever: standing in the rain, listening to w-inds., singing..or cutting..lolx..
49.) When I hurt someone: when i snap at them for no reason or say insensitive remarks..
50.) What you think when you look in the mirror: i have a lot of pimples..my face is to dark..my nose resembles keita's..XDDD
51.) Something I most regret: snapping at people and saying insensitive things..and not apologising after that..
52.) # of kids you want: as many as possible!
53.) What's your phone greeting: hello?
54.) Today's weather: nice and cold..XDD
55.) Fav. #: 13, 7, 137, 2, 11, 17, 23 haha..
56) How much can you drink: a lot!....of water..wine..eh..as much as my dad allows..
57.) Slept over anywhere: only slept at friends' hosue twice...both times this year izzit?
58.) Have you ever run away from home: why would i?
59.) Ideal woman: XDDD sorry..i'm straight..
60.) What I want to say to my friends: i'm sorry for all the crappy things i've said and done..now let me die in peace..
61.) What I want to eat: good food..
62.) Your personailty: not good
63.) How often do you go to the bathroom: quite often
64.) religion: Roman Catholic
65.) Do you like recieving or giving: BOTH BOTH! mostly receiving..hehe..
66.) Most memorable day: eh..practically every outing with my friends is memorable..
67.) Fav. Fashion: bermudas + tee
68.) Hours of sleep you get: 7? i try to get as much as possible..quite hard..
69.) When you don't like yourself: most of the time..
70.) When I find myself charismatic: never
71.) What you do when you're alone: sing, think, stone, sleep
72.) People you've gone out with: A LOT! friends..family..yeah..HAHA!
73.) Where do you look first when you see someone: the whole package..lolx..
74.) What I think of my life so far: i don't know..
75.) Complex: my skins super dark and dry and pimply, etc..
76.) You like your mom or dad: more towards my dad..but i like both..
77.) When you fight with someone: i get pissed..and i cut..
78.) When someone wants to break up: i will cry..and give the person the cold shoulder..i think..
79.) If someone you loved got a horirble diesease: i will do everything i can to help him or her..
80.) If your parents didn't like the person you loved: i wouldn't care less..they already don't like keita mah...
81.) What are you going to do after you finish this: finish this temp and blog and do homework..then eat and sleep..
82.) What you think of couples: depends on the couple..
83.) Nicknames: twee, tree, tweezers, bog, meimei, trisha, etc.
84.) What you have next to you: file, tissue box, tissues, paper, water bottle, lots of stuff..
85.) Movies I want to see: Be with you, Mean Girls, I am Sam, Howl's Moving Castle, etc.
86.) Movie that I most remember: i can remember most movies..
87.) Poeple I see most often: teachers, friends, family, certain people who take the same bus as me everyday.
88.)Fav. Sport: badminton?
89.) Your hairstyle as of now: shoulder length, black..
90.) Fav season: winter and autumn
91.) What do you have in your bag: lots of stuff..
92.) How many cards do you have: quite a few..
93.) When you're sad: when i am sad i am sad..
94.) What kind of women do you not like: XDDD STRAIGHT!
95.) People you don't like too much: i don't have to repeat myself do i?
96.) How long do you want to live: as long as needed..
97.) If you won a milllion dollars: i probably wouldn't know what to do with it..
98.) Song recommendations: haha..w-inds. songs and DBSG songs..and certain Lead songs like baby running wild and night deluxe, etc.
99.) The Truth about yourself: i don't know who i am..
100.) Finishing words: this quiz was for DBSG's Shim Chang Min by the way..lolx..
LOVES!!
-w-inds.:

-DBSG:

-Lead:

-other various artistes
-PAPAYA!:

-music:

-animals:

-KIDS!:

-Haley Joel Osment:

-cutting:

-and other various items
'HUBBIES'!!: 1:TACHIBANA KEITA
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2:CHIBA RYOHEI

3:SHIM CHANGMIN

4:FURUYA KEITA

5:KIM JAEJOONG

6:KIM JUNSU

7:JUNG YUNHO

8:PARK YOOCHUN
